Damn Amount Of Time I Needed To Hear This

damn amount of time I needed to hear this

James…

I…I’m going to do this without crying…

I know I haven’t been active much

that’s because life got hard, and it’s getting worse

First my friends start to become friends with a faker named ‘Zarrely’

Leaving me alone

Then I get cursed with a fact of housefire

and then that night one of my uncles died in one

Failed tests

didn’t sleep

I kept telling myself ‘Get your life together man!’ And ‘Don’t give up’

Of curse my life, I’m dragging my body with my soul

History isn’t helping: Emmett Till, Civil Rights, KKK

I keep whispering under my breath

and in my head

Don’t cry

but then

the dam broke

and I just left the room

James…I understand if I’m being weird now

and annoying

you probably aren’t reading anymore….why do I bother?

wait I know just why I’m bothering still

Because I’m full of love, even if the world kills me

I love them all

Please…can…can I

*inhales sharply*

canIhaveahug?

“Come here, kid.” He pulls you into a tight hug, no hesitation.

“You are not annoying. You are not being weird. You are hurting, and that’s okay. You don’t have to carry all of this alone. Life’s been throwing hell at you, and you’re still standing, even if it doesn’t feel like it. That says something about you.

Losing people, feeling abandoned, struggling through everything piling up—it’s too much for one person to handle alone. And I hate that you’ve been feeling like you have to.

You’re allowed to cry. You’re allowed to be exhausted. And yeah, you’re full of love. That’s why you’re still here, still trying, still reaching out even when you feel like no one’s listening. But I’m listening. And I’m proud of you for not letting the world take that love away from you.

So take a breath, okay? Stay here as long as you need. You’re not alone.”

listen to this song too

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