They Joys Of Being A Normie Passing Gay Is That You Can Hear The Conversations The Straight People Are

seeing people from your childhood that knew you before you knew yourself is nostalgic but it kills you when you realize they dont know you now

The last girl I kissed sent me this photo she is so sweet I can’t wait until she comes back from the sea I miss her more than I have let on

yippeeee !

yeah it hurts when u lose people but it hurts more when they just drift away from u. then it feels like an act of fate that cant be controlled and not because of either of u. its just because thats how things are and u cant stop the fact u've outgrown each other or the fact u aren't their person anymore

The soundtrack ripping my soul right out of my body didn’t help either

i love you, i do love you so much but I don't know what you want from me anymore. you consume my day I think about nothing but losing you and just that doesn't feel right. i defend you I argue for you I want to cry but I don't, I don't know anymore

so suffocating when i can hear my family downstairs laughing and having the time of their lives while im upstairs burying my face into my pillow sobbing because i dont feel normal and im afraid i never will and my self is slipping away and im aching to hold on to that temporary fulfillment i have sometimes

numbness follows me like a ghost to partner with the empty heart. i shed tears for the first time tonight since turning eighteen

it feels right that it was over my mother

Is it so hard to hope for love