Wait- I Just Thought About Something. Why Don’t I Use My Anxiety For My Advantage?

why do i have lucid dreams every night??? ITS SO ANNOYING LIKE IM SICK OF IT. just let me rest and have a normal dream. i just can’t have normal dreams its always lucid. ik it might seem fun at first but it gets annoying and boring after a while. please i wanna have a normal dream

STOP POST-PONING YOUR DREAM LIFE!!!!

BRO!!! YOU WOULD HAVE ENTERED/WOKE UP IN THE VOID STATE BY NOW IF YOU JUST EMBODIED THE STATE OF SOMEONE WHO ALWAYS ENTERS THE VOID EFFORTLESSLY!!! IT’S THAT SIMPLE!!!

I EMBODIED THAT STATE FOR A DAY AND ENTERED THE VOID STATE, IN A LOUD CLASSROOM IN THE MOST UNCOMFORTABLE POSITION KNOWN TO MAN!!!! ON A HARD ASS DESK AND CHAIR!!! WITH MY TEACHER YAPPING IN THE BACKGROUND!!! ALL BECAUSE I HELD THE ASSUMPTION THAT I ENTER EFFORTLESSLY AND UNDER 5 MINUTES AND GUESS WHAT?! I ENTERED IN UNDER 5 MIN!!!! LMFAO

HOW BAD DOES YOUR LIFE HAVE TO GET FOR YOU TO DISCIPLINE YOURSELF AND ENTER THE VOID STATE!!!

STOP WAITING FOR TOMORROW, OR AT NIGHTTIME!

God, this shifting thing is really becoming a necessity, I can't stand anything or anyone here, I need to leave as soon as possible.

It's okay to not want to be in this reality. It's okay to permashift. It's okay to respawn. It's okay to have a dr that's not morally okay to others. It's okay to be madly in love with a “fictional character” and shift for them. It's okay to script anything, or not script at all. It's okay to script people out of your dr. It's okay to go off canon. It's okay to use shifting as a coping mechanism. It's okay to not feel motivated to shift. Iits okay to hate your cr. It's okay to doubt. It's okay to feel homesick even when you haven't shifted yet. It's okay to have a s/o. It's okay to not have a s/o. It's okay to only want to shift and then come back. It's okay to have a popular dr. It's okay to not have a popular dr. It's okay to not use methods to shift. It's okay to use methods to shift. It's okay to shift due to your current circumstances. It's okay to shift if you just want to and have no other motive. It's okay.

Does anyone get hate like this for no reason? I haven’t done anything wrong. i just don’t understand why, so I thought maybe its like automatic or something.

I’m sorry for tagging shifting, i just really need to know. I wanna know if the hate is specific for me for the community.

Even if it’s not a real person it’s not easy for me to hear these things.

Please tell me if you know anything.

officially giving up on my cr

Spent 6 hours at the ER, got my blood tested twice, ECG twice, xray for my chest. Only for my results to be clean!!! My chest still hurts and now I’m convinced it’s because I’m still in this DAMN REALITY im gonna lock in and leave for real this time

you guys need to forgot the word "trying”. ERASE IT!

you’re not trying to shift, YOU ARE SHIFTING!

GET ME OUTTA HERE