Tw: Discussions Of Sh

no cuz like what the fuck is wrong w me, why am i like this i need to know

I die trying to be special for someone

I have no worth if I don’t have your attention.

i'm a terrible human being

A little poem I wrote

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Tap tap tap

All I hear is tap tap tap tap

It changes as it gets louder click clack tap click clack tap

I want it to stap to sound makes me want to rip out my heart as I'm begging it to stop

It grows louder click clack bang tap tap tap tap

I can't take it and I find my escape

The cold silver that will take it all away

A new sound it made

Slice

The noise stops and all I hear is the hum of the van every since theat day I slice my skin to make the noise go away

typing out "I love you" and then immediately deleting it because you're scared it's too much

I can’t explain what goes on in my head anymore

Sh culture is wanting help but not wanting help because you don't want to be viewed as the cutter freak

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venting is only annoying when i do it btw. everybody else is innocent and free of sin