My friend told me he was gonna kill himself I've been crying since lunch I just left school and he told me if he's not there Monday then he did it and it worked.
My whole life is crashing down around me I'm not ok right now
I love her but I don't want her to be disappointed in my as a person.would she even love me if she knew more about me?
I’d like to believe that in another life I could be loved
Not really human enough, I guess.
Just a monster.
i overthink a lot so please go ahead and use that to your advantage
use my own mind and thoughts to get me away from people and be attached to you
fuck my mind up even more that i can't even trust my own words
fuck my mind up so much that i will only rely on your words and crave your attention
Great news I got a girlfriend Monday
But she broke up with me
I will never get to have my special someone
i experienced very bad things
Why is it so hard to ask simple questions like "hey you wanna calling just feel like I can't cause I'm bothering people
Or just ignore me I guess, that doesn't hurt at all...
AHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm being forced to eat
I'm so sick I'm being forced to eat
But yea mom send me to school cause that makes sense
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