Something important I heard lately: if you care about that thing you’re not doing, if you want it done but it’s just too much or your brain just won’t let you do it or you just can’t no matter how much you want to and how much you hate it not being done, you’re not lazy.
Lazy people don’t care about messes and unfinished work and a million beginnings of a million projects left incomplete. If you do care, you are not lazy. You’ve got something else going on that exists as a barrier for you, and that is not laziness.
So frustrating when you have so much to say but aren’t articulate enough to get it across. Like I want this to sound poetic but here i am rambling bs
This sounds like an amazing introduction to his autobiography
The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine, by Ilan Pappé (2006)
Just a reminder that Israel was built, by design, on ethnic cleansing.
I don't want a fancy grave, but if I got one, I'd want my tombstone to be a realistic, life-sized statue of me. Not in any particular position, but the key feature of it is that it doesn't have a head. My comical goose neck just ends in a perfectly even, stable platter, whereupon anyone who visits the grave can place whatever object they think would be funny to put there to be my head.
Make it the city's longest ongoing joke, people visiting the grave and sharing on social media whatever my head currently is. Usually it's a seasonal fruit, or something goofy. Sometimes in the winter it's just a snowball, made into a snowman's head. One year a particularly brave or stupid bird couple makes a nest there. Nobody dares to disturb that one for a long while, but once it's clear the birds are gone, the empty nest is gone one day, replaced with the kettle part of a broken electric kettle.
Most people don't know, remember or care whose grave this originally even was. It's just the Headless Man of the Cemetery, whose head is frequently replaced with a completely new and random piece of nonsense, in death just like it was in life.
Do NOT. Do not. DO NOT buy fake leather
Pirate everything. Burn cds. Fight the cloud
PHYSICAL MEDIA
Tip food service workers crazy style
Smile at yr bus driver
Wear more eyeliner
Read superhero comic books
Paint more blood and gore
See saw xi in theaters
DIY OR DIE
Draw messy
LIVE MUSIC
remember that old panic at the disco is good truly
Tell people you love them
Stompy boots
My Chemical Romance
Assault a customer at your retail job
Write that weird fanfic
Watch every vampire movie ever made
Wear that crop top
Start a fire
Listen to music made by angry women
Remember that you are fucking alive and do whatever you want
It was pure love - "pure" not as the opposite of filthy, but pure in the sense that pure uranium is pure. Not tarnished by thoughts of resentment or distrust, but also not dilluted nor watered down by things like common sense. Perhaps twinged slightly with pure madness, though that may have just been covergent evolution. They fill the same niche, after all.
Just yesterday, already tired, I tried to go to sleep but I felt like I literally forgot how to fall asleep.
I slept like an hour even though I barely slept the night before??
Do I need to buy more plushies? Is there some kind of sleep chant I need to listen to?
Source ~ Neurodivergent Insights
Both ADHD and autism are associated with several sleep issues, including:
Insomnia
Sleep Walking
Sleep Terrors
Sleep apnea
Sleep paralysis
Narcolepsy
Flattened melatonin curve
Circadian rhythm sleep disorders (CRSD)
Restless leg syndrome
Nearly 80% of Autistic children age 2 to 5 have sleep problems (Reynolds et al., 2019).
Autistic people tend to get less REM sleep. On average, we spend about 15% of our sleep in REM sleep (Allistics, on average, spend 25% in REM sleep). This means we need MORE sleep to get the same amount of REM as the average person (Buckley et al., 2010; Neumeyer et al., 2019).
Autistic people are more likely to experience insomnia, which includes everything from difficulty falling asleep to night waking and early morning rising (Furfaro, 2020).
Autistic people are more likely to have gene mutations that impact melatonin regulation & circadian rhythms (Furfaro, 2020).
As many as 83% of ADHDers experience sleep disturbances, including nonspecific sleep disruptions, parasomnias, hypersomnia, and limb movement disorders (Sobanski, 2008).
Approximately 25-50% of ADHDers struggle with:
• Insomnia
• Circadian rhythm sleep disorders
• Narcolepsy
• Restless leg syndrome
• Sleep-disordered breathing
Nightmares and insomnia are also common among ADHD children. Up to 70% of ADHD children have sleep difficulties (Sciberras, 2020).
Common co-occurring conditions such as anxiety, depression, and gastrointestinal disorders can interfere with sleep.
Sensory sensitivities can interfere with sleep
Sensory sensitivity to light can cause a person to avoid light during the day, further disrupting their circadian rhythm.
It is more common to have breathing-related sleep disorders, which can impact the quality of sleep.
ADHDers and Autists are more likely to have gene mutations that impact melatonin regulation and circadian rhythms. (Van der Heijden et al., 2007; Yan et al., 2020).
On average Neurodivergent people experience less REM sleep. REM sleep is valuable for several reasons:
• We consolidate learning and memory during REM Sleep
• It is vital for physical and mental health
• REM sleep is critical for detoxing the brain • Less REM sleep affects serotonin and dopamine, influencing mood and mental health
• Disruptions to REM sleep impact neurotransmitters, which have implications for mood, sleep cycles, and more.
When we are sleep deprived, we are more likely to
• Be in car accidents
• Experience heightened pain and sensory difficulties,
• Have difficulty regulating emotions
• Have less resilience to stress
• Struggle with executive functioning
Throughout this sleep series I will be introducing the six "Buckets of Sleep Support" I draw from to support neurodivergent sleep struggles.
Sleep Hygiene
Sensory Supports
Relaxation Strategies
Sleep Stimulus
Sleep Routine
CBT-I
Yes I can accept this
silly echoes of the eye theory
so the hearthians have rock/mineral names, nomai have plant names...
maybe to complete that, the owlks would have had animal names like canidae or ursidae
So I made a new survival world and uhh...
Now I only ever play on custom superflat worlds to build stuff, so I might've missed some terrain generation updates...
(See this for what happened (it was a mod unrelated to world generation))
this man will accept any harmful interference this man will not generate harmful interference this man is tested and proven to not spontaneously combust under normal conditions (surface of the ☀️)
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