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Fun Facts About Me (Part One):

- I am most certainly a heartbreaker, but I always feel bad about it

- I wear my heart on my sleeve

- Sometimes if you listen closely, I'm singing

- Catch me walking anywhere and I'm also singing

- I also randomly dance

- I drink a lot of water. A lot.

- I have a scar on my left hand from clawing myself with my own fingernail

- My fingernails are pointed upwards on purpose

- I have an iconic fashion style

- And by that I mean I only wear black, purple, and blue

- I have tiny arms

- I have tiny hands

- I'm really smol

- Smoller than most. It looks kinda unhealthy

- I have an awkward hunch

- My eyes are very intimidating

Uhm?? Sign me up! I love thiss

I wish my hair was still undertoned with purple tho,, pretty accurate to 2018 me, tho

I like having fun

I'm scared to form friendships because I know I'm going to give it my all. I'll be loyal every single time. I'll stay up with them until 3AM if they just need to talk. I'll never abandon them. I'll comfort them and give them letters. I'll do everything. But for me? They'll be interested for a little bit. Then they'll drift away and abandon me. They won't care. They won't even think of me. This is why I don't make friendships; because I'll get hurt all over again and I need to protect myself.

- Dreaming of Wolves//Memoir

Important Things My Friends Have Said To Me:

- "No, it's not okay. I can tell you're upset. I'm here if you want to talk."

- "I can't help you if you don't want to help yourself."

- "Trust me. I'm not going to hurt you. I promise."

- "You are too amazing for us to forget. We'd be stupid if we forgot you."

- "Don't worry. I'll protect you."

- "I wilL PUNCH YOU WITH FRIENDSHIP IF YOU DON'T STOP TALKING BAD ABOUT YOURSELF."

- "Don't worry! I'm smiling, and you should too. :D"

- "You should've told me. I'm here for you. I'm always here for you."

- "They love you, I love you. Please, accept our love."

I have such wholesome and great friends. What did I do to deserve them?

14.

I’m at 5 what about you?

I'm right, right? Cause that's my whole feeling right now

I don't have a cool or interesting post today. Highschool sucks. I have no one. I'm so incredibly lonely it's not even funny. I got my heart broken for the 2nd time by the same person. It feels like the one millionth time. My heart aches. My eyes want to cry, but nothing will come out. The thing is, it's not his fault either. Maybe I just deserve it. Everything. I'm sorry self. I told you I would be better. But the crying won't stop. I'm sorry. When will this go away? When can I feel like me again? I don't even know who I am anymore. This isn't for attention. This is for myself. I tried comforting me, but instead, I'm falling apart.

This is my theme for today;

"How dare you. How dare you leave me when I am at my worst. You hold a blank stare as you shatter me with your words. Can't you see I'm bleeding out? You storm away and shut the door, and the only thing I can possibly think of is how I just lost you. And how much I'm going to miss you. But you don't care, and now I realize, you never did."

- Dreaming of Wolves//Vent

Please let them hire actual teenagers/kids to play the PJO characters and not fully grown adults, and actually have them look like their descriptions given in the book THIS TIME

So like,, the jacket is kinda right?? But the wrong color?

Yeah! I like this anyway!

it was bound to happen anyway

doll maker can be found here!