I’m Nothing Special. I’m Fat; I’m Ugly; I Don’t Have Any Talents; I Have A Bad Character; I Don’t

You hide when you cry because you want to be seen as a strong person, at the same time though, you hate how nobody notices how broken you are.

(not mine) if only this wasn’t true — also self harming to feel something or to gain control over overwhelming feelings or because you can’t stop thinking about it and it’s your body so why not ...

when they ask you to read something thats not fanfiction

So true 😂

All the time

I love this so much😍 . I want to hug him too 😦

I just want to give him a hug ;_; Take a rest pewds. No matter what you’re doing, I wish that you can be happy and just be yourself.

“The best way to get what you want is to be so miserable that you don’t want it anymore.”

—

Margo from The Magicians

This is the way I live my life. I no longer want to celebrate my birthday or christmas. I no longer dream about my future. I’ve simply stopped wanting because I cannot see the point of it anymore and you can be sad about what you don’t get if you didn’t really want it in the first place. 

HEY, LISTEN UP

So like, I’m not sure if this is a common product known in the ED community (and if it is feel free to completely ignore this) BUT LIKE… I THINK I FOUND ONE OF MY NEW SAFE FOODS

THESE SUCKERS RIGHT HERE ARE SENT FROM THE HEAVENS I SWEAR TO GOD.

Get this, it’s 120 calories…. for 41 crackers?!

I am not even shitting you, look at this

And IF you do end up binging on the whole box (totally don’t recommend it but it happens to the best of us), it’s 420 calories! Not exactly low cal, but for binging on the whole entire box, that’s pretty good

I’m not even kidding, I ended up eating like 20 of these guys earlier and I totally expected to be filled with regret and shame but when I calculated it it was only 59 calories!!!! (In comparison: eating 20 of the Lays Original Chips would’ve been 213 calories)

And not only are they low cal, but they’re perfect if you’re having a chip/salty craving :)

Edit: Because I keep getting asked, I found these at my local Wal-Mart! I know you can also find these at Target or Amazon :)

Jacob: Honestly I’m so evil. So full of darkness. I feed off the souls of the living. I strike fear into- Evie: You sleep with a teddy bear. Jacob: He’s my sECOND IN COMMAND IN MY ARMY OF DARKNESS