Im-made-of-crushed-little-stars - I'm Made Of Crushed Little Stars

idk if you’re busy rn but i was thinking we could like fall in love or something yk if you’re free

I want to look as fucked up on the outside as I am on the inside

asking "do you love me any less" every time after i freak out

Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

I've lost everything

I've lost my spark

I've lost my world

i just want attention why does everyone hate me

i feel like a terrible person every waking hour and i cant stand this feeling

i dont understand how i want to be absolutely adored and forgotten at the same time

and most of all i feel ugly

I never thought I grow up wanting to die.