Stay With Me,,, I Won't Bite Again

My friend told me he was gonna kill himself I've been crying since lunch I just left school and he told me if he's not there Monday then he did it and it worked.

My whole life is crashing down around me I'm not ok right now

I feel like we both like each other but I don't want to be wrong and say something first cause I don't think I could live knowing I like her and she doesn't like me but at the same time I want to say something but I'm to scared to

fuck i’m so fucking unlovable i wanna fucking kill myself so fucking violently FUCK i love hurting myself

what’s so wrong with getting worse…?

manipulate me until im unable to live without you. be my medicine. be my air. be my water. be my food. be everything i need and more.

I really need a fucking break, or a gun

I want attention every second of the day except fromnwhen I don't want attention

realizing you’re built to understand but not to be understood

A little poem I wrote

Tw sh mentioned

Tap tap tap

All I hear is tap tap tap tap

It changes as it gets louder click clack tap click clack tap

I want it to stap to sound makes me want to rip out my heart as I'm begging it to stop

It grows louder click clack bang tap tap tap tap

I can't take it and I find my escape

The cold silver that will take it all away

A new sound it made

Slice

The noise stops and all I hear is the hum of the van every since theat day I slice my skin to make the noise go away