Yelling From The Rooftops About How Kuranosuke Is A Trans Lesbian And Tsukimi Is Her Femcel Girlfriend

some nights i feel so alone that a bubble balloons up in my stomach and dares to pop and im terrified that my mood will explode with it and ill have no emotions left and i will just be left empty with scattered organs and mindless memories of a simpler time when i felt the warmth of another body and could connect but the present is so cold

wait so we're hanging out okay. when where how and oh yeah why so i can stress out about it, look at the place beforehand, plan out my every move, be on the edge of an anxiety attack until the day ends and then overthink about everything i did later

having bpd and constantly hurting people around you with your anger issues is so painful and the guilt is worse i hate myself

I want to eat love and spit out the root (the arteries hidden under your flesh) and I want to drink so much of your blood that it cannot be differentiated from mine until we become one; time and memory will unfold and entangle in an entirely new way and our changeless stardust will explore and melt the milky way after we burn

“I don’t like the idea of ‘understanding’ a film. I don’t believe that rational understanding is an essential element in the reception of any work of art. Either a film has something to say to you or it hasn’t. If you are moved by it, you don’t need it explained to you. If not, no explanation can make you moved by it.”

— Federico Fellini

or people that outgrew you

noo brain don't start missing things you've outgrown please ahah

The soundtrack ripping my soul right out of my body didn’t help either

my favorite pessimistic tortured artist

miyazaki hayao is my role model

it bothers me that you often don't really hear about people having a "favorite album" the way they might have a favorite movie or favorite video game