Rest In Peace, Jellie.

Tw bpd jealousy vent

Bpd jealousy needs to be talked about more. I have a pretty severe case of it. I get jealous any time my fp gets joy from anything especially anyone who isn’t me.

I know this is “toxic” but it really is something I’m trying to work on. I guess when they get joy from other things, it kinda makes me feel replaceable?

Like the joy I bring them can just be switched out with those other things. If I was out of their life it wouldn’t impact them and they would still be able to be happy.

But if they were out of my life I wouldn’t be able to feel any sort of joy. I feel like I’m always going to be jealous unless my fp hates everyone except me. Or talks to only me.

I really wouldn’t like this though. I want my fp to have a healthy social life. It’s just something I have to learn to deal with. At the same time my whole life revolves around my fp.

I don’t talk to anyone but them, and I really don’t like talking to anyone but them. I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied until I know they love me the way I love them. I just wish I felt content. I hate being jealous so much.

I really am trying to work on it though. I’ve been working on it for a long time, I just don’t think it’s getting easier though :(

I really just want my fp to be happy

Does anyone have any tips to help jealousy pain?

HIM!!!!!!

hes on my mind 24/7 fr

i actually cannot stop thinking about scar winning help ahsjjddh

take this beautiful fanart of the man the myth the legend himself

SESSION 8 SPOILERS BEWARE ‼️

omg… grians session 8 episode was so silly xD id like to imagine that jim coming back as a ghost was a reward for jim not being first out-also joel saying “nothing wrong with kissing your homies” at the end cracked me up lol

secret life finale spoilers ‼️

crying because scar saying “how did the guy with no friends win” actually broke my heart he deserved the win so much im sobbing over his villian arc rn

Something about the cc-ifitcation of fanartists in the mcyt fandom is bothering me. you are a fanartist, you make fanart, you are not a content creator. stop trying to be one

these things aren't mutually exclusive

ok this is my list so far-

NPD:

chosen person (CHP)

equal person (EP)

worthy person (WP) <- coined by Belladonna the Narc anon

respected person (RP) <- coined by @wittness

higher person (someone above equal person; less common)

favourite person (FP)

Ego person / supply person (person who helps with crashes and provides a boost)

BPD:

favourite person (FP)

fixated person

supply person

focused person

PPD:

safe person (SP)

trusted person (TP)

ASPD:

chosen person (CHP)

exception person (EP/ECP)

partner in crime (PIC)

Social person/circle

HPD:

attention person (AP/ATP)

attentive person

AVPD:

safe person (SP)

indulgent person (coined by an anon and their friend)

DPD:

depended person (DP)

reliant/relied person

SZPD:

interest person (IP)

safe person

OCPD:

Obsession Person

Compulsed person (when one is the subject of their compulsory thoughts)

Exception Person (EP/ECP)

STPD:

Familiar person

Trustable person (TBP)

Any PD can use:

Partner in crime (PIC)

Favourite Person (FP)

Grounded/grounding person

Comfort person

Attentive person

Attention person

Protected/protection/protective person

Connected person (similar to grounded or could be social)

Stable person (similar to grounded)

safe person

special person

love person or special love person (from anon)

Protected person (im, mod weeping, coining this one. Someone you would do anything to protect)

Protective person (i, weeping, am also coining this. Someone you’re very protective of or someone who is protective of you or both)

acknowledging this- i feel so so bad for making bdubs skin light as fuck 😭 i changed it as fast as i possibly could, i was being super stupid when drawing him and wasnt using any references at all, that was completely on me, i am so sorry T.T

(repost bcz i made a mistake in the previous version)

i finally finished

after like- nearly a month of drawing these goobers, im finally done :D i love them so much <333

Time Prison ⌛

(I don't know why I made this)

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