𝗗𝗢 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗜 𝗦𝗔𝗬 !! ♪

Stu Macher X F!Reader

summary: you haven't called stu all day because of an argument you had. you've been avoiding him, and stu is getting fed up.

warnings !!: slight angst, slight smut, degradation, cussing, begging & slight rough smut

word count: 533

I AM RUSTY. BE NICE TO ME 😭 (and lmk what I can improve).

𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗘 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞 !? ♪

“Why didn't you call me back!? Why are you so obsessed with me!?”

Regina George - Mean girls

It was 3:24 pm. You were at home tidying your room and cleaning up the house. It was almost 24 hours since you've talked to Stu after the argument you two had. You tried to keep your mind off it for now. Soon you heard your phone ring. You picked up.

Y/N: “Yes?”

Stu: “Baby..can we talk-” You hung up. You certainly were not in the mood to hear from Stu and were obviously still salty. The phone rang again. This time you let it go to voicemail and you got a message from Stu.

Stu: “Baby…can you please pick up? I just wanna talk to you and apologize! I miss you so much” He sounded so whiny. You could almost hear his voice break. But you weren't gonna budge. Five minutes went by and he's calling again? Another message came in.

Stu: “Baby, I'm serious! Please can we talk?” You deleted the message and went back to cleaning. It seemed like Stus patience was a thread and it thinned every second. Another call came in after 3 minutes.

Stu: “Who the fuck do you think you are!? You think you can just sit around and not answer my fucking calls? Answer the fucking phone you dumb bitch.” Of course you deleted that one. Another one came in. 2 minutes later.

Stu: “I can show up to your fucking house and make you talk to me. Do you fucking want that!? Do I have to fucking break inside your fucking house to fucking talk to you?” Then immediately after a rock tapped your window. You went to see what caused it. And as soon as you peeked, you saw Stu.

He was standing right outside your house, below your window.

Stu: “You wanna come talk to me now!? Huh bitch? Get the fuck down here!” He yelled up to your window. And immediately you went downstairs to open the door. Stu was there waiting and invited himself in and went up to your room.

Y/N: “Wh- Stu! What the fuck-”

Stu: “You don't get to fucking speak! Shut the fuck up.” He closed the door and stood in front of you. “You are such a little fucking bitch, y'know that? Huh!? Come here..” He took you by the neck and roughly rubbed it. His other hand sliding up to grip your hair. He kissed you forcefully. Despite the roughness, you loved it. “I came here to apologize and you're gonna fucking let me.”

Stu took you by the neck and set you in a chair. He crouched down and put his hands on your thighs as he started talking to you.

Stu: “Baby. I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you okay baby? Will you talk to me now? I love you baby…I promise..I'm sorry.. please baby?” He looked up at you teary eyed and his voice breaking. “Baby..”

Y/N: “Fine..I forgive you.” Stu's face lit up immediately. He got up and hugged you. And kissed your cheek repeatedly.

Stu: “Fuck yes!” he giggled. “Can I take you out today? Should we go see a movie? Anything you want, baby..”

Y/N: “A movie is fine..”

[THE END. I GOT LAZY. 💀]

"proving" shifting through scientific evidence (& philosophic theory)

this post is heavily inspired by @voldyateme on tiktok. i saw her video and decided to do research on my own, and write a detailed post about this topic to make myself understand better. i also would like to mention that some of the claims irene made in her tiktok were wrong (and biased) i also wanted to clear some things up for myself.

fyi: long post ahead. this took me three days to understand and write. i might still be a bit unclear on my understanding of some aspects, but to avoid having to write a whole novel on the subject, i simplified my findings and shortened them by a lot.

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john clauser is a physicist who won the nobel peace prize in 2022 for his work on quantum entanglement. his theory confirms that quantum particles can be entangled across vast distances, and that their behaviors are instantly connected, even if they're light years apart.

a very simplified example:

i: you create two entangled particles

ii: you send particle A to tokyo, and particle B to paris

iii: a person in tokyo measures particle A and sees it spinning up, then instantly, meaning instantly, faster than light, the person in paris will know particle B is spinning down

this is simply based on particle A or B's observation, w/o there having to be sent any message or signal between them. they behave as if they're one system - not two separate ones.

the moment you measure one particle, you're instantly aware of the other particle's state.

⭒ relating quantum entanglement to shifting:

okay so now we know that entangled particles act as of they're one system, even through long distances. so, if everything was once connected to the big bang, then on some level, everything may still be entangled. meaning you, your consciousness and other "versions" of yourself in other realities.

this could therefore suggest that we are already connected to all possible versions of ourselves. they exist within a quantum field of potential, and our awareness can shift between these versions by tuning into the version we desire - essentially by choosing a different frequency.

say you're listening to the radio. you know that you’re able to listen to any radio broadcast because there are thousands playing at the same exact time, but you choose which one to listen to, knowing you have the choice to change it to another.

it's the same exact with shifting. you know that there are endless versions of you in existence right this moment - you only have to choose to become aware of your desired self.

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john wheeler, another physicist, proved that reality is directly linked to our consciousness and what we observe. it's been demonstrated that particles don't move until they're actually observed. so if we're not observing something, it doesn't have a definite state at all. this is called the "observer effect"

the effect has challenged and in some ways helped disprove einstein's theory of realism. einstein believed that that the physical world exists independently of whether we observe it or not.

example: according to einstein, if a tree falls in a forest and no one is there to observe it, the tree still falls. this is shown to be false on a quantum level. that said, we can't w/ certainty say that the tree does (or doesn’t) exist if no one is perceiving it (confusing, trust me, i know)

wheeler also proved that particles will change their makeup based on our choices and observation. simplified, this means that reality doesn't fully decide its state until it's observed. it can have different outcomes, and our choices affect the past behavior of particles.

⭒ relating the observer effect to shifting:

we know that quantum particles don't take on a definite form or "reality" until they're observed. this implies that our observation plays a direct role in shaping reality - not just by watching, but also deciding. this implies that reality isn't fixed, but fluid, shaped by our decisions, thoughts and observations and means we can "choose" our reality.

quantum physics shows that reality isn't fixed until observed, observation and consciousness do play a key role and that multiple outcomes are possible. so our consciousness focus can be said to be the mechanism that "shifts" us into a desired timeline or reality.

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way before quantum physics existed, george berkley, a philosopher in the 1700s argued the idea "to be is to be perceived", which is eerily similar to what scientists are exploring today.

he believed that physical objects don't exist independently of our own perception. so if no one is for example perceiving a tree, then it doesn't exist.

berkeley said that there is no such thing as matter existing on its own w/o a mind to perceive it. BUT! there's a twist. you see, berkley also argued the existence of God being necessary to explain how the world works within his theory of perception and idealism.

okay so, to simplify because it can be really confusing:

i: physical things only exist if they're being perceived.

ii: when humans aren't perceiving things, God is.

iii: the reason why the world keeps existing even when we're not looking is because God is always "watching".

this raises the question: if we're not perceiving something, and the only reason it exists because God is, then how do we know it actually exists when we're not perceiving it?

berkeley responded:

"we know it exists because we can come back and perceive it again, and it behaves consistently"

if you look at a tree, walk away, come back. it's still there. berkeley argued that you assume the tree existed the whole time because when you go back, the tree would still be there, at the exact same spot.

this consistency would therefore be explained by God's continuous perception of it. so even though you didn't perceive it the whole time, the fact that reality is orderly and consistent is reliable "proof" that something (God) kept it there.

critics have argued back that assuming God is perceiving all the time isn't proof that He actually is, so how would we know that?

the answer is: w/o God, things would just pop in and out of existence every time we blink and that doesn't happen. so God is used to explain why the world is consistent and stable even when we're not watching.

you can't personally perceive something that you're not perceiving, but you trust that it's still there when you go back there, because of God.

berkeley's theory is still relevant today because the things he imagined in the 1700s do line up w/ scientific discoveries today and i resonate w/ his theory, so i just had to include it even though God’s existence isn’t proven. it’s fascinating, really.

⭒ relating george’s idealism to reality shifting:

if, like berkeley said, things only exist when they're being perceived, and if reality stays consistent because someone is always perceiving it, then that means perception isn't just passive, it's creative and shapes what exists.

this ties back to shifting beacuse it suggests that your desired reality doesn't need to "appear" in front of you for it to be real - it only needs to be perceived. if you consciously focus on your dr, perceiving it in your mind as real, then by berkeley's logic, it is real, maybe not in the physical sense just yet, but within the field of awareness that gives rise to reality in the first place.

so basically: if reality is perception based, and you're perceiving your dr, then you're giving form to something that exists because you're actively perceiving it, and you are capable of being in that place.

Why do ppl complain about “stolen” themes, like your purple collage and lines is not unique 😭 you’re not the only person who likes the color red and Gojo?! Idk it’s stupid that ppl are literally harassed off this app because of this

Tim LaFlour X Reader

summary: after a day out with tim he invites you to his dorm and offers to show you his room. he also has a confession to make.

warnings !!: small praise, cussing, semi sexual tension, semi smut, semi gender specific compliments, fluff ?

word count: 685

Besties, please be nice to me. I'm rusty and please (nicely) tell me how to improve with writing.

𝗗𝗢 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗪𝗔𝗡𝗡𝗔 𝗦𝗘𝗘 𝗠𝗬 𝗥𝗢𝗢𝗠 ?

“no really...I insist..I'll show you everything...”

You and Tim we're walking on the street, laughing with each other. You stopped in front of his dorm building. Tim let out a small sigh,

Tim: “You wanna go up to my dorm?”

Y/N: “Oh..I really shouldn't.”

Tim: “Oh come on! It'll be fun..just for a second, okay?” You nodded and walked upstairs with him. He had on a black and red striped sweater, baggy low-rise jeans, a chain cross necklace, dirty black converse, and white above ankle socks. He excitedly stopped in front of his dorm door.

Tim: “Here we are! Beautiful isn't it?” he fakely sighed and pressed his cheek against the door. And you both giggled. “Soo..do you wanna like…go inside at all or?” He moved from the door and came a little closer. Silently giving you siren eyes.

Y/N: “I should really get home-”

Tim: “But it's uh…cold outside, plus you haven't even seen my room yet! I promise that my room is cool as fuck!” You both laugh as he keeps talking. “I promise.”

Y/N: “It’s really cool?”

Tim: “Super…cool..” He came closer, he was slightly towering over you. It felt as though within the silence, Tim was thinking about reaching out to touch you. The silence was; for some reason; exotic? Tim kept looking down at you. His eyes seemed to be creating images of what you'd look like unclothed, you didn't know for sure, but you were certain. He suddenly cleared his throat.

Tim: “Uh…do you wanna go inside now?” You nodded. And you noticed how Tim was a little nervous, it was kinda cute. He showed you the bathroom, Darryl's room as he wasn't home, and you finally reached his room. He sat down on the side of his bed and looked at you as you came in. “Welcome to my lair!” he giggled and jumped on the bed as you sat down next to where he previously sat. He bounced back down to sit on the bed and looked at you. “Sooooo…what do you think!? Is it cool as fuck?”

Y/N: “Yup..it's amazing” you said, unimpressed.

Tim: “Ohh, Come on! My room is amazing. Especially my bed. You see how soft this is!? Feel this shit. Move real quick.” He got up under the covers and the sheet and looked at you as you stood up and smiled. “Get under the covers with me! It's so fucking soft I swear.” You sighed and got underneath beside Tim. He poked your cheek and quickly looked at a wall like he didn't do anything.

Y/N: “Wh…did you poke me?!?” you chuckled and he looked at you “confused”.

Tim: “Who? Me? Pfft! What? No! I would..I would never!” His laughter tried to break in as he tried to speak with a straight face. You lightly nugged his shoulder. You two locked eyes again. He seemed to slowly lean in as he looked at you. His eyes softened and he licked his lips. He seemed to study your face as well as you looked at him. He caressed your face and slowly leaned in. “Can I?” You nodded, and with your silent consent Tim kissed you. And then more and more followed. With every kiss, his hands decided to explore you and hold you. One hand slightly held your hair and face, the other holding at your waist.

Tim: “I don't know if right now is the right time to say this…but..I've always thought you were so gorgeous. And I have had a crush on you for the longest time..”

Y/N: “I like you too actually..”

Tim: “You do?”

Y/N: “Mhm”

Tim: “Holy shit…no way! Are you fucking serious!? No fucking way! Really!?” The excitement on his face was adorable. He kissed you again. “Do you maybe wanna…go out some time?”

Y/N: “Uh, yes!? Of course I would!”

Tim: “Sweet! When can I pick you up? 3:00pm? Mall?”

Y/N: “Sure, Tim” You kissed him again and he smiled as he pulled away.

Tim: “I must be dreaming..” You both laugh and look at each other. Before exchanging more soft kisses.

[y'all it's 12:49am. I gotta go to BED.]

✶﹐STARS SECRET DIARY﹒ᶻz ☆

I just thought this would be a cool thing to do !! ♪

Hello everyone! My name is star (not really) but you can call me dreamcatcher if you want! I'm a Capricorn. My favorite colors are pink and yellow. I'm an infp and my favorite food is anything pasta!

LIKES :D

★ Art, painting, fashion, writing, creative writing, crochet, amigurumi, converse shoes, sparkly/flashy items, my room, food, avocados, horror movies, Stu Macher (my soulmate), science, biology, etc

DISLIKES D:

★ Ignorant people (like educate yourself), invading space, no respect for boundaries, racist mofos, transphobia, homophobia, math, people who can't mind their business, mean mofos, etc.

FAVORITES !!:

shows - I am not okay with this, the girl from nowhere and stranger things

movies - IT, as above so below, mean girls, kick ass, the taking of Deborah Logan, paranorman, coraline and kubo and the two strings

artists - tylerthecreator, melanie martinez, ashnikko, poppy, tierra whack, rico nasty, baby tate, sza, kendrick lamar and cavetown.

FAVORITE SONGS !?:

20 something - sza

after the storm by kali uchis (feat. tylerthecreator)

come on, let's go by tylerthecreator

pluto by melanie martinez

we'll never have sex by leith ross

love by kendrick lamar

hell n back by bakar

glued by melanie martinez

me bopping along to the live action snow white soundtrack while laughing at the fact that grown adults lost their damn minds over a disney movie

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 -- ♪

pooks were just planning things out rn okay 😔✋?

☾ - fluff,, 𖤐 - smut ,, ❀ - angst

ANIMAL ROOM☠️

Doug Van Housen

coming soon!!

DEAD MANS CURVE†

Tim

coming soon !

SENSELESS ☎️♪

Tim LaFlour

come to my room ?

more coming !!

SCREAM 🔪🩸

Stu Macher ﹒𐙚

jealousy, jealousy ♪ + carnival ❀

legs up, or toes down ♪ 𖤐

call me back !? ♪ ❀ & 𖤐

more coming!!

KICKASS 🎧♪

Dave Lewinski ˎˊ-꒷

to be continued....

COD 🚨 !?

Ghost - to be continued....

Keegan - to be continued....

Köing - to continued....

LORD OF THE RINGS ✩﹒ᶻz﹒

Frodo Baggins

to be continued....

! THE FACULTY ♡﹒ᶻz

Casey Conner

to be continued...

♡﹒PEACEMAKER﹢﹒ᶻ﹒

Adrian Chase

to be continued....

✶﹐BULLET TRAIN﹢﹒

Tangerine

to be continued...

just some things I wanna mention before I get requests!

1﹒✶ ᶻz﹒ - when you're requesting please be nice and say “please” and “thank you” and not demand things. I will (and do) put a lot of effort into requests and the least y'all could do is be a lil nice to me <3

2﹒✶ ᶻz﹒ - I do not write for real individuals (that's crazy asf). I will write for characters played by real people, but it will only be about the characters not the actors.

3﹒✶ ᶻz﹒ - I do take nsfw requests, but I don't write anything including; ageplay, petplay, skat, etc. I'm allowed to deny requests I'm not okay with. Please respect that.

4﹒✶ ᶻz﹒ - I don't expect anyone who interacts to be 18+ because I know a lot of ppl who read aren't and probably don't care enough to stop reading 💀. So the least I can do is hope you're 18+ when you request or interact.

5﹒✶ ᶻz﹒ - I do not make my readers appearance specific. So anyone that's reading, no matter what they look like, can enjoy. Things that can be easily added but don't completely change the readers appearance (like piercings, clothing, personality, etc.) can absolutely be requested! But I don't take requests for hyper specific things.

6﹒✶ ᶻz﹒- I DO NOT write for characters that are 18-. And I don't “age up” characters (like ew)...

𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 💋

Welcome to my navigation post! I'm Star (the best author ever). This just involves my master list, some stuff about me, guidelines and more !!

I do make mature content but I don't encourage minors to read my shit. But I can't stop you soo 🤷🏽‍♀️. Also, I don't encourage or make anything that involves minors or underage sexual activity.

✶﹐﹢﹒ 𝗆𝖺𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍,, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗋 (𝗆𝖾),, 𝗀𝗎𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌,, 𝗋𝖾𝗉𝗌 𝗈𝗉𝖾𝗇 †﹐﹢﹒ (ignore that idk how to make a request post💀)

my shifting acc ---> @sunnydreamxlace

my interests and soulmates:

scream | stu macher

senseless | tim laflour

kickass | dave lewinski

lord of the rings | frodo baggins

cod | köing, ghost, keegan

peacemaker | adrian chase

the faculty | casey conner

slc punk | stevo

animal room | doug van housen

BUT DADDY I LOVE HIM.