Spent 6 Hours At The ER, Got My Blood Tested Twice, ECG Twice, Xray For My Chest. Only For My Results

i mean absolutely noooo disrespect but shiftok has affected me and my mind is trying to tell me im schizophrenic and crazy for believing shifting is real. i need some reassurance on this HELP.ME

let’s start with understanding what schizophrenia is. its a serious mental health condition that affects how people think, feel and behave. it may result in a mix of hallucinations, delusions, and disorganized thinking and behavior. hallucinations involve seeing things or hearing voices that aren't observed by others.

what does science know about hallucinations? you cannot consciously choose what you hallucinate; hallucinations are involuntary experiences that occur due to underlying causes.

what do we know about shifting? you choose what to live. it’s not an hallucination, and goes against everything what an hallucination is. also, listen to people affected by schizophrenia talk about their hallucinations, and then at a shifter about their life in dr. you don’t see hallucinations like we see reality. also, shifters (who don’t have schizophrenia) still have organised thinking and behaviour and do not show any symptoms.

also, how can you live, for example, seven months in your dr when in your cr it’s only few minutes? even for people with schizophrenia, time itself remains linear during hallucinations. so, if you are hallucinating your dr for 5 months….. why in your cr it’s not five months later when you came back? why people around you noticed absolutely nothing when you are in your dr? shifters who have shifted would have been in a mental hospital if they were hallucinating all of that.

people who diagnose shifters with true mental health conditions know nothing about those conditions. its not only disrespectful, but just ignorant.

wait- i just thought about something. why don’t i use my anxiety for my advantage?

“i’m shifting tonight and there’s nothing i can do about it. i have to face it. i just have to shift because i don’t have another choice. i shift or i shift.”

arent you tired of always reading about the same stuff? 'ignore the 3d!' or 'imagination is the true reality'. you are tired of it. we are tired of it. but guess what; people say that because thats literally all that fucking matters and stop scrolling hoping to find some kind of secret formula invented in China in the 357 b.C that only 5 people know about, because that is not going to happen. STOP SCROLLING and START APPLYING all that you know because THATS ALL THERE IS TO KNOW, and if you dont want to THEN FUCK OFF AND STOP WHINING ABOUT 'IT NOT WORKING' LIKE BIIIIIITCH I CAN SEE YOUR FINGER GETTING READY TO SCROLL AGAIN HAVE SOME SHAMEEE

tw - mention of mh, od, ed

i’ve wasted my years wishing i was somewhere else.

i wanted to shift so badly that i stop caring about my life here. i’m not living, i’m just existing.

shifting is a big reason why i’m still alive today but i don’t have a healthy relationship with it. i remember when i gave up on shifting back in 2021 and i attempted to take my own life. i was so hopeless.

five years of shifting and i mini-shifted(?) once. i’ve wasted 5 years of my life to the desire to escape. i could’ve studied and went to college but i didn’t. why would i, when i can just shift? but i couldn’t shift and i wasted my time. shifting never solved my problems, only helped me escape. it didn’t heal my depression, anxiety and ed. it just gave me hope. it was just a distraction from my sad life.

i want to be happy here, i wanna stop wanting to escape. i want to get a life. i’m almost 21 and i’m a mess. my life is a mess.

i’m going to change that. i’m going to appreciate this life and manifest making it better. i’m giving life another chance. i’m going to change myself and my life.

is this giving up on shifting? i don’t know, maybe. i’m forever grateful to know about shifting but i just really need to change the way i view shifting. i need to change my life first but i can’t give up on shifting. i have to shift.

“i have to! because if i don’t, that means all the damage i got isn’t good damage, it’s just damage.“

i’m going to start appreciating my life. i’m gonna start living. for most my whole life i was just existing but im gonna change that now.

this shouldn’t be just my “current reality” or “original reality”. this should be a reality that i enjoy.

i’m not gonna wait for shifting just to live, i’m going to live now.

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Evies optical illusion kit: change your perspective on shifting, this is all a tent. Yes, a tent.

Hi, Hello my dear shifters! It‘s your favourite shifting blogger Evie again and today I want to fix your perspective. Life, Reality and everything is perspective. Everything changes, when perspective comes into play. Did your crush reject you, or did you dodge a bullet? Are you mean to your dog, or are just not letting him die due to chocolate-poisoning? Are you spending too much money, or are you living sustainably? Your thoughts create reality, but perspective interprets it. One of the first things that you learn when you start out shifting is „you can not get stuck in your DR, you can leave whenever you want to“

Something that a lot of people tend to forget, is that you cannot get stuck in your CR either. Reality is not permanent, and reality can not own you as a being, because it’s just a creation from you. How can you get stuck in something you decide to be there or not? Shifters think that shifting is this process, that is so fucking hard in the very first time and after that is all light and breezy because then you‘ll know. They love to say „you‘ll know“. You‘ll know how to shift, you’ll know that it‘s real, you‘ll know how it feels, you‘ll know how it works. And because of that, the first shift is an absolute pain in the ass to achieve but the ones after that are just going to sleep and wake up, right? „Yes, Evie, because it‘s going home from your DR! I won‘t have to make any method or effort to shift to my CR, it‘s the CR! Why would that be hard? I can‘t seem to even fucking leave this place, why would it be any effort to return to it?“

See where I am going with this? If you took that mindset, and flipped it to your momentary situation, maybe you‘d actually shift. If you view this reality as hard to leave and easy to return to, why don‘t you change the perspective to fit your mindset? Pretend this Reality would be your DR and the reality you are trying to shift to was yo ur actual CR. Would you assume it to be hard? Exactly. Realities are all out of the same material. They are all on the same level. This reality might be a DR for someone and they are having trouble entering this one right this second. Sounds bizarre right? That’s because you need to stop viewing a DR as this Empire State Building and your CR as a Tent. All realities are tents. They can all be caves even I don‘t mind. If leaving is easy, than that applies to every reality, not just your DRs because you script that it’s easy to leave. Bestie I hate to tell you this: but if you assume you have a hard time to shift, than that’s you real-time scripting your CR. You call the shots babe. Keep your assumptions in check, keep your thoughts positive and don‘t stand in your own way.

I really hope that this little post was able to help someone out there today! If you need anything don‘t be afraid to ask!

yours in every reality,

Evie <3