Duuuude…. This Is So Smart

(responding to this reblog) i use platonic scarian because i like to ship scarian as a platonic/queerplatonic relationship, and not just friends (like desert duo suggests)

did anyone else get double life flashbacks… holy shit

That NPD Feel When while I’m not abusive towards my romantic partner & am pretty interdependent and healthy around them, I can definitely can be a terribly distant friend with avoidant attachment style and can definitely can behave horrendously towards strangers and acquaintances alike bc they have to “earn” their place as my equal. And it causes problems with cognition and relationships. u_u

dumb ass system communication where there's either nothing or everyone all at once and always when it's the most useless and annoying 🙏

not complaining, just complaining

edit to add the original joke coz it's killing me why did I spend more time on the joke one

Am I the only one who finds this moment terribly intimate? I've never seen anyone focus on it. Just imagine if you remove the entire plot of Hannibal and add a certain pov: a policeman falls in love with a dangerous maniac criminal. Their eyes just speak for themselves.

GIFs credit: @hughdancybabyface

THIS IS BEST HEADCANNON EVER

AVIAN THERIAN GRIAN. PARROT THERIAN GRIAN OR AT LEAST HALF BIRD OTHERKIN GRIAN

listen I love the avian grian fanon, but c'mon. how did we miss this

in season 6, when he first joins, he starts collecting parrots and maybe sort of killing them. to collect their feathers!! and he's quick to try and get an elytra in all seasons, it feels like second nature as mentioned in 3rd life

using an elytra often as a sort of "fix" for the species dysphoria regarding a lack of wings, one of the fundamentals of parrot grian!! elytra!!! using and stretching his wings is really enjoyable for him :D

this headcanon is inspired by a post (if I find it I'll link it!!) he decorates his elytra with feathers like a scarlet macaws every time, and probably customized it to bend and move like a bird's wings too so he can wrap them around himself and puff them up like a bird would if it gets cold. He has a little mechanism connected to the inside of his wrists to move the wings around. Mumbo probably made the prototype, and helps him put it together every season and if his elytra breaks (or gets lost to the boatem hole). Grian is getting the hang of recreating it every season though!

also he wears clicky slightly heeled boots to me to mimick bird talons clicking and raise his heels off of the ground. and with the remaining feathers he doesn't use (the hermits will donate feathers to him) he makes some tail feathers, worn on a belt. Jellie chases his feathers around and on multiple occasions has torn up a few bits of it

doc also probably gave grian all of the feathers post perimeter poultry man incident as a final "screw you" because nobody needs that many feathers, especially since the season was ending so soon

this post was made courtesy of me projecting

Tw bpd jealousy vent

Bpd jealousy needs to be talked about more. I have a pretty severe case of it. I get jealous any time my fp gets joy from anything especially anyone who isn’t me.

I know this is “toxic” but it really is something I’m trying to work on. I guess when they get joy from other things, it kinda makes me feel replaceable?

Like the joy I bring them can just be switched out with those other things. If I was out of their life it wouldn’t impact them and they would still be able to be happy.

But if they were out of my life I wouldn’t be able to feel any sort of joy. I feel like I’m always going to be jealous unless my fp hates everyone except me. Or talks to only me.

I really wouldn’t like this though. I want my fp to have a healthy social life. It’s just something I have to learn to deal with. At the same time my whole life revolves around my fp.

I don’t talk to anyone but them, and I really don’t like talking to anyone but them. I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied until I know they love me the way I love them. I just wish I felt content. I hate being jealous so much.

I really am trying to work on it though. I’ve been working on it for a long time, I just don’t think it’s getting easier though :(

I really just want my fp to be happy

Does anyone have any tips to help jealousy pain?

grian doodles +waffle :D

take this, originally supposed to be a discord banner for a contest but it didnt win lmao

(please dont use this anywhere without credit!!)

a couple bits of art ive done :]

explanations:

1) doodle of tl!scar with a butterfly on his nose

2) another doodle of scar

3) grian fisheye jumpscare oooOooO

4) animation practice :3

5) scars mcc 28 skin xD

6) new years art i did for the gideon discord server

7) it chrimas -grian 2023

8) eeevil sccaaaar

9) grian a scary lil guy, doodle with my new markers

10) watcher grian fanart :D

I got kicked out unexpectedly. I thankfully have a place to stay, but I don’t get my first paycheck until the 15th and I have less than $25 in my bank account. I need to buy cat food for my kitty, gas to get to work and school, my medication that allows me to work and keeps me stable, and groceries. Not to mention most of my paycheck is going to go to my car payment and I won’t have much left over. I know a lot of people are struggling, and please don’t do anything if you can’t afford it, but I would really appreciate if you wanted to donate to get my kitty and I food. Or maybe just reblog this for reach?

If you can, please help a disabled queer system and their unhinged orange cat (kitty pictures below)

vmo: smarievt

cshapp: smarievt

ppal: strawrings

kofi: strawrings