Being sexually assaulted as a child fucked me up so badly I’m an adult and I’m afraid of sex now
my ex friend bragged about knowing my address thinking I forgot I knew I just didn’t give a rats ass he not even like that the guy stutters out in public tf I gotta worry for 🧍🏽♀️
I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)
I do not believe anyone when they tell me they love me
I keep ruining relationships with people 🙃
being satanic means sexual freedom no god telling me when or how to have intercourse to be a satanist is to live for yourself and not for gods