Hating Myself Is Really Easy So I Won’t Blame You For Hating Me Too

Trauma messes you up I can remember the most horrible gut wrenching thing yet I can't remember faces and the full picture

Stay with me,,, I won't bite again

Hey guys sorry for my absence I took a tumblr break so I won't go crazy. Here's an update

I've been trying g to get better mentally but it's not really working I've made up with alot of people even tho I don't really want to I'm just tried of worrying about getting harassed all bay but my friend imma call A has been ignoring me for her boyfriend and won't stop be sexual to me and about me and I don't really know what to do I just miss my best friend with all my heart

Me when s3lf hâřm hurts (i will do it again):

Everyone stops talking to me after a while. I know, I wouldn't talk to someone like me either.

Bad Omens -"Burning Out"

A little poem I wrote

Tw sh mentioned

Tap tap tap

All I hear is tap tap tap tap

It changes as it gets louder click clack tap click clack tap

I want it to stap to sound makes me want to rip out my heart as I'm begging it to stop

It grows louder click clack bang tap tap tap tap

I can't take it and I find my escape

The cold silver that will take it all away

A new sound it made

Slice

The noise stops and all I hear is the hum of the van every since theat day I slice my skin to make the noise go away