Dysphoria

Sinner

avoidance has saved me from everything it's also killed me a hundred million times

But I know that's not true. That's just fantasy. Kid's stuff.

I SAW THE TV GLOW (2024) dir. Jane Schoenbrun

< seeing yourself in the mirror, finaly making eye contact with the person you always knew you were >

Hey guys, BeitElbaraka is a Lebanese nonprofit that is currently working to provide basic necessities to the displaced people from southern Lebanon like food and mattresses. You can help by donating through their website (select South Lebanon Aid) and please spread the word. Israel had displaced well over 100,000 people in recent months and this number is only going to increase now.

Hello, my name is Hala, and I am a mother of four children from Gaza. A few days before the war started, my husband traveled for medical treatment, but unfortunately, he hasn’t been able to return. Now, I am left to care for my children on my own, and I am struggling to provide for their basic needs, which has placed an immense burden and pressure on me.

We were directly bombed, and unfortunately, my home was completely burned down. We no longer have a place to shelter. I am constantly moving with my children from place to place, trying to protect them and keep them away from danger. There is no safe place here, as all of Gaza is under threat.

I am pleading for help to leave Gaza because I am suffering greatly. I want to take my children and go to Egypt, but that requires a large sum of money. The coordination for each person costs $5,000, and I cannot afford this amount after losing everything—our home and livelihood.

https://gofund.me/75b52b8a

Made this a while back and never posted it, but I figured I should now that I actually started T!!!

(Not a self portrait, this is just some guy)

a little sketchbook spread following the delay of my hrt appointment, im a little frustrated and sooo dysphoric

all this love with nowhere to go

art is wild because you can try to dig deep into some ugly feeling hiding in your chest in a place you didn’t even know you could reach. and then you put it on a canvas, and it may not even come out “good,” but you end up sobbing afterwards because now the feeling isn’t hiding anymore. Lord have mercy