Indonesia’s Suicide Hotline: 021-500-454

When Newt is about to die and he says “Tommy” I can’t help but just wonder what he was gonna say after that. “Tommy, I love you”, “Tommy, I’m scared”, “Tommy, I don’t wanna die”, “Tommy, it hurts”

They are going to be the cause of my death

UGGGHHHHH THEY'RE SO CUTE I CAN'T EVEN

Newt who is the sun • Thomas who is the moon

Newt who is always cold •Thomas who warms him up

Thomas who cant cook to save his life • Newt who makes dinner for them

Newt who is a cat person • Thomas who is a dog person

Newt who loves gardening • Thomas who can’t keep plants alive

Thomas who is disorganised • Newt who gets anxious if things aren’t organised

Newt who had autism • Thomas who had ADHD

Newt who loves to read • Thomas who loves listening to him read

Newt who doesn’t like talking about his emotions • Thomas who is there for him anyway

Newt who likes to sleep in • Thomas who wakes up early to run

Newt who’s leg hurts him • Thomas who massages it for him

Thomas who is always fidgeting • Newt who is the only one who can make him relax

Newt who has nightmares a lot • Thomas who holds him and tells him he isn’t alone

Thomas who has survivors guilt • Newt who tells him it isn’t his fault

Newt who has never felt loved • Thomas who loves him unconditionally

Fanfictions taught me to never think that I am "not good" or "not pretty" enough for someone ever again.

I MEAN I legit have seen the most questionable creatures, cranks, animagus, werewolves, etc and their human partner will still be like "you're the most beautiful person I have ever seen in my life" AKAJAJAJJAJAJAJ

I have seen every human feature and imperfections possible; Freckles, moles, acne, scars, cuts, bruises, callouses, pockmarks, limps, blood, wounds, flesh, bones, black veins,and bites with their skin slightly tingling as their love interest plants kisses all over their bodies

"But I (have/am) a disease/mental illness/disability/traumatic past/suicidal thoughts/self harm scars/ the chosen one/on the run/..."

"I love you."

So, that will be it, friends. Learn fron your favorite fanfictions, tropes, ships and fictional characters. DO NOT let anyone think that you're "not pretty enough" and "not good enough" for someone. You are lovable. You WILL find the right person. <3

-April.

Now this is MY KIND of multifandom. 🙄

Catch me in the corner uncontrollably sobbing every time I remember Newt and Peeta became their worst fears and tried to kill the one they loved.

NEWTMAS HEADCANNONS BECAUSE WHY NOT

On our episode fix-it: Newt lives edition ☹️🫶

Thomas WOULD NEVER shoot Newt. No. He threw the gun away (AS FAAAARRRRR AS HE COULD), emptied the bullet sockets, and continued to hug Newt instead

No matter how feral Crank!Newt was, no matter how deep he clawed Thomas' heart, back, neck, chest, he kept holding on, holding on to him like a lifeline and soothing him in his dialogue, "Kill me before I become one of those cannibal monsters! Kill me!"

"It's okay..love...it's okay"

Brenda and Minho actually got the serum/syringe in time to inject him wuth the cure/Thomas' blood

Them laying Newt down in safe haven to see if he's still alive, he is.

Thomas staying by Newt's side as his heartbeat is the only thing keeping him going, listening to his heartbeats.

Before Newt woke up Minho sat down with Thomas and he went on about how Newt talked to Minho about his love for Thomas and the reason why Newt stuck to Thomas because if he died the last place he wanted to be was in his arms... ☹️

Newt finally waking up with the sight of Thomas, appearing tousled with a bowl of soup (that he asked Frypan to make) ☹️☹️, his body still half conscious, wrecked, aching, and dizzy enough to not realized that his skin cleared from the flare and slowly recovering

Thomas finally tearing up a bit when Newt finally woke up and he laid his hand on his back to steady him, gently wiping Newt's face and body from liquid and blood

"Open up, sweetheart, you need to eat." Thomas said as he gently lifted a spoon of soup to Newt

Newt weakly smiling as he saw Thomas tenderly taking care of him, opening up and accepting his fate to be spoonfed by Thomas

TELL ME IF YOU WANT MOREE PLEASE 🥺🫶

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Boop

A proper intro, I'd say.

Okayy soo I'm back on Tumblr and I have seen my blogs getting.. quite amount of likes, especially the MBTI ones. I even have a post that got over like- 300 likes 💀💀💀

Alright soo let me introduce myself

Hello there! My name is Aprillia Alxon (stage name, NOT REAL NAME), but you can call me April or Frill!

My MBTI is ISTP, 6w7, and I'm a Hufflepuff!

I am from Indonesia 😀🇮🇩 And I live in GMT +7 (So I'm so sorry if our timezones don't align, GMT + 7 and EST are literally on the other side of the world 💀💀💀).

I am a minor, and I mostly like to paint, draw, read, write, and sing! I also like learning languages 😦😦😦

Fantasy worlds that I have visited:

Harry Potter (Hogwarts)

The Land of Stories (Chris Colfer) fandom

The Maze Runner (Glade)

The Hunger games (District)

And I'm looking forward to visit:

Percy Jackson (Camp Half-blood)

Lord of The Rings

Narnia

(Though I mostly started from the movies, sorry I'm a slow reader it usually takes me months to finish a single book 😔)

Here are some other places where you can find me!

My intro Carrd

My AO3 page

My long blog (yes, I also have a blog and write articles on them!!)

Roblox user (Yes I play Roblox lol)

Wattpad

Instagram (Art account) (Real Account)

Nice to meet you guys and have a speldid day!!!

It's not annoying for me it's just that they talk about PJO so much that I've basically spoiled myself the entire series 😭😭😭 I really want to read PJO so bad but now that I knew about Percabeth before I read them made not want to read PJO anymore :(

I don’t know why but Percy Jackson fans frustrate the living hell out of me