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hey! i've been a lurker in the manifestation community for YEARS now, and i've always had a really hard time manifesting. i'd listen to subliminals for hours and hours, affirm like there's no tomorrow, work as hard as i could and believed with everything in me but nothing ever worked.

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i was always on the brink of giving up. one little push would be all i needed to completely give up on manifestation and call it delusional cult bullshit. but something in me just refused to give up on it, because manifestation was my last hope for a lot of things in my life.

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i learned about manifestation when i was 12, and six years later at 18, i finally got the first thing i ever desired, and the one thing i've been working so hard for all this time.

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i'm biologically male.

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all it took was two weeks of... giving up. i gave up on subliminals, gave up on manifestation, gave up on affirmations - i just decided i was born male and that i was always male, and kept living like it. when people called me she i didn't care, when i was called a daughter or a sister i didn't care, when i wrote female on a sheet for my doctor i didn't care. i just knew i was male and had always been male with my whole heart, no matter what i heard or saw, or no matter what i told others.

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and i woke up male this morning. it was pretty scary at first, to be honest! i woke up feeling the same as i always did but when i got up and started getting ready for the day i noticed that uh. i had some new equipment. i was definitely startled, to say the least.

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i'm not gonna lie, i'm still processing all this. i woke up about six hours ago and i spent the last four hours processing all my emotions (and crying a lot, lol). this is literally life changing. it's insane. honestly i still feel like i'm hallucinating or something, but it's real. i'm real. i'm male. :,) ⠀ i haven't spoken to anyone yet, but here shortly i'm gonna go talk to my brother and see if he notices i'm suddenly male or if everyone believes i've been male this entire time. i'm crying right now as i write this. this is a huge success for me.

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i don't really know what else to say, i just felt i should share this and you're the first blog that came to mind. but yeah. i have a dick now. i'm flat chested. i look completely male. i'm still the same height (5'5) which is a bit disappointing but i guess i can just fix that. i'm male now. this is great. :)

this was actually touching to read. i am so so so happy for you, you have no idea! i’m so happy that you finally understood that circumstances do not matter and that the only thing that matters is your 4d reality. and once you understood it, you changed your 3d. i’m so happy to read this, truly, congrats <3

are my words going in one and ear and out the other? when i say you have your desires i genuinely mean it. i’m not saying it to get your hopes up or to make you scream and shout with joy, but i’m being so fr rn YOU HAVE WHAT YOU WANT 😭. i stress surrendering to imagination so much because that’s literally all you have to do.. i keep seeing people say “oh after i manifest this i’ll feel etc etc” or “i can’t wait until i have my desire so i can do this and etc etc” NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. imagination is everything, ITS EVERYTHING!! if you come to me saying “oh well i’ve being doing everything right and i’ve been persisting in my assumption and i see no movement” 1. you’re dwelling on trying to see movement on any fact that your desire is coming to you. 2. you just reaffirmed failure “i see no movement” 3. you’re seeing your imagination as a technique to try and get something faster in the 3D. 4. you didn’t change self. change self and the world follows, YOU HAVE WHAT YOU WANT ALREADY AND I WILL SLAM THE DOOR IN YOUR FACE EVERY TIME UNTIL YOU ACCEPT THAT FACT. IMAGINATION IS THE ONLY THING YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO WORRY ABOUT, ONCE YOU CLAIM IT IN IMAGINATION THEN ITS ALREADY DONE. YOU EXPERIENCED IT ALREADY. STOP RELYING ON THE 3D ITS ONLY DOING ITS JOB WHICH IS TO REFLECT WHATS GOING ON WITHIN. IMAGINATION IS THE ONLY REALITY, SO I GENUINELY MEAN IT WHEN I SAY YOU HAVE WHAT YOU WANT ALREADY!! GET OFF OF TUMBLR, THE MATERIALIZATION IS DONEEEEEEE.

- last post for a while, because i’m not gonna spend my time on here. i slammed the door in your face already so this should be a wake up call. if it isn’t, do not knock on the door again because i WILL NOT ANSWER.

easy and foolproof tutorial on manifesting

step 1 : decide what you want . it doesn’t have to be a specific idea , it can be something broad . your subconscious knows what you want .

step 2 : assume this thing is already yours . do whatever you need to do in order to accept it’s yours , whether this be methods , just deciding , etc .

step 3 : don’t contradict this assumption . repetition will be your best friend . shut down any doubts & remind yourself you’re fully in control .

step 4 : congrats , you manifested !

“ but it hasn’t reflected yet “ / “ i’ve been persisting and still don’t see it “ / “ i assumed it’s mine but it didn’t manifest “ = you’re not persisting in the assumption . assuming your desire is already yours means standing firm in that assumption no matter what because it is , in fact , already yours . you’re in control of your reality . if you assume something is yours , it has no choice but to be .

twitter : egotmama -`♡´-

I don't imagine to get anything. I imagine to feel good, I imagine to experience my desire. After I do it, I stop desiring, simply because I experienced, felt it real, and fulfilled my desire.

When I want something, I don't dwell in wanting it. I go into my personal reality, Imagination, and give it to myself. I know that what I seek is the feeling, the inner change of Self, and the only place I can find it is within.

My desire comes from within and there it has to be fulfilled.

break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow.

break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow.

break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow.

break the pattern = stop over-consuming info & asking questions + complaining about not seeing results when you’re not even applying what you already know.

you already know everything you need to know in order to manifest your desired life, i promise. from now on i will not be answering questions that i have already answered previously. y'all need to actually start applying the information we (loa bloggers) are giving y'all. i can write a whole essay on what you need to do in order to manifest your desires step by step but if you don't actually do what i'm telling you to do you're not going to get anywhere. like i said multiple times, the only person who can "give" and "takeaway" your desires is you.

applying + persisting/being consistent was literally my game changer yall. that's when my results came flooding in like crazy. please keep this in mind.

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I really love that you guys are able to trust me with advice and send me the questions you have for me but there’s only so many ways I can say the same thing.

You just need to accept that you have what you want and persist in the knowing you have what you want. It’s nothing more complicated than that.

However you get to that acceptance is your call.

But please understand this: it’s a choice. It’s a decision. You decide you have your desires? You have your desires. You either have it or you don’t have it. That’s up to you. If this doesn’t click for you there’s nothing I can say that will make it click. You just need to realise that you have all the power and that the moment you DECIDE you have your desires, you DO. THAT’S IT.

I have repeated this over and over again. There will never be anything else I have to add. Just please listen to me. Read my words over and over again if you have to.

Important reminder:

All you need is to know you have your desire in imagination. Stop looking for the 3D to validate the fact that you have it, when all validation comes from within, from imagination. The second you start looking at the 3D for evidence of the fact you have it, you’re telling yourself that you don’t have it. Just enter imagination. You know by this point that imagination is reality. So the second you imagine having it, YOU DO. Just stand firm in the knowing you have your desires in imagination.

Yes the 3D will change. But in order for that to happen you need to change yourself from within. Remember the 3D is merely a mirror. When you look in the mirror and you don’t like what you see, you don’t change the mirror, you change yourself. The mirror reflects YOU. Who you are being is who you see in the mirror. So be the person who has what they want.

This is literally all the information you need. So lock in and stop coming up with excuses to not apply. Just decide you have what you want and stand firm in that decision regardless of anything.

stop being a control freak.

give up. like- actually give up. seriously. give. up.

it's time to let go and trust yourself. pure consciousness is naturally induced when your awareness is away from the 3d, and is only on your 4d. when you lay down, sit up, get comfortable, relax, and dayream/let your thoughts wander/count/etc. your awareness will unintentionally move away from the 3d, and will only be on your 4d.

when you try to force yourself, you'll be doing things that keep your awareness on the 3d. for e.g. you get impatient, so you try counting hoping that something will happen. you try breathing exercises hoping that something will happen. you listen to a subliminal hoping that something will happen. all this while keeping your awareness on the 3d— time, body, surroundings. and then you wonder, "why did i not induce pure consciousness yet?" or "what am i doing wrong?" when pure consciousness is something effortless to induce. remember that.

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Affirmation & Subliminal Audio Download: Self-Concept & Void Concept

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I made an affirmation/subliminal tape for myself and felt like sharing in case it helped anyone else! This is meant to completely saturate your mind so you fully believe you are the creator of your reality and already have your perfect life.

If I were to summarize it with one affirmation, it would be “I easily entered the void, and now my life is perfect.”

The affirmations all center on the three overlapping themes of: My life is perfect, I’m a master manifestor, and I enter the void easily.

Kinda had too much fun making this and included 7 layers total. There are a LOT of affs in here but they are all are fairly non-specific, blanket/umbrella self-concept that can be used by anyone, and are completely unisex.

I created my own affs, some are from my Master Manifestor vaunt, and I modified some basic ones I found on Tumblr and Pinterest. They are all safe, no negative words, no religion, no witchcraft etc lol :)

The audible affs are layered with two layers of Kottie’s & Enchanted Workshop’s Wake up in the void subliminals courtesy of @gorgeouslypink

Since I believe in honesty and transparency, I’ve listed all the details below the cut. If you just want to download and get listening, here are the Drive links:

✩Folder with all 3 versions

✩Version 1: Affirmation tape & subliminal

✩Version 2: Same as above but with echo effect for more repetition

✩Version 3: For overnight use through phone speakers. Aff volume is lowered and rain sounds from the subs are louder.

Actual pic of audio file :)

Made with love! Let me know if this helps you! 💕

Version 1: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1fKLb-mLw4aXbYrO-uIEAzEkvANNkkMA4/view?usp=drive_link

Layer 1: Master manifestor, the void is easy, self-concept affs - entirely in the left ear

Layer 2: The same affs, in a different order - entirely in the right ear

Layer 3: “Perfect life” self-concept aff tape - includes both “you” and “I”, in both ears, at a lower volume

Layer 4: The affs from layers 1 & 2 but in a different order, in both ears, at a lower volume

Layer 5: Enchanted Workshop’s Wake up in the void subliminal

Layer 6: Kottie’s Wake up in the void subliminal

Layer 7: Self-concept affs and perfect life affs (from previous layers) at the lowest subliminal volume level

Version 2: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1lujZ7M1hQu09fbJnq4ks2bOA_ss9dfzq/view?usp=drive_link

Same as Version 1, but an echo effect is added to layers 1 & 2. This makes the affs repeat multiple times, and can give you more of a trance-like effect.

Version 3: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1oVuIgj96NLNfIY0u5yzi8vAh89qSiwD_/view?usp=drive_link

Version 1 modified for overnight use through your phone speaker. Layers 1 & 2 play in both sides at a lower volume, and the volume of layers 5 & 6 is increased so the rain sounds are louder and affs are quieter.

These can be downloaded to your phone or PC and looped:

iPhone: AudioRepeater and Audio Looper are both free apps that will loop imported audio files.

Android: Several free apps will let you loop, including playing two audios at the same time (if that’s your thing) try Loop Player.

PC: The default Windows media player has a loop function.

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FEELING? WHAT’S THAT? (REVAMPED AGAIN!)

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Hey Upper East Siders.

If you didn’t know already, the Key to manifestation is “Feeling”. As Neville Goddard said, “Feeling Is The Secret.”

But what exactly is that “Feeling”

I’ve once been those “vague” bloggers that blatantly tell you “It’s just knowing you have your desire.” Which is true, but i’ve noticed that created some here.

Yes, that “Feeling” is KNOWING that you have your desire in imagination and that it is DONE.

But when people are manifesting, they keep trying to force the feeling of knowing that they have their desire. That is NOT the way it should be!

The knowing feeling will always be there once you’ve accepted it, even though you may not be able to exactly pinpoint what the feeling is. Don’t understand?

Well, for example, think of a fact about yourself. For me, I know that i’ve got black hair. I may not have a specific “knowing” feeling. I just know I have it. I just focus on whatever feeling that comes to me when I think of the FACT that i’ve got black hair. THAT’S the feeling of knowing (AKA feeling of the wish fulfilled). I am never forcing myself to feel the knowing feeling of having black hair. It just naturally arouses within me because i’ve already accepted it as a fact.

When you accept having something in imagination, that feeling is naturally just there. With acceptance comes the feeling. When you accept that the inner self (4D self) is the real self, persisting with the feeling becomes incredibly easy.

This feeling you get from identifying with your inner self. When you understand that the inner you is the real you, allowing the feeling becomes really easy. But you have to FULLY identify with your inner self. You are completely unidentifying with the 3D (your outer world & self).

People confuse themselves when they feel like they’re doing it wrong because they think they can’t feel the “knowing” feeling. The knowing feeling is just whatever feeling you get when you imagine having your desire and truly accept and acknowledge that you have it in imagination.

FEEL WITH 100% CERTAINTY THAT YOU HAVE YOUR “DESIRES” IN IMAGINATION, YOU WON’T EVEN HAVE TO QUESTION WHETHER YOU’RE IMAGINING “CORRECTLY” OR FEELING THE “CORRECT” FEELING BECAUSE YOU ARE ALREADY SO CERTAIN THAT YOU HAVE IT, BECAUSE IT’S AN UNDENIABLE FACT THAT YOU HAVE IT BECAUSE YOU EXPERIENCED IT IN IMAGINATION! -> This is the best way to describe the feeling!!!

This feeling of knowing may lead to emotions such as happiness, or other feelings like a sense of calmness and security. Happiness is an emotion, not a feeling. You do not have to feel happy. And overtime, you will notice that this feeling becomes more natural to you, so you may start to feel less happy about having the “desires” because it just becomes normal. You aren’t excited about having a new piece of clothing when you’ve had it for some time. The same goes for everything else. It becomes natural.

The feeling NATURALLY comes to you when you identify with the inner self who has the “desires” in imagination. You should NEVER be forcing it, you simply allow it.

Here is a quote from a post I saved a while ago:

“If you repeat in accepting that you're wealthy, either with affirmations or with scenes, the feeling of being rich will naturally arouse within you. don't force that feeling, simply allow it. if you're conscious of being rich, then the feeling will naturally arouse. you're NOT forcing yourself to feel rich. you're consciously directing your awareness to be conscious of being rich, and the feeling follows.

Bask yourself in it. lose yourself in it. remember, you're not forcing anything, you abandon yourself to it. lose yourself to the point where you forget you're imagining. being rich is the only reality that exists at that moment.

Do this until you no longer feel the need to do it. you'll know it when you feel like it's done and you don't need to do it anymore.”

“From this acceptance, you’ll feel this feeling(not emotion). and this feeling will generate scenes and affirmations that are perfect for you!!!! play with those scenes and affirmations or whatever comes to you naturally. bask yourself in this feeling!!! lose yourself!!!! have fun!!! from this on, all you have to do is persist not to get things in the 3d, but to make this state your habitual & autopilot state.”

“To be CONSCIOUS of being rich is to FEEL yourself to be rich. Focus first on being conscious of being rich then the feeling will follow. Focus on the state. Focus on being CONSCIOUS of being it.”

- aphroditeapprentice

“All you have to do is FEEL it as a present FACT in IMAGINATION.”

KEY QUOTES:

✰ “Do not force that feeling, simply allow it.”

✰ “then the feeling will naturally arouse.”

✰ “you’re NOT forcing yourself.”

SUMMARY

All you have to do is, imagine whatever you want to imagine using any of your 5 senses, then focus on the FEELING that the imaginal act arouses within you. And hold that feeling for as long as you want. Then go about your day. And do this EVERY.SINGLE.TIME you think of your desire.

Only seek proof in IMAGINATION. Only identify with the inner self, know that the outer you is not the real you!

HOW TO ACTUALLY FEEL FULFILLED.

Love all of you beauties, XOXO

- gossip girl

stop trying, start being.