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I Loved Him

Soooooooo, this is a passage from my fanfic. Harringrove. Cheese as hell, because yeah. Enjoy. I can give the context latter If somebody want. Also: Billy POV.

I loved him. No matter how much I thought about it, trying to find some other explanation, the truth was that I loved him and that I didn't know how to feel about it.

I would say that I've always been a very platonic person if I was going for a definiton for my feelings about the other people I've met. I was like a novelist in my own head, made stories and more stories based on people I got attracted to and was always one of those who liked (or thought so) several people at the same time only because of my ideas of how these people were, because in the end I had everything ready in my head. But what was in his head was never enough, he never got to know these people better, and maybe that's why he never had anything greater than that from them, because it was just fantasy, like the stories his mother used to tell him when he was young.

If someone who followed his story knew that he never really fell in love, them mostly wouldn't believe it. "And all the people you've been with in the past? This all in your "open relationship" (if we were to consider a relationship, since the friendship always came first) that lasted two years! How couldn't this person ever have fallen in love?"

Well, in my defense I have loved things/people, I'm not a heartless person. I loved mathematics, and as everything in it always made sense, I loved my Camaro and the freedom it gave me, I loved the afternoons of sun and as when there is no one left I could run without anybody looking, I loved my friends and all the peculiarities of each one, my mother, or at least the memory of her, loved my sister at least a little bit and how she managed to be a mixture of the parts of me that actualy worked and an essence that came just from her. I loved the sea, the wind and so many other things.

But loving was not being in love. Being in love was a big emotional mess, sometimes I had no idea what to say and at the same time I kinda knew deep inside. I always lose the air with every smile he gave me, because somehow the person gets more and more beautiful the more you like then, which comes to a point that then simply starts to shine for you, not literally, but as a spring aura that makes butterflies fly and all ice melts, it was like a sun. And that's how he knew he was in love, but he was such a noob in it so he had no idea how to deal with it.

Maybe I should tell him, to see how things would be later, and if that might give me some kind of relief. Since Steve had told me that the first time every time the words came out of him I ended up with a silly grin on my face, wanting to respond the same, but I was never very good at opening up about feelings. Once I ended up telling a girl in the elementary that I liked her because we couldn't find a subject to talk about and it was getting weird just staring at each other, I think I've got more cautious of saying those things after she slapped me on the face right on my braces. But that was not the point now.

The point was that now was one of those times when he wanted so much to respond it. Like saying a long speech about how he felt more normal when they were together, just a rough teenager living a normal life, how his mind cleared and he began to regret all the bullshit he ever did even though most have motives behind, about how he sometimes had nightmares in which the past few months had never existed out of his mind and everyone hated him and how it terrified him because Steve was his new and only refuge now. Like saying it all in three small words.

This is the first character I did for the game. Oh hells is supposed to have bosses based on the 7 deadly sins, I was the last to claim mine and ended up with Hunter and Serena (Gluttony and Pride/Greed). Here is some stuff I developed for Hunter and a deeper look at their concept.

Hunter

Backstory: With all the mutations happening, Hunter developed an insatiable appetite that left them with more animal instinct than man, violent to the point that people had to sew his mouth shut a long time ago. This made them develop their side mouth, which gave them the opportunity to communicate again, but the new challenge of mobility and adaptation forced them to be less fierce and more calculated with their hunger. Stoic and serious, the years have made them a leader in their own right and they say Hunter is physically incapable of smiling.

(Expression 5 - "Friendly" is unlocked if the player decides to cut the line holding Hunter's mouth instead of stabbing them at the end of the battle.)

Gameplay: Hunter walks slowly through space and has 3 possible attacks. Short distance (front and back) they hit you with his butcher's ax like a headbutt; Medium distance (semicircle) force theit arm towards the player; and Long distance (from above) eating parts of the space, leaving this area temporarily inaccessible to the player even if you are not hit.

Here is their concept sheet and the OG color pallet I made for them. I was really happy with this silhouette, its something I really focoused with my main characters. The first color pallet was pretty much the only thing that was finished early enogh to get feedback and it just looked way to different in all of our devices I had to scrap it. After that I did multiple versions of everything and then just picked myself.

Everything side to side along the way. I had to change the colors on the neutral expression after that because everyone else was so much darker lol. Plus some of the details and adding More BloodTM on the negative expressions. They still are kinda neet side to side so here!

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Hi peoples

Not sure what to post here. Maybe I will post some drawings; Maybe just some texts; Maybe some poems. I don’t realy know. I looked for some things to get an ideia and seems that everyone uses english in this site This is good in some points, cause I like the language. But in the same time makes me a bit not confident. Anyway I think I will figure It out soon

Headcannons I guess

Soooo... I'm not very happy right now because shit happened and my cellphone fucking fell from the window of my apartment, so I decided to write some of my headcannons for my boys to cheer me up.

I love the idea of Steve just being that person that jokes about everything because he genuinely want people around him to smile, even when things are horrible.

Billy is a little bit of a jealous tipe and he makes that very clear when they started to get close, so Steve just started to explain all the things that might get him like that (some of these are just some dumb stuff a five year old could have figured out, but he doesn't want to leave any doubts) eventually they move past that.

They are verse. They first time was pretty awkward because Steve had no idea what to do (they don't just give you a manual of gay sex in school) and having him to admit it just made Billy laugh so much because it was so cute.

He is passive that time so Steve could have a more familiar role.

Billy was surprised when he first listened to Steve music. Turns out the classical boy actually liked some good shit.

Once they were both really drunk and tried to make some rap about nothing especially. Steve drunken beatbox was the best thing.

Once Billy started the "path of being a better person" or something like that, he started to get really worried about having a relapse and it was very difficult for him to convince himself that he wasn't that kind of person.

Although Steve was a really easygoing person, you don't want to ever get on his bad side. Billy wisely don't push too far, but you can't say the same thing about some other people...

They like to watch movies together, but always pick the worst so they can mock it and laugh about the errors. Sometimes they simply fall asleep in the end.

The 'love you's start late in their relationship. Steve was afraid of heartbreaking and Billy was confused because he never loved someone and it was terrifying. But when they start they grow pretty normal, like one phase for: "good bye", "it's ok", "sorry", "see you later", "please" and "you are freaking beautiful" at the same time.

I'm gonna reblog all my art from my main so its easier for me to find in the future