So true
this
Got this from thefitnesschef_ on IG, go ahead to their account for more.
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me, sleeping 18 hours a day and not leaving my home at all
That's what I'm doing now 😂
I just wish I was happy for once.
I’m nothing special. I’m fat; I’m ugly; I don’t have any talents; I have a bad character; I don’t have any friends, I’m nothing.
sorrythisisallicanbe
Omg 😂😂 @j-kylee
it’s a startling, unholy revelation
and heres alex hirschs final interpretation of human bill. im in tears
You drink, knowing it’ll help you escape yourself
You drink and it leads you to sleeping with a stranger
You drink KNOWING it’ll lead you to sleeping with a stranger
You sleep with a friend
You fall in love with that friend
That friend doesn’t love you back
You continue to sleep with that friend knowing that’ll you’ll never be more to them than a distraction
You sleep with a stranger knowing it’ll break your heart
You do it in order to break your heart
You listen to the music that breaks your heart
You put yourself in danger in purpose
Whether it’s something like getting in a car accident without caring or being murdered while walking somewhere you know you shouldn’t walk
You starve yourself
You eat too much knowing that you’ll want to punch yourself until you puke after
So you starve yourself more
You push your friends away
And your family
And you turn into the monster you were afraid of as a child
You know you’re self-destruction when you hold a fucking razor to your arm, finding a place to cut open, or the bottle to your lips counting the pills falling, and then you stop yourself knowing that the scars or the empty bottle will bring attention to your self-destruction, which you can’t have because you know you’ll just seem pathetic, so you stop
And you know that’s what’s keeping you alive.
Reblog if you agree.