Miniaturestrawberrywasteland - 𝔳𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔢

You ever just look in the mirror and realise youve been anorexic for so long and still have nothing to show for it LOL i am cracking at the seams

wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me

TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

did i binge or did i eat the recommended amount of calories for someone my age?

"Well atleast I'm not doing drugs" I say as I do other destructive things

thinking ab the fact my ed will always be there somewhere in the back of my head like it literally never ends i am cursed for the rest of my life

I wish more people knew eds are not just about starving. I ate fried chicken my mom bought yesterday night after not eating all day at work, and I’m still feeling guilty about it 24 hours later. It is the guilt of everything that is killing me. We feel like a failure even though we’re actively going against our bodies’ instincts.

do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets

her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.

remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.

thank you, Marsha. we remember you.

this

if u starve for long enough u start feeling like ur high sometimes its my fav thing ever