These Lil Guys Are My Safe Space

cas is a weighted blanket...

drawing process video under the cut (i edited my cas with flowers post and the sam with wings post recently to include them! just fyi if you're interested in that.)

this kicked my ass something fierce but oh well! i did it!

i always write about dean pulling cas overtop him for comfort. Activate the parasympathetic nervous system and all that. Grace humming... i like them :)

Unless I am fortunate enough to have been mistaken, the best Destiel fanficion has not yet been written in a huge oversight by the fandom

Picture this: At the end of season 5 Castiel is not killed and resurrected as an angel, but instead is wounded and still very human

Low and behold Dean shows up on Lisa's door step, filthy, emotionally destroyed, with an injured human Cas half unconscious in the back of the impla, like 'suprise I'm here, I can't go more than 2 hours without a drink and I brought this guy I absolutely do not have any overt sexual chemistry with, wanna date me?'

Cut to Dean trying desperately to have a heterosexual relationship with Lisa while helping a very pitiful Castiel learn to shave, how to shower and importantly, how to want things

I wounder what he could possibly want

Meanwhile Lisa is trying to help Dean and get him to open up about how he's feeling, what's happened, etc, only to repeated find him at 3AM sat on the porch with Castiel bearing his soul like its the easiest thing in the world

And also being way too into Doctor Sexy

Eventually, she snaps. Dean's a good guy, and she owes him one for saving Ben, but maybe she doesn't owe him a relationship. Well, not in the way he expected

Lisa Braden must now, using her powers of emotional maturity and patients of 25 saints, convince Dean Winchester to confront his deeply repressed sexuality

Chaos ensues

Also they get a cat

Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)

jack asks how do you know if you’re gay? and cas is like. well. is there a man you’re interested in…??? and jacks like no :) im just wondering! and sam is like uh i think you’re supposed to just know? right? and jacks like huh. maybe. but how??? and deans like (clearing his throat) there are quizzes. on the internet. and jacks like oh. can you show me? and dean is like ok i’ll send you a link. and he keeps his phone angled parallel to his face so no one can see that he’s googling a previously searched phrase.

the fact that this isn't even all of the times he died i had to cut out a few (incl. the one i do not legally recognize)

Wait wait wait, the three ingredients that Metatron used for the spell that closed heaven and made the angels fall was the bow of a cupid (angels who create a love bond between two people), the heart of a Nephilim (the offspring of a human/angel coupling) and, the grace of an angel? See, one of those things is not quite like the others. I may be connecting the dots a little late but wouldn't it make sense if the last ingredient was the grace of an angel... who is in love with a human? That's why Metatron needed Castiel specifically. That's also why his little jab, "he's in love.... with humanity." was so obviously pointed. How did I not pick up on this?

happy destiel anniversary <3