#mood
All of Simon’s songs to Zoey being ultimately about himself (If I stay I’ll be in trouble, I get jealous of other people you’re with, even though you’re in the other room I’m still preoccupied with my own problems) vs. All of Max’s songs to Zoey about loving her unconditionally and wanting to make her happy (even ones like Bye Bye Bye, with “I loved you endlessly/but you weren’t there for me”) I’m actually melting inside somebody hold me BACK
There are so many things I wish we’d done together; eating oranges freshly plucked from the trees in Nice, dancing under the stars at the Louvre.
May Calamawy as LAYLA EL-FAOULY MOON KNIGHT S01E03 - ’The Friendly Type’
i. i never fucking loved you. i told you i did, told you i did so much and i never meant it. told you i’d die without you / didn’t know what to do without you / couldn’t live without you. i lied through my teeth. gritted teeth, red lips, & me, lying to you. making you feel good. me, leaving. making you feel so, so bad.
ii. i loved seeing you break like that. so willing, so pretty – so desperate to fall in love. so i turned myself pretty for you / nice for you / perfect for you. and then i cracked your spine. sticky, wet tear trails on your rosebud cheeks, gasps as your heart shattered. i never loved you but seeing you wrecked, torn in half? perfect.
iii. here is the truth: i am a heartless murderer and i get off to destruction. you, wondering: why? asking, don’t you miss me? begging, please? a ballet dancer, spinning around in this web of lies. this web of i love yous. the truth hurts, doesn’t it? here, listen closely, let me whisper this in your ear: i never loved you, but there, when you were lying on the bathroom floor, sobbing—there, i almost did.
CONFESSIONS, by esther liv
“Your mother did not raise you with a wolf in your chest so you could howl over losing a man.”
read this on here today and i haven’t stopped thinking about this quote since (via pluiedem)
In peace, may you leave the shore. In love, may you find the next. Safe passage on your travels, Until our final journey to the ground. May we meet again.
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