From my latest poetry collection, Leaf Litter.
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Apricot - a variable color averaging a moderate orange
Carotene - any of several orange or red crystalline hydrocarbon pigments that occur in the chromoplasts of plants and in the fatty tissues of plant-eating animals and are convertible to vitamin A
Carroty - resembling carrots in color
Jack-o'-lantern - any of several large orangish gill fungi (genus Omphalotus) that are poisonous and luminescent
Pumpkin - a strong orange color
Saffron - a moderate orange to orange yellow
Tangerine - a moderate to strong reddish orange
Terracotta - a brownish orange
Titian - of a brownish-orange color
Vermilion - a vivid reddish orange
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i care btw. i care abt the song ur listening to or the bug u saw or how u just got outta the shower or how ur happily hanging out w ur friends or how ur kinda sad or how good was the meal u just had or ur fav character from an indie game nobody knows or if u chugged down some water. i always will
I wish I could pray every day,
Over dinner or at bedtime
Or anytime during the day perhaps.
I would say I have nothing to
Pray about, but that would be a lie.
I have plenty to pray for, both for
Myself and for others.
All I would need to do is
Clasp my hands, bow my head,
Talk to God.
Then my hands become repelling
Magnets, my head, full of helium.
My prayers stay stuck in my throat,
Choking my soul.
On occasion, I vomit up these
Words caught up inside,
Spewing out of my eyes and mouth,
Screaming a silent scream as
The rain streams down my face.
It's either this, or the prayers
Frozen in place would chill my heart,
Turn me to stone, kill my spirit.
I
The crowd of lesser demons gnawing at my thoughts doesn’t come from us –
my mind circles because our moments won’t stand still to be captured.
I only haunt myself when you’re not in reach to remind me I haven’t died.
II
I weave secrets, around you, over you, yet in your presence nothing is hidden,
not even the carelessness of my wishing. You are the pennies winking low in the well,
taunting me. Every past moment of wistfulness for someone I hadn’t met yet arriving
with the grace and fluidity of rain now distils fears to the nightmare of losing this.
III
No angels will save us – still a barter better than any
offered at the crossroads. I’ll love the demons to death.