Tw Suicide Ig?

tw suicide ig?

I never really realised how much having routine in my life and actually having things to do has really saved my life. like I'm so serious when I say if I didn't have friends or sports or any hobbies and my life was just a monotone grey scale I think I would be long gone by now. on a real note I'm so grateful that I have access and the privilege to do what I do everyday, Im grateful for my friends,family, literally anything. my hobbies and sports literally keep me busy and it's given me a sense of community that you can't really find online. not to say that it isn't there but it's hard to find, especially when your like me and have a tough time reading people or getting close with people other than the baseline. so yeah my quick 3 am vent for you

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2 years ago

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Day 719: ๐Ÿข & ๐Ÿฆถ

Day 719: ๐Ÿข & ๐Ÿฆถ

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6 months ago

๐˜ผ๐™—๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ˆ๐™š

๐˜ผ๐™—๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ˆ๐™š
๐˜ผ๐™—๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ˆ๐™š
๐˜ผ๐™—๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ˆ๐™š

whats upp! im Grah or Nik, Im trans masc but i write mostly fem reader. I will eventually try writing other genders such as Tmasc or Gender Neutral but i will not write cis male. Megan biased for katseye, I also like art, cars, and basketball. my spam account is @grahsuddenlythinks

Please do realise that i also have a life outside of this page like you, so i may not post due to school or life or just no creativity. Do be respectful in my ask box, i will not write for you if you are rude. I may or may not write your request just because i may not connect with it as much as others.

Other than requests, please do feel free to chat to me through the asks. I appreciate any interaction!

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6 months ago

I want it badly ๐Ÿ‘…

Lara In Korea 09.16.24
Lara In Korea 09.16.24
Lara In Korea 09.16.24
Lara In Korea 09.16.24
Lara In Korea 09.16.24
Lara In Korea 09.16.24
Lara In Korea 09.16.24

Lara in Korea 09.16.24


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3 months ago
FEEL FREE TO ADD ME ON AIRBUDS IF U GUYS WANT!!

FEEL FREE TO ADD ME ON AIRBUDS IF U GUYS WANT!!


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2 months ago

thoughts if I did a headcannons abt rugby player!reader X katseye ๐Ÿ‘…๐Ÿ˜‹


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6 months ago

vehicular manslaughter chappell roan be like you can hit a hundred boys with cars

3 months ago

๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง

๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง
๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง
๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง

Manon x Gn!Reader

ๅ†ไนŸไธๆƒณ่ฏˆไธ็Ÿฅ ่ฐไบบ่ฟ‘ๆ—ฅไธŽไฝ ๅนฒ็€ๅฟซไนไบ‹ ไฝ ๆˆ‘ไน‹้—ดๅญ˜็€้ป‘ๅฝฑๅญ ๅ‡ไฝฟๅ†ๆ‹–ๆžไธบๆ— ๆ„ไน‰

Angst

Manon has been off, For months. A freezing cold gap between the two of you has been growing larger. Until you find out why.

CW - Mentions of cheating

A/N - I know the song itself isnt really the vibe, But the lyrics themselves are the vibe lol. Dont need to listen to it if its not your vibe since its Canto pop. Just felt like doing something fun! Based off the sandy lam song ็ฐ่‰ฒ (grey), Translation will be linked at the bottom for the song.

๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง

Things have felt off, For months, A shadow stood between the two of you. It started when Manon, Who had never been secretive once in your relationship, Suddenly changed her phone password. Things increasingly grew weirder over the weeks. Of course you had a gut feeling that something was off about her, But you trusted her enough to stay loyal, Even when times were tough in your relationship. She had always leaned on you when she needed help and you reciprocated that, You trusted her with every molecule in your body. But when she started leaving in the middle of the night while she thought you were sleeping, Driving off somewhere unknown, Something told you to investigate. When you found her entering a hotel, A woman was waiting outside for her, Hugging her tight and kissing her. It obviously stung, But the amount of energy you had put into your relationship for her to go and throw it away. She had sucked the life out of your heart, The colour drained only leaving a grey monotone in its place. You sat at your once warm home, Shared with who you thought was the love of your life, And waited. Waited for her to come back. Waited for her to come back and realise what she had done.

๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง

As soon as the door closed at around 3 am, You hopped out of bed. The restlessness kept you awake, You opened the bedroom door to see Manon, Sweat sheen, Lipstick stain on her collarbone, Who stood there stunned.ย 

โ€œHow longโ€ You sternly said with conviction in your voice. โ€œHow long have you been fucking other girls behind my backโ€ She stared back at you, The girl who you had shared your firstโ€™s with, First relationship,ย  First time having sex, First time moving in together, Stood beforeย you. Guilt dripping on her sex covered ledger.ย 

โ€œI'm sorryโ€ You see her eyes, glistening with tears about to fall, โ€œI know i shouldn't have, But i just couldn't anymore.โ€ย 

โ€œSorry, is all you have to say for yourself?!โ€ You yelled, โ€œManon, I tried to ignore all the signs, โ€œMaybe its a one time thing, Or shes not even cheatingโ€, Fuck i loved you. I thought you loved me too.โ€ You sigh, Rubbing your forefinger and thumb across your forehead.ย 

โ€œPlease, Baby, Give me another chance. I promise i wont fuck it up.โ€ She pleads, Practically begging.ย 

โ€œYou ruined allย  your chances by fucking another girl behind my back,โ€ You push her shoulders โ€œI dont wanna love a liar. Fuck, Manon. I don't wanna see your face right now.โ€ You turn to face away from her.ย 

โ€œPlease, I'm begging you.โ€ She cries, Her tears streaming down the face you once kissed with all the love your body could create. โ€œI love you, y/n. Pleaseโ€

โ€œPack your fucking things before i throw them out of the house.โ€ You quietly mutter, โ€œYou better be out of here before I get back,โ€ You say, walking out of the apartment.ย 

๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง

When you get to your usual coffee spot, Your stunned to find Manon. Laughing along with a new girlfriend. It had been two months. She looked like you, She looked at Manon like she held up the stars and the moon that shine in the night sky. You tried to stay away from your old spots of habit from when you were with her. But like a magnetic force, She couldn't stay far enough away from you. Maybe part of you still missed that vigorous feeling of love that she gave you. You hated yourself for not being able to break through that grey feeling from your break up, You knew what was best for you was to move on from her. To realise how much better life was after her, And before her. But the broken memories of your time together still held places in your brain, etched into your skull.

Let me be the history, So you can move on

๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง
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6 months ago

UGHHH I WANT MEGAN SO BADLY IT HURTS MY SOUL. GRRRRR I JUST WANNA CUDDLE HER AND SQUEEZE HER CHEEKS


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6 months ago
50 Smutty Fics Ideas

50 Smutty Fics Ideas

Made this for an event I haven't run in the end, but it'd be a pity to keep them hidden. I hope they'll help your creativity flow!

50 Smutty Fics Ideas

A and B are hiding together in a tight place, their bodies pressed close. With adrenaline running in their veins, the situation eventually gets out of control.

A and B are dancing what eventually leads to a slow, intimate dance. A gets aroused from B pressing close to them.

A has an obvious crush on B and plans to finally confess. A chickens out and tries to opt out of the situation, but B presses them to speak in a spicy way.

A is tied to an altar as a sacrifice to demon!B. More than taking their life, B is interested in taking their body.

During a visit in a sex shop A spots a weird toy. B suggests purchase as a joke. Little do they know A seriously wants to use it.

A and B are friends with benefits. A's feelings turn out to be genuine, but they don't want to ruin the balance, so they keep it to themselfโ€ฆuntil they accidentally slip a confession during sex.

A is really into a specific body type/body part and B's body looks as if taken straight out of A's fantasy. A can't hold it anymore and reveals how much B turns them on.

A and B are on a motorcycle trip. The constant movement, vibration and touching is getting them excited.

A walks on B changing. It's the first time they see them naked, and they can't peel their eyes off them.

A survives a near miss. B, worried and scared to death, doesn't want to leave their side since then.

A and B need to share bed due to circumstances. They wake up in each other's arms and it awakens something in them.

A goes down on B. B wears nothing but stockings. At some point A starts tearing them out of the way with their teeth.

A loves B's scent but they keep it secret. One day B catches A masturbating while sniffing a piece of their clothing.

The way A moans "I love you" turns B absolutely feral.

A tries to get B jealous as a part of their flirting game. B snaps way harder then A predicted.

A and B are in a dom-sub relationship. A breaks a rule and B has to again teach them how to be a good sub.

A is less experienced in kink than B. B introduces them to the world of kink with their favorite one.

A gets extra loud during sex so B has to cover their lips. Limited oxygen/fingers in mouth insanely turn A on.

A and B meet for what's not supposed to be a romantic date - but they feel so good around each other, it's suddenly 2am, and they don't really want to part. A proposes B to move the meeting to their place.

A is arguing with B. They truly can't decide whether they want to kill or fuck B more.

That was supposed to be just a make out session, but A kisses so good that B gets impossibly aroused.

A and B are about to face a dangerous situation. They want to enjoy life before it might be too late.

A celebrates a great success with B. Drinks and festive atmosphere quickly turn the matters spicy.

It's A's birthday and they find B tied to bed in nothing but very revealing lingerie.

After a soul-draining break up, A wants to get rid of remaining grief & enter a new path of life with a bang: they contact B, a professional dom.

A and B realize they are being watched during sex. They don't intend to stop.

A is in a middle of meeting when they receive a message B. It's a very explicit nude.

A puts a blade by B's throat, be it seriously or as a joke/teasing. B's reaction isโ€ฆenthusiastic.

A's hands seriously distract B. Their reactions eventually clue A in: and they decide to use the new knowledge to their favor.

A and B get trapped in one small space and need to wait for emergency. If only there was a way to kill the boredomโ€ฆ

A uses a sexual favor to convince B to do something.

A suffers from pent-up stress and frustration. B offers their body for them to use to get rid of negative emotions.

During soft, vanilla sex A asks B to try something different/rougher.

A shoves B against the wall. Now, once they are so close, A can't stop looking at B's face/lips/body part of choice.

A has lips/tongue/nipples/genitals pierced. B is really curious how does it feel during sex.

A rolls sleeves up/takes shirt off, revealing body hair to B. B has no idea how to act normal around A anymore.

A is usually reserved when it comes to intimacy and emotions. When in public, B does something that breaks A. A pulls B close and whispers to them: "I need you. Now."

A is preparing themself to roll with their day. B walks on them wearing nothing but their shirt.

A tends to neglect their needs. B uses kink as a way of taking care of them.

It's unbearably hot and A switches to wearing short and fine dresses. B finds out they are wearing no underwear underneath.

A has a really big dick/strap, B struggles to take it. A taunts and teases them about it.

Good cock & bad cock routine with dom!A, dom!B and sub!C. A praises C while B degrades and taunts them.

A and B are in a dedicated but open relationship. C grabs their mutual interest.

A loses a bet and now has to do what B tells them.

A, B, C (and maybe more ๐Ÿคญ) running a train on D.

A has a dark/unusual sexual fantasy & they bring it up to their partner, B. B agrees to try it out.

After a longer break A is so needy for sex that they can't enough of B. B is a trembling, ruined mess, but A just keeps going.

A is filthy rich & B is their sugar baby. A pays B a ridiculous amount of money to try a kinky scenario out.

A is a virgin but also very curious about a certain kink. B does their best to let them try it in a safe and satisfying way.

Wedding night between A and B takes an extra spicy turn.

50 Smutty Fics Ideas

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6 months ago

taking my time with the Megan series, I also do got a lot of tests coming up so I'm taking it slow๐Ÿ™ pray for me y'all๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ

feel free to chat to me in the inboxes though, might have some thoughts ๐Ÿ‘…


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