Currently Missing The God I Served In My Original Form. It Basically Gave Me A Home, It Gave Me A Purpose

One thing about me is that, almost as soon as I realized I was an angel, I felt incredibly detached from my mortal vessel - and I began mentally separating myself from it completely, but most of all, it made my childhood memories "blurry". Because this body isn't mine, I barely view my kid self as "me", because hy was so unaware of hys divinity. He and I are not the same.

On one hand, my childhood is the only thing I enjoyed about humanity and I wish I could still live as a mortal without feeling so out of place. But on the other hand, I do not want to be ignorant about my real nature (like i was back then) and all I feel towards my younger self is a need to protect him.

thank you youtube home page for this affirmation

This post. Exactly this post

sometimes, being an angel is seeing the most gorgeous, gut wrenching, heavenly sunrise in the parking lot of your retail job and being drenched in the homesickness of it all.

and then having to go clock in like that didn’t just happen.

And ummmm I realized it's past midnight here so fibromyalgia awareness month starts today👀 kinda cool ngl

a fellow chronically ill angel… i hope you have had a lovely day

Sending u warmth and love <33 we've got to have each other's backs !!

Opening and closing alterhuman tumblr like a fridge at 3am.

Update: it appears that my responsibilities also have wings because they're forcing me to face them tomorrow

😇🪽

⤷ live footage of me flying away from my responsibilities

I can't wait to go home to my people and rest in the light I've missed for so long. To feel their presence like a memory I've been aching to remember. I don't belong here forever; one day I'll go back, and this time, I’ll be known.

For the ask game: #2 and #8 ✨️

8. Do you wear gear? If so, what kind?

I usually don't rely on visible/physical accessories to feel connected to my divinity, but I have a few necklaces that I like, for example. As long as it's subtle, i would wear it. I never got my ears pierced, but some things I'd love to wear are wing shaped ear cuffs !! I've seen some online that are so pretty <3

2. What do you prefer to be called?

Other than "angel otherkin" I call myself a nonhuman all the time. That's one my favorite terms. But if I want to be more specific, I'll call myself a "being" or a creature !!

I am way too aware of the fact that I can't use my wings to just go home BECAUSE THIS BODY IS TOO HEAVY. LET ME BEEEEE

I just want to go home :(

like I just wanna flap my wings and take off- why can't I do that??? I'm supposed to have wings and fly around like wtf dude where are my wings?????

hir·aeth

/‘hir,āeth/

noun a homesickness for a home you can not return to or a home that never was.