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Latest Posts by marsapolis - Page 2
hey dude, idk how much you remember from the party last night but- yeah, everyone saw your want. yeah no it was pretty late and winding down so it was quiet enough that every single person there saw it throbbing and twitching in your chest and so wet with hunger it was glistening under the kitchen light. they said it looked like it was reaching for something
I 💗 the human experience. There is blood in my mouth !
you are NOT my “passenger princess” get off your phone we are Under attack!!!!!!!! you are my gunner; man the weapons and defend our vehicle with your life!!!
Purple, color of the intuition
lemme grind my pussy on this stalagmite real quick lol
me, a gender fluid, also having to traveling to a secret third place
i feel bad for bigender people, the commute between Jupiter and college has got to be rough
wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry
this text i got from my mom a few hours ago is so hysterical she doesnt even use peacock she literally went on it for the first time and Dickbreath the Mysterious awaited her with an outstretched finger
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band names: Funeral Home Nepo Baby, Munchin on em Piggies, Art Museum Polycule, and Gee Cis
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i always think abt my cousin in greece who's like obsessed with american culture, bc ill say that im going to a barbecue and she'll be like "wow.... a real life american barbecue... will there be red cups?" you bet your ass there'll be red cups. take my hand. have a hot dog. all your dreams can come true here at the real life american barbecue
sorry if this is a dumb question but uhmm is anyone else's boop-o-meter doing this???
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"'you came for three months"
"and i'm leaving for three years"
"when you get back, i might not be here"
"promise you'll stay"
"i'm meant for this age, but i'll leave you the home
on the hilltop where you can see the panteón'"
-this part of the song is where i talk to my grandma and she says she's going to die soon :/ she's cray cray
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its officially past 12am, it's my birthday! i'm turning 21 today :) i'm going to get so legally shitfaced! i made sure to make this post so so extremely colorful to match the color of my feelings.
p.s. my wish this year is for everyone in the world, on this day, to find and hold some happiness. whether it be from their favorite food, or falling in love, or getting their dream job. i love you guys mwah
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"these hoes don't be mad at megan, these hoes mad at megan's law"
-Hiss (Megan Thee Stallion) AHHH
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i just want y'all to know my lil routine when i post these. around 8 i get ready for bed, afterwards i lay in my room and read 20-25 pages from whatever book i'm currently reading (rn it's Beautiful World, Where Are You by sally rooney). now, the fun part, i put on my sony headphones and go to reddit. i go r/audiosgonewild. i filter to this months top audios. I LISTEN TO PORN. and find cute little pictures that (sometimes) follow certain color themes and find (usually write my own) cute little quotes and post them to tumblr.com. that's what i do. every night.
love you mwah
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"when you have a slip, it’s just that. A slip. It doesn’t define you. It doesn’t make you a failure. The most important thing is that you don’t let that slip become a slide."
- I'm Glad My Mom Died (Jennette McCurdy)
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TW// mentions of ed and ignoring boundaries specifically about food
i talked on one of my post, when i was in mexico, about how difficult it was to have my boundaries ignored. specifically about food (my family constantly asking if i'm hungry/being told i AM hungry even though i explicitly said no) and i just wanted to let you guys know know, whether you have an ed or not, that you are not mean or crazy or weird for having certain boundaries and maintaining them.
if you've ever had one or currently battling one, i adore you. i look up to you. we are all working to have better days.
sorry if this was heavy but i need to talk a little bit about it. i love you guy, thank you in advance for letting me get that out. i did make ANOTHER blog called watertowertown where i can vent about my life and politics, basically think pieces. so if you're interested in that then you can checking out. if you want reposts and shit post and other random shit you can follow triangleoffairness
mwah kisses -3-
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"just met a boy, as sweet as our berries
fast as the river, and gone just as quick
he said he'd wait but i'm so damn impatient
i just couldn't take it, the distance that is
i up and ran and left him my bracelet
hoping it won't end up on some other girls hand"
-another part of the song i wrote (i posted this without a quote so if you saw that, no you didn't)
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i've downloaded bumble because i feel healthy and lonely and have decided that is what i will do to up my screen time. since i don't have social media. it'll make me quirkier thats fs. will update you on dates and messages and such obvi. mwah kisses
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"tengo ganas de mirarte en este momento
recordarte que eres tú la que me roba el sueño
fuiste, eres y serás con la que quiero siempre amanecer con lo que quiero siempre despertar, tú eres lo que más quiero"
-Solo Con Verte (Banda MS)
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holy shit i cannot believe i've been gone for so long. never let me do that again, seriously. OTAY so while i was gone Saltburn came out so i didn't get to see it. but i've seen it. its not as bad as some of y'all said it would be and frankly i'm disappointed! i wanted hay sex! and i got vague gay feelings!
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"while the mountains sang their songs for me
and i was carrying their tune
we gorged ourselves on strawberries
telling stories of our youth
then the sun shone its gospel down
we were soaking it all in
the wind comes and cools our skin
that's when the leaves would start listening"
-a song i wrote about chilling with my grandma
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i'm back home!! regularly scheduled updates will be back on track tomorrow night :) thank you to everyone for your patience. also hello to all the new followers :D we've got over 70 people in the family now!!! im thinking of posting house inspo so we can pretend we all live together. but seriously though i really appreciate every single one of you, you've all been so amazing :) love you mwah<3
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"i crawl out of my tainted home
feeling the dirty air, my birth right.
because i am selfish"
-it's my poetry again!
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hey hey guys, i know it's been a bit, i'm sorry. i finally have wifi for a night so i'll take this opportunity to tell you. I MISS YOU T-T genuinely so very much my loves. very parasocially. ALSO i think i am going to change my name... idk if im gonna change my blog name yet because i really do love my current name (mars) but it has people connected to it that i don't want to associate or think about. i'm going to go by Rhiannon for a bit (ugh i know it's cringe to say but fleetwood mac is my favorite band sooo) and one of my friends has already nicknamed me nonny so feel free to call me that too :)
-all the love in the world, your pal 4 life, me >///<
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"so wHY DONT YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE
chAAAAAAANCE"
-Gumball Waterson
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(before we get started i know none of this is whimsigoth but this is the only social media i have to show my trip to yall im so sorry plz dont crucify me)
GOOOOOD nothing like being in a different country and having the urge, no, the NEED to text an ex or flirt and sext, amirite ladies? FUCK.
Also! The red and white striped clothing you see woman wearing in some pictures are called Güipil. They are woven and worn with a traditional skirt (same weaving method is used but an entirely different pattern and style is used for skirts) by the Triqui people, which I am half :)! We are a fascinating group of indigenous Mexicans so if you have any questions please please ask away!! I wanna talk to yall about my people (or you could just google us but i miss you all :( so)
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"In the distance i see the town we met
clouds open, surrounding the town like a school of fish, sun beaming on the church we spent easter at 3 years ago in the mexican countryside.
you took me out back to help you pick flowers. i gave you so much more.
It's so far now.
the fog is about to put an end to my reminiscing."
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so soo many things to say, first, tumblr psychologist. i need help. why is it that when my family wants me to eat more even when i say no, it almost brings me to tears? next, 2 (TWO) family members so far have asked to see my bf, i told them i didnt have one, and BOTH went "oh... youre 20 though right?" Also the only thing i've done so far is read AO3 smut/fan fic on my kindle so i hope yall are proud. OH AND i am genuinely doing really well here :) i get up early, wash dishes, take care of myself, and read. its almost like im not mentally ill lol
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"i wish you were a girl
i hate what i just said."
-I Wish You Were A Girl (12 RODS)
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my trip is literally the 19th and im freaking out you guys. its the first time im traveling to a different country by myself and its for three whole months. im really excited, dont get me wrong, im just nervous that something will happen while im gone. or maybe im just a pussy and need my balls to drop already. i hope you guys are good, i probably wont post much, so i want yall to know you are cared for. i love you very very much and dont you forget it! understood? *mwah*
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"there's a difference over having power over someone and feeling empowered
and the former scares the shit out of me"
-Queer Recovery Club (Fail Better, Heal Faster)
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its now *checks time* 2:01am ive been listening to MWF audios for approximately 3 1/2 hours. i have one (1) opinion my brain had to mush together, which is, accent are really really hot. i would love to be with someone who has an accent. (this is tmi but especially if they say cᵘⁿᵗ... just. something about it UGH) anyways bye bye luvs u<3
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"my mouth fishes for words to speak into existence to remind myself I am here
my tear stained face tight, my teeth bared to the stars above
this is my mark on the universe"
-atp im just gonna stop adding these because ive only ever used ONE(1) other persons quote so
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i yearn to be full of sugar like a hummingbird. im trying to make myself have a new hyperfixation and i just cant :/ like im really trying. also once im back from my trip (in 5 days from now :0) i want another tattoo, something to remind me of my time there. ok no more brain juice bye bye loves u *mwah*
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"Heaven is the bronze horse statue you sat me on. i was young and you're smile shone brighter than the hot sun that soaked that horse for hours before we showed up. But i was young and i had so few memories where you were good to me, even now, so many years later. The burn on my thighs could never compare to the pride i had of making you happy, dad."
-guess who. again.
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haha... hey you guys... its been awhile huh? haha. anyways ive been thinking a lot about pedro pascal since hes my soulmate and the loml. also ive been thinking about how that might be tied to my relationship with my father, who i no longer speak to, so maybe someone can decipher that for me lol. i should probably make another account where i can shit post too because i have so many ideas that i dont really want to dedicate a whole post to. also there are things i wanna reblog but i dont want... i dont really want you guys thinking im some kind of degenerate freak
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"so, when i die, which i must do
could it shine down here with you?"
-mitski, my beloved<3
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just watched the exorcist believer and i am floored that they actually sent that little girl to hell, we watched her get dragged down to hell! they committed to her death! hilarious! loved when the priest got his head whipped around too those little girls looked so happy turning their heads lol.
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"Qué delicada manera de soñar tiene tu alma... Jamás me había topado con una tan pura como la tuya, pareciera que veo al cielo andar sobre la tierra, y es glorioso, majestuoso y tierno; todo eso eres tú."
-https://esuemmanuel.tumblr.com/page/3
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back to the one picture a day💪🏽 for some reason all day today ive been upset. i dont know at what or why but im just upset. i think reading fan fiction all night will heal me so im gonna grab a snack and do that. do some self care tonight ladies, you deserve it<3
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"Someone asked how I feel about Captain Crunch. I'm capable of eating an entire box of it without any milk. It is a sweet taste that is indescribable. Captain Crunch is its own flavour."
-my baby, my husband, my lover, Pedro Pascal
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you know, when i made that post about judge judy, i was really thinking about pedro pascal. ive been his fan since i was a child watching my mom watch law & order and buffy. i grew up thinking people on tv stayed that age (i didnt understand the concept of time) and i was utterly disappointed to find out that he did not wait for me (he didnt stop aging and wont sleep outside his age range, which i guess makes him a good person? but like cmon? its me? the literal love of your life?) if he would have me, i would take care of him in old age. change diapers, give medication, bathe him. i would remind him every day of who he was, every reason i love him, and any memory i could think of to remind him that hes human. that he deserves to be here just as much as anyone, else even in sickness.
now that ive basically wrote out my wet dream, bye! love you!!
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"'Suffering is a great grace' is spat over my small trembling body
and I think to myself, for fear of being given more,
'then I must be the greatest saint of all'
because why else would God curse me with pain so young?
to even bear witness to what I've gone through is enough to bring grown men to tears"
-me!! written on the fly because i had nothing prepared for tonight!
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i posted some tiktoks for the first time in like months. felt kinda hot for the first time in awhile (⌒_⌒;)
anyways thats its!! love you >///<
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