walburga black loves regulus and sirius. she loves them when she wakes up, she loves them when she sleeps, she thinks of them as a beating heart alive outside of her body. she hates when they’re in pain. she hates when they’re far away from her. she hates when they won’t talk to her. she is a mother. she loves them even when she hates them. even when love is sickly it’s still real love. she tried. she wanted to raise them right. when a mother gets everything wrong everyone is utterly unforgiving. she’s not cartoonishly evil. she’s undeniably an abusive bigot but i know plenty of women like that, and they’re loving people. she taught regulus how to make cookies from scratch. she braided sirius’ hair for him. she took care of them when they were sick. she hugged them when they cried. this doesn’t make the abuse go away. it’s part of the abuse, this back and forth between gentleness and violence. this is why sirius stayed as long as he did, and why regulus never left. her abuse is awful because she loves them. it’s tragic because she is trying so hard. abusive parents still love their kids. regulus and sirius still love her too. it’s complicated. let it be complicated.
Not to be a slut or anything but can someone come lie on top of me and kiss me like you've needed to your whole life
your boyfriend has affected us in the following ways no.1 he is uglyyyyyyyyy
but with art
the venn diagram of what i want to write and what i feel like i can write is two very distinctly separate circles
the sirius black urge to feel insurmountable grief over the family you left behind even though they never cared about you in the first place
how could i not
"Thoughts on women?" Yeah pretty much constantly
Sorry if this is too kinky but can you hold my hand and tell me i mean a lot to you.
sorry to be insane on main as ever but the mere concept of buddie has me tearing up like. no trope gets me more than friends to lovers. to love your friend so deeply that you fall in romantic happy ever after love with them. like fr fr that is my drug of choice. i love it! i love them! friends falling in love is the beeeeeeeeeest
having depression makes your friends seem like the coolest most put together people on earth like wow... you got out of bed, had breakfast, went to work, AND spent some time on a hobby when you got home....? that's so impressive you're like superman or something. can i borrow your power.
I could really use a not awful grade on my chem final pls potato
i miss his annoying ass