can someone recommend me more music like the band Gehenna?
I was hallucinating again the other day and I was so terrified :(
Being sexually assaulted as a child fucked me up so badly I’m an adult and I’m afraid of sex now
I heard voices today and they told me my current new friend is a good person and we should stay in contact so I’ll do just that :)
For the past few days I’ve been in pain coughing immensely the allergies and pollen triggered my asthma I was using expired medication but I went to the clinic today so I should be getting them tomorrow, I hated it I had to use my pump. and asthma machine multiple times per day I was scared I would have a asthma attack it’s so scary not being able to breathe :(
I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)
I’ll burn myself because my feelings don’t matter :)
I’ll burn myself because my voice doesn’t matter :)
I’ll burn myself because it makes me feel good :)
I’ll burn myself because I get treated poorly by the majority :)