today i must be a recovering passive-aggressive personality. how can people sit on a train and not notice each other? how can people resist the urge to connect somehow? not compulsively, totally without tact or genility but sometimes strangers do recognize each other. of course, i'm talking about young females. not to fuck or to fuck with but maybe just to satisfy curiosity ... or maybe my hormones are still working overtime, just like my beautiful filthy mind, and i seek some very light entertainment. can people feel my eyes on them as i do theirs on me? do we all know that we're here in this social prison system? why aren't we prepared to have more fun being human beings? will women ever outgrow the scars inflicted upon them by a world ruled by men? must my fantasies be stuck working overtime? living in the abstract is a cancer and a hell, my love, and the leveling of a heated daydream to the edicts of blessed reality is a sad and necessary execution to witness ... the beheading of a tortured blond haired boy-child. and all of the garbage that was stuffed in his skull is now carried to the pyre to burn and add to the stench of all the other little deaths caused by the impotence of his judgement throughout his life. his overgrown life raised by a spank-wielding kissing machine. my hair looks like shit and I'm feeling embarrassed and ugly all around.
The Taste of Tea (茶の味) 2004
god i love bjork so much
Björk Album Art: 1993 - 2015.
damn the photography in this one strikes me so much
Possession (1981)
Directed by Andrzej Zulawski Cinematography by Bruno Nuytten
“I can’t exist by myself because I’m afraid of myself, because I’m the maker of my own evil.”
(C.B.)(5.24.18) - posted by @poeticsuggestions / Talk Show Host - Radiohead / Orlando - Virginia Woolf / The letters of Emily Dickinson / [unknown art piece] / The portrait of Dorian Gray / Oscar Wilde / A breath of life - Clarice Lispector /The underdog - Markus Suzak / The Archetypes - Marina and the diamonds / Christoph Kieslowski - the double life of Veronique
Fiona Apple // photo: Jason Nocito for Nylon magazine, 2005
you ever hear a new song and immediately go “oooh the fake scenarios in my head are gonna love this”
“Adventures of Baron Munchausen” (dir. Terry Gilliam) and “The Birth of Venus” (artist Sandro Botticelli)
“Inherent Vice” (dir. Paul Thomas Anderson) and “The Last Supper” (artist Leonardo da Vinci)
“Days of Heaven” (dir. Terrence Malick) and “Christina’s World” (artist Andrew Wyeth)
“Heat” (dir. Michael Mann) and “Pacific” ( artist Alex Colville)
“Melancholia” (dir Lars von Trier) and “Ophelia” (artist John Everett Millais)
Unknown / 1990
actually that era of mental health recovery where u think of mitski and fiona apple and aren’t like “omg sad girl music” but see mature grown women who’s since reflected on past experiences and have processed them and that trying to make an attempt to feel what you are feeling instead of repressing it and pretending everything is fine is much more beneficial to u. and that such self reflection as they have made is also possible for u and u do not do be deeply suffering to make beautiful art.