I Feel Ya Hamilton, Hehe Depression Go Brrrrrrrr

I wonder who my favourite the quarry character is

Dear Evan Hansen: What if Evan Didn't Lie?

So I couldn't stop thinking about how Dear Evan Hansen would have gone if Evan had told the truth from the get-go. Would the story be that different? I would say no.

So I decided to write a fake wikipedia summary for my in-progress fanfic of "Dear Evan Hansen - Rewritten."

Original sources are:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dear_Evan_Hansen

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dear_Evan_Hansen_(film)

In the words of Alexander Hamilton, Flawless and perfect are the words to describe you, the way you crafter their letters to each other pure poetry and I loved it. I also loved their dynamic they were so damn adorable together.

It’s probably the hopeless romantic in me but love and romance have really captured me as of late, mainly in media but I just loved it really amazing work.

From a hopeless bisexual,

O.Monty

(P.S I know I’m cringe and I apologise for being so)

I watched Hamilton live in Cincinnati. It was great so now I'm doing a Laurens x Hamilton. It's going to be a couple letter exchanged before it is the real thing.

If you have a problem with me shipping people that actually exist you can go away. I CAN and am ALLOWED to ship this because in real life they exchanged love letters for three Years and invited Lafayette to a threesome. Not only that but after finding out Laurens was married and Hamilton got married, Alexander wrote to John saying they should have a four way with them and their wives. Thank you very much. Also, Linnimon Roll and Anthony Ramos have both said that fan writings of the portraed people are alright. If they didn't like it or said it was not alright to base the looks of of them or whatever then I wouldn't do it based off if the production. Since I don't know what Alexander and John looked like I'm basing it off of Lin and Anthony(excluding eye color. Hamilton's eyes were purple and I'm including that because bitch WHO?) Once again, if you do not like this. Sue me. I dare you. Don't read it, block me for all I care. I'm very passionate about this and love how they actually included it in Hamilton. "Laurens. I like you a lot," was confirmed to be how it was included. (Plus Lin said Anthony is attractive so bonus for that)

I'm getting off topic. It's starting after this I promise. As always it's written on my phone(in class this time), it's not proof read, and it's in the comfort POV of 3rd person. Please enjoy.

Letters

Actual story

The True Affair of Alexander Hamilton

Two days ago, Alexander Hamilton wrote a letter to his secret young lover. He misses the man he wrote to. John Laurens revived the letter with a smile that his dear Alexander hadn't forgotten him.

My dearest, John Laurens,

It had been too long since I've seen you last. Your letter has pierced my soul. You truly shine in your writing. How I miss your touch, your eyes, your embrace. I do not want to keep seeing in secret. How much I wish to hold you in front of those who laugh and spit at our love. How much longer must we stay seperate from each other? How much more pain can one take without the comfort of their loved one? How much more can this poor bastard take, John? How much longer must we wait to touch again. You have kept me going through this war. You. Only you and your letters. My love, I cannot wait to see you again. I can not stop thinking of you. You are my everything. You keep me from thinking. From my work. Washington has caught me thinking of you many times in the middle of writing an address for him. You are a poison. A sweet poison. My addiction to you is more than Burr's addiction to annoy. More than a Virginian and his tobacco. You taste of summers sweetest strawberries. The sweetest of the sugar cane sold from my home town. I could write a book on everything I love about you. About everything on your person. You are perfect. I see no flaws when I see you. Flawless and perfect are the words to describe you. No imperfections cross you. This world doesn't deserve you. They aren't ready for you or your beautiful mind. Let us meet in a week's time, August seventeenth, at the lake in the park, the one you talk about and visit so often.

Yours always and truly, Alexander Hamilton

Laurens wrote back happily. He always loved to write to his Hamilton. He had to be careful with his letters, sometimes his father would read the letters received or sent. He hadn't been caught so far. Hamilton received the letter from Laurens. He always read lovingly. Dear gods he missed his love.

My love, Alexander Hamilton,

You're words continue to pull me deep into the sea of love. Deeper than the purple of your eyes. I miss you so, my dear, Alexander. It always surprises me to receive one of your letters. You have many women and a few men falling at your feet. You chose a lowly soldier boy. I would not be surprised if you choose one over me, my love. Meeting you after these excruciating months sound the most wonderful idea within the world. Within this life. I cannot wait to see you again, Alexander. Your letters stay with me. Your words stay in my heart and my mind. I love you more than I could even write or say. You have that wonderful ability to put your love into words. I wish I was able to do the same. My dearest, Alexander, I will see you on the decided day. It will be amazing seeing you once again.

With love, John Laurens

When the seventeenth of August arrives, Alexander Hamilton was the first to arrive at the lake. They always had to meet at night as not to be seen. Hamilton had brought wine, cheese, and bread for them to share. He asked Washington for the wine to surprise someone he admired. No names were said to keep their relations hidden and secret.

Alexander never had to wait long for John. Laurens always loved to surprise Alexander from behind. Even though it never scared him, Hamilton always act convincingly surprised and scared just to see the wide smile across his lover's face. That perfect face. Alexander could write several volumes on how perfect and beautiful John Laurens was.

Alexander had to be staring at Laurens' features for at least a full minute. "Alex? Is everything alright?" John had asked to pull Alexander out of his love filled trance.

"Everything is perfect now that you are here," Hamilton smile. He gently pulls John into a hug. Laurens reciprocates and hugs back with the same softness. He loved how gentle yet strong Hamilton's hugs were.

"I brought wine," Hamilton pulls away. He quickly wadles happily over to the basket he brought. He pulls out the wine, cups and food. He places them ona blanket he laid out. He motions for his lover to sit down beside him.

Laurens takes a seat on the blanket as Hamilton pours the wine. He was going to pay Washington for the wine later. "Thank you for the letter. As always, you left me speechless," John smiles. He takes the cup of wine Hamilton offers. He takes a drink of the wine. He knew it was too expensive for the righthand man.

"How much was this?" John asks. He had a bitter tone, not wanting Alexander to waste money on him.

"I'm not entirely certain. If I am being honest, I and barrowing it from Washington. I am going to pay him for it," Hamilton explains as a promise. He puts a hand on Johns. He loved how even something as small as wine made Laurens concerned and ready to help.

"There are times, Alexander, that you scare me," he grasps Hamilton's hand softly. Alexander lifts Laurens' hand to his lips, kissing the kind youngers knuckles. Laurens blushes at the simple gesture. It was always the small ones that got him flustered.

"You are an amazing man with a heart of gold. You are the most beautiful and kindest man I have ever had the good fortune of knowing," he takes a sip of the wineit was sweet. It tasted like ten dollars. It might have been. It was more than just a possibility.

"Now listen here, Alexander," Laurens pauses. He bites his bottom lip, not being able to think of anything to contradict the compliment while flustered. He gives up, leaning into give Hamilton a quick peck on the lips. "Be quiet, you strange man," Laurens blushes. He was practically a tomato.

"My apologies. It's difficult to not speak of how-" Alexander was cut off by a longer kiss from John. He kisses back, chasing after the soft lips. Laurens hides his face with his cup as he sips the wine again.

"I told you to be quiet," John smiles, looking away from the purple eyed man. He might have been the one to initiate the two kisses but he was the one left blush.

"I'm sorry, my love," Alexander smiles. He pulls John into his side. The rest of the night is filled with soft kisses, a flustered Laurens, a finished bottle of wine, and talk of what happened when they were apart.

Hamilton and Laurens go back to their homes when the food is gone. Laurens had to be helped home. He was leaning on Hamilton the whole way. Alexander left Laurens at home before leaving for his own.

As always. If you liked this, don't forget I take requests. Just go to the "ask me anything" and leave a request. Thank you for the support, likes. And requests!

Dylan: I fell into a trap. I went in for a kiss and now... he's got me! And he won't let me go!

Ryan: *spooning Dylan* You're mine.

Dylan: Yes I know but *tries to pull away* Eh!

Ryan: *pulls him back* Mine.

Dylan: Eh!

Ryan: Mine.

Dylan: Eh!

Ryan: Mine.

Dylan: *giving up* God dammit!

"lemme get a mcpick 2" - laura probably

Literally squealed when I saw this, omg there so fucking cute

[this post] made me wanna draw them - just made abi a teensy bit more 1980s goth 🖤 anyway... cuties

Reblogging is too much fun at this point

Alex: what are you, 5?

John: 5 feet taller than you!

Alex:

John: 

John: please don’t hurt me

Dylan: so do you have a girlfriend?

Ryan: um, not exactly

Dylan: Boyfriend??!!!

I just want to remind you all that Vegemite chocolate was a thing in Australia in 2015 and holy shit did this circulate in my high school despite how disgustang it was

Which means that Nick probably would have tried it. Do you ever think he brings it up with the Hacketteers?

Flight attendant: please make sure all small items are secure before landing

John, whispering: do you feel safe, Lexie?