evakshinova - Chaos God

evakshinova

Chaos God

20 y/o transmasc artist just art and random thoughts ~saving up for transitioning~ [COMMS OPEN]

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evakshinova
3 months ago

This isn't an ask but I just got to say after looking at your art it makes me want to pick up a pen and start drawing again. Honestly, your art style is so cool, keep up the awesome work!

:))

im so glad my art made an impact on you, go on, create, creativity is one thing they cannot take from us! im excited to see your work ^^

evakshinova
3 months ago

its just one of those days

Its Just One Of Those Days
evakshinova
3 months ago
A-idols???!!
A-idols???!!

a-idols???!!

evakshinova
5 months ago
More Charcoal đź’Ą

More charcoal đź’Ą

evakshinova
5 months ago

avoidance has saved me from everything it's also killed me a hundred million times

evakshinova
5 months ago
Kikuo Saito. Work On Paper

Kikuo Saito. Work on paper

evakshinova
5 months ago
That's Kind Of Crazy
That's Kind Of Crazy

that's kind of crazy

evakshinova
6 months ago
The Process Of Becoming Is Beautiful In Itself

the process of becoming is beautiful in itself

evakshinova
6 months ago
Art About Coming To Terms With Certain Feelings
Art About Coming To Terms With Certain Feelings
Art About Coming To Terms With Certain Feelings

art about coming to terms with certain feelings

evakshinova
6 months ago
Sorry For Not Posting, My Life Is A Mess Right Now

sorry for not posting, my life is a mess right now

my power was cut off and I just found out my parents are in serious debt. i am so stressed and dont have time for anything, please take care of yourselves.


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evakshinova
7 months ago
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles
Pick Your Battles

pick your battles

evakshinova
7 months ago

Hello, my name is Hala, and I am a mother of four children from Gaza. A few days before the war started, my husband traveled for medical treatment, but unfortunately, he hasn’t been able to return. Now, I am left to care for my children on my own, and I am struggling to provide for their basic needs, which has placed an immense burden and pressure on me.

Hello, My Name Is Hala, And I Am A Mother Of Four Children From Gaza. A Few Days Before The War Started,
Hello, My Name Is Hala, And I Am A Mother Of Four Children From Gaza. A Few Days Before The War Started,
Hello, My Name Is Hala, And I Am A Mother Of Four Children From Gaza. A Few Days Before The War Started,

We were directly bombed, and unfortunately, my home was completely burned down. We no longer have a place to shelter. I am constantly moving with my children from place to place, trying to protect them and keep them away from danger. There is no safe place here, as all of Gaza is under threat.

Hello, My Name Is Hala, And I Am A Mother Of Four Children From Gaza. A Few Days Before The War Started,

I am pleading for help to leave Gaza because I am suffering greatly. I want to take my children and go to Egypt, but that requires a large sum of money. The coordination for each person costs $5,000, and I cannot afford this amount after losing everything—our home and livelihood.

https://gofund.me/75b52b8a

evakshinova
7 months ago

Your art is incredible. I also dabble but fail to tap into expressing my dysphoria quite as well. It all really speaks to me. Thank you so much for sharing it

Thanksss ♡♡♡ i am so happy that my art is connecting with similar people, with the same feelings and thoughts as me!!

and im you can do it to for sure, is just practice and connecting with your emotions in the moment, im sure there is a couple ideas in your mind!!!

evakshinova
7 months ago

Hey guys, BeitElbaraka is a Lebanese nonprofit that is currently working to provide basic necessities to the displaced people from southern Lebanon like food and mattresses. You can help by donating through their website (select South Lebanon Aid) and please spread the word. Israel had displaced well over 100,000 people in recent months and this number is only going to increase now.

evakshinova
7 months ago
But I Know That's Not True. That's Just Fantasy. Kid's Stuff.
But I Know That's Not True. That's Just Fantasy. Kid's Stuff.

But I know that's not true. That's just fantasy. Kid's stuff.

I SAW THE TV GLOW (2024) dir. Jane Schoenbrun

evakshinova
7 months ago

Made this a while back and never posted it, but I figured I should now that I actually started T!!!

Made This A While Back And Never Posted It, But I Figured I Should Now That I Actually Started T!!!

(Not a self portrait, this is just some guy)


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evakshinova
7 months ago

art is wild because you can try to dig deep into some ugly feeling hiding in your chest in a place you didn’t even know you could reach. and then you put it on a canvas, and it may not even come out “good,” but you end up sobbing afterwards because now the feeling isn’t hiding anymore. Lord have mercy

evakshinova
7 months ago
Spotted In Wolseley, Winnipeg

spotted in wolseley, winnipeg

evakshinova
8 months ago

"I'll rise and become a transexual god"

"I'll Rise And Become A Transexual God"

the traditional ver of my previous post, i hope you guys like it. :3


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evakshinova
8 months ago

why cant you transition? what the fuck is stopping you? i dont give a shit about testosterone here. taking any steps is progress bros you can voice train and work out and change your wardrobe and buzz your hair. you can start t if you can get your hands on it, no one will know whats up for at least 6 months. save up to move out and play chicken with your transphobic family if you gotta. do not speak of your transition with a sense of defeatism, no one is able to stop you but you.

evakshinova
8 months ago
Do I Really Need To Say More???
Do I Really Need To Say More???
Do I Really Need To Say More???

do i really need to say more???

evakshinova
8 months ago

Hey! welcome!! im Evak, an immigrant 20 y/o trans man that loves to draw and hoping to one day make a living out of my art.

mostly do traditional art but im starting to do digital too. join me on my artistic journey

Links: twitter || instagram

DO NOT repost my art without crediting

I love making trans related artwork so if you have an idea hit me up!

Hey! Welcome!! Im Evak, An Immigrant 20 Y/o Trans Man That Loves To Draw And Hoping To One Day Make A
Hey! Welcome!! Im Evak, An Immigrant 20 Y/o Trans Man That Loves To Draw And Hoping To One Day Make A
Hey! Welcome!! Im Evak, An Immigrant 20 Y/o Trans Man That Loves To Draw And Hoping To One Day Make A

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