"It's A Sad Truth That I Will Write About Everyone I Love, But None Of Them Will Even Try And Put Me

Important Things My Friends Have Said To Me:

- "No, it's not okay. I can tell you're upset. I'm here if you want to talk."

- "I can't help you if you don't want to help yourself."

- "Trust me. I'm not going to hurt you. I promise."

- "You are too amazing for us to forget. We'd be stupid if we forgot you."

- "Don't worry. I'll protect you."

- "I wilL PUNCH YOU WITH FRIENDSHIP IF YOU DON'T STOP TALKING BAD ABOUT YOURSELF."

- "Don't worry! I'm smiling, and you should too. :D"

- "You should've told me. I'm here for you. I'm always here for you."

- "They love you, I love you. Please, accept our love."

I have such wholesome and great friends. What did I do to deserve them?

I don't have a cool or interesting post today. Highschool sucks. I have no one. I'm so incredibly lonely it's not even funny. I got my heart broken for the 2nd time by the same person. It feels like the one millionth time. My heart aches. My eyes want to cry, but nothing will come out. The thing is, it's not his fault either. Maybe I just deserve it. Everything. I'm sorry self. I told you I would be better. But the crying won't stop. I'm sorry. When will this go away? When can I feel like me again? I don't even know who I am anymore. This isn't for attention. This is for myself. I tried comforting me, but instead, I'm falling apart.

This is my theme for today;

I find this a little too personal-

Google your name, favorite color, and the word aesthetic

Pick 4 images you like and you have yourself a moodboard 💖

I was tagged by @romanticize-and-decay tysm I loved this!

Im tagging @teamjacobthot @witchyangela and @howlonghaveyoubeenseventeen

I'm scared to form friendships because I know I'm going to give it my all. I'll be loyal every single time. I'll stay up with them until 3AM if they just need to talk. I'll never abandon them. I'll comfort them and give them letters. I'll do everything. But for me? They'll be interested for a little bit. Then they'll drift away and abandon me. They won't care. They won't even think of me. This is why I don't make friendships; because I'll get hurt all over again and I need to protect myself.

- Dreaming of Wolves//Memoir

Fun Facts About Me (Part Two):

- I fall for the shy and quiet nerds >:D watch out

- I also fall for the funny extroverts

- My favorite Pokémon is Ninetales

- I once ate a dandelion

- I once jumped down a whole flight of stairs

- Scaring me is incredibly easy if I trust you

- If I don't, I already expect it so beWARE

- Animals are drawn to me for some reason?

- I'm bad at convos

- I say 'y'all' when referencing people at my school

- I will say "I hate you" to your face if I mean it

- I have no regrets

- My family is actually super poor

- My house is always a mess except my room

- I am the only introvert surronded by extroverts in my family.

I never really got a childhood. Sure, I had a beginning, but a troubled one. I became an escapist from day one, always flying to my imaginary world instead of the real one. I didn't like reality, and frankly, I still don't because of the people inside them. I had to grow up too fast. They pushed me into the blinding reality, and I got hurt. They laughed when I fell in my hole, and they never helped me get back out. I never forgave them for that. Now, as I look back, my beginning was stolen, my middle was me realizing it, and what will my end be? All I want is a happily ever after, something of fairy tales. I want to be the girl raised by wolves, or protected by the forest creatures. I want to find someone who makes me feel so loved I won't even have to doubt it anymore. I need something to prove me wrong that my end won't be as tragic as how it all was written in the start. It's time I pick up the pencil. It's time I start rewriting my life.

- Dreaming of Wolves// Short Stories

Pass the happy along! When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy then send to the last 10 people in your activity! (You don't have to if you don't want to! <3)

Oooooh, alright.

1. My friends (this includes my rabbit)

2. Canines

3. Books/Literature

4. Art

5. Astrological stuff

I tag @glugenash @razberrypuck

Uhhh and I'll think of more people to add soon

old 6th grade 2012 percy jackson fans who stopped reading in middle school when they realize percy jackson has an ACTUAL potential tv adaptation coming from disney:

Ahhh! Friend! I love tag games! :) Thank you for thinking of me.

1. Name: Morgan (but on social media, it's typically Shadow)

2. Nickname: ...I have so many. so. many.

3. Sign: Aquarius Sun, Aries Moon, Scorpio Rising (with a lot of Aqua, Pisces, and Scorp in my chart-)

4. Height: oh. oh no. I'm very smol.... 4'11"

5. Languages: English and French

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Winter -- agh, I love everything about it. The snow, the ice (as long as I'm not slipping on it), the holidays, aaaaaaaah.

8. Favorite Flower: Lilac

9. Favorite Scent: Also lilac, but I love lavender too.

10. Favorite Color: Purple

11. Favorite Animals: haHAHAHA, it's in my username, they're everywhere I go, they're what I'm known for! Wolves. Always.

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: Lapis (Steven Universe), Blue and Kiba (Wolf's Rain), Kurt Hummel (Glee), pretty much all of Glee tbh, all of Wings of Fire (specifically the Prophecy Dragonets, Moonwatcher, Fatespeaker, and Blue), Star and Moon (Star vs. The Forces of Evil), Scarlet Witch, Tony Stark, Hawkeye, Jean Grey, and Morgan Stark (Marvel), and so many more!!

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Herbal tea is amazing, but I also love hot chocolate.

14. Average Amount of Sleep: I'm an insomniac so it honestly depends. I've been pretty restless recently.

15. Dogs or Cats: Both! Though, I LOVE dogs so much. hhh

16. Number of Blankets: Three, along with the fan going haha

17. Dream Trip: I want to travel everywhere. I want adventure in the great wide somewheeeere! I think my dream place to travel is Japan. I would also love to go explore Norway, Germany, and Ireland.

18. Blog Established: This isn't my first blog. I had one waaaay back in 2014-2015 because of my old friends. But now, since my friends and fandoms are here, I have returned and I created this blog.

19. Followers: 345. qwq I'm not sure why I have so many, but thank you!! haha

20. Random Fun Fact: I was named after the triple trine Goddess Morrigan in Celtic culture! :)

I tag whoever would like to do this!

Have fun!

Time for Another Tag Game!

Thank you to @reviewandrepeat for tagging me!

Answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers (or however many you feel)

1. Name: A

2. Nicknames: A ;)

3. Zodiac: Leo

4. Height: 5′5″

5. Languages: English

6. Nationality: American

7. Favorite Season: Autumn

8.Favorite Flower: Carnation

9. Favorite Scent: Burning wood

10. Favorite Color: Silver

11.Favorite Animals: Penguins and pandas

12. Favorite Fictional Characters: From Books: Hermione Granger, Sirius Black, Ronan Lynch from The Raven Cycle, Cath Avery from Fangirl, Irene Winters from the Invisible Library, Inej Ghafa from Six of Crows, Lucy Penvensie from the Chronicles of Narnia, and Crowley from Good Omens

 From Movies: Kijeong aka Jessica from Parasite, John Wick, Lilo and Stitch (yes both of them, an iconic duo), Mulan, Merida from Brave, Ferris Bueller

13. Favorite Hot Beverage: Tea

14. Average Amount of Sleep: It varies anywhere from 3 hours to 12 tbh

15. Dogs or Cats: DOGS

16. Number of Blankets: I lost count because we keep buying more since my dog steals them all

17. Dream Trip: London

18. Blog Established: I’ve had multiple blogspots and Tumblrs throughout the years…here we are now.

19. Followers: 20 between this one and the actual blog

20. Random Fun Fact: I do an annual 52 books in 52 weeks Goodreads challenge every year and this is the first year I’m actually ahead!

I’m tagging @booksandsundresses @sweetscoffeeandtea @illthdar @rangeroftnorth @borderlinevvitch @lesbean-bookdragon @mynameisgoliath @radshitstarfish @ellisgrace @plaidetchocolatchaud @whosgallifreyian @weird-writer-fan @meliodas8877 @cronache-di-un-mesotes