Prayer

Prayer

I wish I could pray every day,

Over dinner or at bedtime

Or anytime during the day perhaps.

I would say I have nothing to

Pray about, but that would be a lie.

I have plenty to pray for, both for

Myself and for others.

All I would need to do is

Clasp my hands, bow my head,

Talk to God.

Then my hands become repelling

Magnets, my head, full of helium.

My prayers stay stuck in my throat,

Choking my soul.

On occasion, I vomit up these

Words caught up inside,

Spewing out of my eyes and mouth,

Screaming a silent scream as

The rain streams down my face.

It's either this, or the prayers

Frozen in place would chill my heart,

Turn me to stone, kill my spirit.

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The spot near the plastics plant,

Bare earth scooped neatly into mounds,

Preparations for a new recycling plant.

Skittering along the debris of a

Previously undisturbed wild,

Before my memories formed.

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One day, stripped of faith, I stopped waiting. 
I waved goodbye to the woman who ran
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a train.

Well, it was never coming. 

I would know, I built that station.
I tore up the tracks before I had the inkling to lay on them.
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