I Highly Disagree, Being A Cancerian Myself.

Hey, I don't know if you remember me (I'm the one with suicidality), but I just wanted to let you know that it's not worth it. I've lived through it with you, and I just want to tell you one thing: living is worth it.

Please.

I’m so tired of not being connected to reality dude. I just want to remember things with cohesion and clarity. I wanna feel real and alive

HELLO I JUST FOUND OUT YOU DIDNT NEED DISSOCIATIVE FUGUE (LIKE FULL BLACKOUT WAKING UP IN A DIFFERENT PLACE) TO HAVE DID??????

WHAT

Synastry overlay Sun, Moon in the 8th house notes: 8th house edition ❤️ ❤️

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Sun in the other's 8th house

8th house feels vulnerable around Sun. They could feel like Sun sees right through them. Sun is very interested in secrets, fears, desires and dreams of 8th house. You could both overshare when around each other. This connection is passionate, intense, but at the same time a bit awkward. You have a lot of first times together. You might try certain foreign foods for the first time together, first serious relationship or any big life change, like marriage. You might want to do a big transformation with this person. You are prepared to go to extreme measures for this person. You might even change city, job, country for them. There will be sacrifices in this connection. There can be jealousy from others or between you two at times. You might feel a lot of sexual desire for this person. You will reach real intimacy in this connection, but it needs to be balanced. 8th house can be a bit doubtful of this Sun person at first. Or gets easily triggered. You might be reminded of the things from the past, from the childhood, from your relationship with parents. You tell this person a lot of stuff about your life that you wouldn’t tell others. You felt very comfortable, secure and comfortable, like you already know each other. This connection will be constantly changing and transforming. You will constantly revaluate things. You will want to know everything about each other. You might feel naked in front of each other, but not literally or maybe even that. You can behave with this person how you normally wouldn’t with other people. You feel drawn to each other. You just love being in each other’s energy and just talking to each other. You really stand out from the crowd to them. Even if they want to go away, they will be constantly pulled back. 8th house really means you respect individual boundaries and give space to the other to have their own life apart from relationship. So when you are too close, you have tension. But if you just allow each other more space, the person may come back on their own quickly. You can be equally obsessed with each other. You find each other irresistible. Also I noticed 8th house synastry points to wanting things fast and almost rushing it. However, I think these connections have the potential to last for 10 years, if you just don’t rush the other to please your own selfish desires first. Because usually 8th house makes you rather selfish. You only want them doing that for you for example. You are real soulmates. You can sometimes feel like a therapist for the other person. You might test each other, just so you can see that you can trust each other. There is also a spiritual lesson in this connection.

Moon in the other's 8th house

You might have sexual awakening with this person. Before one of you or both might have considered yourself aromantic or even asexual, but with this person you will feel awakened. You will feel passion, lust and desire. You will just want them. You might be quick to merge your finance, living situation or even become physical. With this overlay, I suggest getting physical as late as possible, try to prolong it and don’t give into desire too soon. Because as soon as you merge with this person, obsession, jealous and being territorial might begin. You will experience power struggles, but also understanding on an emotional, physical and mental level like never before. You might have sex dreams about this person, a lot of sexual fantasies (and vice versa of course). It’s an intense, strong bond, but a lot of times unbreakable. You could become too easily dependent on each other and learn to nurture your own individuality and have your own individual lives as well. You will mirror each other a lot. You will challenge each other and learn your mistakes, shortcomings. You might be a bit unwilling to change. One might change a lot (8th house), but you will feel like he is always the same. But this will not be true, Moon person will go through psychological, inner changes, while you might change in your actions, outlook on life. You will know each other’s desires, secrets and fears with time. But at first there might be a lot of frustrations, miscommunication and misunderstandings. You might be very vulnerable around each other. You could feel like the other person see right through you. You could feel like you are naked in front of each other.

@astroismypassion

I know fake claimers aren't good for anyone but here's to the large systems that people claim are faking.

Here's to those with over 100 alters, and those with thousands.

Those with a detailed headspace and those without knowledge of theirs.

Here's to those systems with extreme trauma, and those who can't remember theirs.

Those whose alters don't believe they have trauma.

Those with subpar inner communication, and those with excellent communication.

Those that are polyfragmented, those that have just split a lot.

Shout out to those that don't know the full extent of their system.

Those with inner system relationships.

I know people like to say that large systems are fake, but just remember that they are wrong. Just because they can't imagine the extent of our experiences doesn't mean that we aren't real.

You are real. Your experiences are real.

Don't let people who don't understand your life dictate it.

Izuru (he/him)

Morgue System

More on Taurus and Taurus observations ♉️ ♉️

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Because I’m a Taurus Sun, so I should know best, right?

♉️ In their mind appreciation of people, places and things is all the same! The same way they appreciate a walk in the nature, their favourite chocolate bar or sleeping in on Sundays, they appreciate their significant other or their mum.

♉️ Taurus is ruled by Venus, the sign of appreciation, what you value and how you relate to others.

♉️ The reason Cancer is referred to as “the ultimate soulmate” to Taurus is because Cancer represents the mother and Taurus the daughter in astrology. Cancer wants to spend time with Taurus and appreciate them. Taurus likes emotional safety and comfortabily, the mother (Cancer) provides for her daughter (Taurus). And Taurus appreciates spending time with people, who “provide” for them. Even if this comes in ways of comfortability, safety and security with the person.

♉️ Mars is “away” in Taurus. That’s why they procrastinate on things or are viewed as “lazy” sometimes. They have troubles properly channeling their energy into an action. But since they are not used to Mars energy, when they DO take action, they perserve. While an Aries would take their action oriented approach for granted, because they are already used to Mars energy.

♉️ Moon is exalted in Taurus. Moon represents what we are comfortable with and what we indulge in (and also where we overexhaust ourselves). So Taurus here, can overindulge in material possessions, work, relaxation, nature etc. This can happen with people, places and things. This is how Taurus can get used by others. It’s when they have to snap back and stop appreciating people, places and things as much. Because over relating exhausts them. So Taurus can be similar to Cancer in this regard.

♉️ Also Pluto is “away” in Taurus. This is why they have difficulties with transformation. And experience control issues or power struggles. But through these, Taurus discovers their true desires and wants.

♉️ This is also why they see changes and transformation people around them go through as “chaotic”, “not stable” or like they don’t have their things together. The person may come across as “unstable” to Taurus. Or like the person lost control over their life. And this doesn’t make sense to Taurus. It’s because they don’t understand this energy well due to Pluto being “away” in this sign.

♉️ The “favourite” words of Taurus could be: safety, stabilty, solid (a lot of S words), solidarity, appreciation, steady fast, perservance, stamina, durability, longevity.

♉️ Because Taurus rules 5 senses. They can really hear you and make practical sense of it. They can forget all the other noise you said to them. They can “smell” when something is wrong as well.

♉️ They really like to dance, because it just something that makes them happy. But sometimes they can be very shy about it or fear they would look stupid.

♉️ Since Taurus is a practical thinker it can appear they are quiet and reserved. But the real reason is because they are still trying to make sense of what you’re saying to them or doing in a practical sense. That’s why they might appear doubtful. This creates not being expressive. Because they are still trying to prepare how they will communicate their thoughts and how they will make sense of their thinking pattern. This is the reason why they are still quiet.

♉️ They make “a form” or like “a product” out of their images, thoughts and feelings. And they mould them into something, make them presentable before “presenting” them in a conversation.

♉️ They are not like Air or Water signs that just take emotions and thoughts and present it to you “without a shape”, just spontaneously. Taurus always goes inwards, into themselves first, before presenting anything to outer reality, public.

♉️ When they go inwards, into themselves, they are trying to make sense out of their thoughts and feelings. So that they will be in a “presentable” form when communicated to others.

♉️ That’s why Taurus (and especially Taurus Mercury) always refers back to a conversation, fact, thought or feeling. Because they are very much “retrospective” in this sense.

♉️ So Taurus knows if you did, feel, think or said something twice, you will do it again.

♉️ They are very calculated and deliberated with their words, so they don’t like to repeat themselves.

♉️ Taurus actually doesn’t want to be seen as “it is what it is”. They are practically, action oriented. So they don’t want just to have these thoughts and emotions (like Air or Water would). They have to take these thoughts and emotions from their head and transform them into money, an action, creating a product or something new. Because they are left brained, they don’t want to be seen as emotional or vulnerable.

I really hope this makes any sense. 😅

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