Fallingpinkpetals - Trying My Hardest

Ableds be like, if I eat this diet/do this exercise/wear or don’t wear these clothes/live this lifestyle I’ll never become disabled!

Buddy have I got some harsh news for you…

I didn’t ask for this >:(

i just need to see more black trans people. black trans men, black trans women, black nonbinary and genderqueer people, black transmascs, black transfems, black queers... all of them.

i just need more black trans visibility and positivity and inclusivity and celebration.

its starting to feel like people like me dont exist...

I’ll say things like “oh I’m just not in a good place mentally right now” like when have I ever been in a fucking good place mentally

I don't wanna take these meds

got put on olanzapine...

bipolar is truly the everything illness. right now i just have symptoms. idk of what specifically this time but they’re definitely happening

I'll constantly see people list of disorders that cause psychosis and talk about how they're highly stigmatized and somehow they never ever mention bipolar disorder? ever? and it's almost certainly because people online tend to have this perception of bipolar as the "socially acceptable sad happy disease" and it is not. it is just not. bipolar disorder is so incredibly stigmatized and its symptoms go so much deeper than just "sad and happy"

did you know bipolar causes psychosis?

do you know what mania actually is? (hint: it's not "extremely happy"!)

did you know bipolar causes hypersexuality?

did you know bipolar causes aggression?

did you know bipolar causes generally socially unacceptable behavior?

did you know bipolar people are more likely to kill themselves in a manic episode than in a depressive episode?

did you know bipolar causes a thousand other highly stigmatized symptoms?

did you know that after my bipolar disorder diagnosis people started gossiping about how I was "unstable" and therefore "untrustworthy" and I was "erratic" and "a liability"? would you guess that these things were said by a progressive activist group who were "anti-ableism"? does this all sound like an destigmatized mental illness to you?

does it????

able bodied people will decide you’re not disabled over *checks notes* the shoes you wear