When Will My Life Begin?
When will my life begin?
Counting life in appointments
One week, one month, one year.
Horrified of what there is to come
Glad that what was is over.
Putting everything on hold
Friends, emotions, youth.
I have to wait for the new me
Wait until she's me.
I'm trapped inside this body
Or maybe it's her who's trapped?
What even is the difference
when we'll never be one another?
I don't know how to feel, what to feel
The hope of getting there is like a candle
in the midst of a storm at the coast.
Please end this waiting
Why cry if it doesn't change a thing
Why hope if the appointment turns into
a disappointment
Why try to build up something
if it's gonna be for nothing?
I'm here
nothing more, nothing less
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