Cooking A Lil Dw Babe

now that i dropped a bomb on my acc i can rest easy for a bit 👅👅👅👅👅

“writing fanfics is something I do in my free time for fun. I will not treat it like a job and will instead treat it like a hobby because that’s what it is.”

also how it feels being a fanfic writer:

may or may not have (s)creamed

WHY THE FUCK WOULD SHE SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK DOES SHE NOT KNOW IM FUCKING INSANE

legit thought, its like the concept of being gay is fine but actually being gay in front of peoples faces is totally wrong and digusting.. its ridiculous to be quite frank that people expect paige to be straght when shes christian when there are probably hundreds of thousands of christians that are also queer. its almost like believing in god doesnt denote who you love and how??? two elite athletes like paige and azzi dating is exactly the representation we need in mainstream media these days, The only problem is that they would most likely get a lot of hate from all sectors of people. The fantasy that straight men create around female celebrity's in general where they cannot have any sort of partner (kpop for example) because it "Ruins" the fantasy that is created where the consumer of the female celebrities media is making some sort of parasocial relationship between the consumer and celebrity. obviously this can be linked towards the male loneliness epidemic but i could talk on and on for days about it. the point being is that the fact that there is a possiblity that two of these ELITE athletes could be dating, is in my opinion so amazing.

i just want to go off for a second, and i would love some input from other people as well.

the thing that shocks me SO MUCH about the pazzi discussion, Especially on tiktok, is just how much “subtle not so subtle” homophobia there is surrounding sports. if there is even the THOUGHT of two women athletes dating, some people will comment “this shit makes me want to pull my eyelashes out,” “i am so sick and tired of this pazzi bullshit,” “paige is literally a christian so she can’t risk disappointing god,” and some will even spend Hours of their day scrolling through edits on tiktok JUST to comment “THEY’RE BEST FRIENDS youre going to ruin their friendship! THEYRE BEST FRIENDS STOP SHIPPING THEM.” “God forbid a girl has a best friend….”

i mean shit, i was on reddit and one comment innocently asking if they’re dating - it received 47+ downvotes and so much outrage in response.

it is just So weird to me. the thought of two women dating is so ludicrous to some people and it’s gross. i am sure if they are dating, they have their reasons for not hard launching. i am so willing to bet that this homophobia is another reason why.

and it astounds me just how comfortable people are with being homophobic. when i come across speculation videos of paige or azzi maybe having a boyfriend, there isn’t a single comment telling anyone to cut the shit or pleading with them to make all the speculation stop. there aren’t dedicated people who go around on all the straight speculation videos commenting how disgusting it is.

of course, as a lesbian myself, i am always aware of just how homophobic people can be. but to see it so BLATANTLY will always be unnerving to me.

He stayed under there for 45 minutes (look at my son)

𝙂𝙞𝙧𝙡𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙎𝙤𝙥𝙝𝙞𝙖 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨

Gf!Sophia is the type of girlfriend that when you guys are doing an interview of some sort, will hold your hand when your nervous.

Gf!Sophia always pays close attention when your speaking.

Gf!Sophia will pass the mic when she knows you have either a story or something that connects to the questions asked.

Gf!Sophia learns how to cook your favourite meal, no matter how hard it may be.

Gf!Sophia is so cuddly, will always wanna cuddle with you when you guys have downtime.

Gf!Sophia will just spoon you, whether thats being the big or small spoon. And will watch tiktoks together with you, giggling at the funny ones and then tapping your phone to like it.

Gf!Sophia has a designated blanket on the couch for the two of you when you cuddle.

Gf!Sophia will send you either tiktoks or reels that she wants to make with you or that she knows you will find funny

Gf!Sophia always offers you to buy your favourite drink

A/N RHDHSFHJK im literally geeked out for sophia like all i crave is domesticity

Manon angst WIP

Things have felt off, For months, A shadow stood between the two of you. It started when Manon, Who had never been secretive once in your relationship, Suddenly changed her phone password. Things increasingly grew weirder over the weeks. Of course you had a gut feeling that something was off about her, But you trusted her enough to stay loyal, Even when times were tough in your relationship.

Chapter 3 sneak peak!

Wednesday comes fast, One moment you're hanging out at megans house, The other you're suddenly at a cheer practice which you never saw yourself at till you reconciled with Megan.  You're sitting on the bleachers, Megan’s letterman laid over your shoulders as you scroll on your phone. It feels preformative, While on one hand for years and years you only pined for her. But now that you have her, Kind of, it's conflicting. It's not real, But damn do you wish it was. You hope part of her, wishes it’s real too.

tw suicide ig?

I never really realised how much having routine in my life and actually having things to do has really saved my life. like I'm so serious when I say if I didn't have friends or sports or any hobbies and my life was just a monotone grey scale I think I would be long gone by now. on a real note I'm so grateful that I have access and the privilege to do what I do everyday, Im grateful for my friends,family, literally anything. my hobbies and sports literally keep me busy and it's given me a sense of community that you can't really find online. not to say that it isn't there but it's hard to find, especially when your like me and have a tough time reading people or getting close with people other than the baseline. so yeah my quick 3 am vent for you