When Newt Is About To Die And He Says “Tommy” I Can’t Help But Just Wonder What He Was Gonna Say

I, too, am Newt Isaacs because (Pt 2):

I, too, am in love with the reckless, asks-too-many-questions, stubborn, and STUPID new boy in my community. I, too, offered him a weird colourful drink that he drank and felt weird with. I sat next to him on the first nights we met as we shared talks (but really tho, 95% of the time he was the one ASKING QUESTIONS).

I also found out that he also KNEW A GIRL that eventually showed up, wait- a girl showed up..

I find it strange that they suddenly talk to eachother and care about eachother a lot.

I, too, am mentally ill (but I'm too young to get meds), and I had skin conditions that made my foot looked like zombie foot 🙄

WAIT

I'm in love with him.

I'm in love with my guy bestfriend

I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl. I am in love with a boy that's in love with another girl.

I can't say anything about it because he'll find out that I like him and I'm not his partner, but I eventually confronted him about her anyway by yelling and screaming at him.

I HATE HIM SO MUCH I HATE THIS PLACE HE LIED TO ME HE IS IN LOVE WITH HER HE IS THE CURE WHY DOES EVERYONE NEED HIM EVERYONE NEEDS HIM EVERYONE WANTS HIM I HATE HIM SO MUCH (I grew a twinge of hope when I realized I'm in live w him)

I gave my guy bsf a letter to show how much I loved cared about him and that from the moment that he did the most reckless thing I've ever seen anyone doing I KNEW I would follow him anywhere, and I have, and I wouldn't change a thing.

He says we're just friends but I watched him as he slowly held my body, his eyes slowly losing every spark of hope

I'll never make it out alive, but I sure hope that he lives a happier life than me, but also fuck you Johannes (Thomas) I hate you

Absolute CRIME.

And also how did AN ENTIRE SCHOOL found out about AO3? 😭😭🙏 I'm lucky if I even find someone who knows AO3 in my country 😔🙏

my school BLOCKED AO3 On the school wifi!

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO READ FANFICTION OF THOSE GAY TWINKS IF I CANT GET ON AO3?!??!??

Cutiesss I love them sm

“what’s this? i thought we didn’t hug.”

Okay but let’s talk about fanfiction y/n. y/n= your name (NOT LITERALLY IT’S JUST A FANFICTION THING.)

Please keep in mind that I’m not saying people who wrote these kind of fanfictions bad or a bad writer.

Fanfiction y/n is often described as a weak, crybaby, or a softie that can’t even stand up for herself. In some others, y/n is decribed as beautiful, flawless, goddess girl who steals everyone’s boyfriend. That’s pretty much stereotype. 

Plus, y/n is supposed to be a proper character made for readers to see their POV on that story. People are supposed to relate to her. Proper characters are supposed to have their own personality. Which this part I don’t see in this y/n character.

Some people say that y/n is a “pick me” girl. Some say that she is “annoying” (I’m using the she/her pronouns because the majority of y/n characters are a girl). And y/n is AALLLWAYS in every romance stories. People said that she always falls in love with the badboy/prince?

Now here are my words: 

I’ve talked about this y/n character with my bestfriend and it’s like this:

Y/n is a beautiful character that people should appreciate. Y/n is flawed, but she could be anything. She is not weak, she is not a crybaby, she doesn't need to fix boys, she doesn't need to be with boys at all. Y/n is herself. Y/n should be:

Kind Brave Selfless Caring Helpful Flawed Aloof Loony Cringy Smart Has high self respect Will stand up for her friends and family Talented Skilled Independent Street smart Book smart Beautiful in her way

Don’t forget:

Creative

Courageous

Supportive

Questionable

Humble

y/n can be like other girls. Because other girls are being theirselves. 

Y/n could be anything. Y/n doesn't need to sing the "fight song" to stand up for herself. Y/n stands up for herself because she values herself. She values her friends, family.

She doesn't always need to be with boys. She doesn't owe boys anything. She could be anyone she wants.She doesn’t have to ruin ships.

Y/n is beautiful and people should stop stereotypicalizing her.

Please just make y/n a proper character and give her a proper personality. thanks.

THANK YOU FOR READING

OKAYYY SOO

I AM MISTYPED 😀

I said previously that I was an INTJ, well after learning more about the cognitive functions (Well I learned them before but I didn't really understand) I think I'm an ISTP..Lol.

But I still don't know whether am I really introverted or extrovert, I might be both but a bit more to introvert I guess

So basically ISTP's functions are Ti Se Ni Fe. I still have Ni and Se, but I don't think I have Te in my functions. I think I have more Fe than Fi because I also thought that I'm an INFJ aswell.. Lol yeah anyways I don't really relate to INTJ's functions

Kind of too long to explain cognitive functions so just search up cognitive functions on Google

ABSOLUTE BESTIES. ABSOLUTE LOVES, I APPROVE 💋💋💋💋🙄🫶

I love that the internet saw people comparing women and other alienated groups of people and went, “they’re dating,” and, “they support each other.” We’re improving as a society.

I wondered how many gladers promised their friends, partners, and loved ones to take them to safe haven yet ended up becoming cranks, losing their loved ones, or even themselves trying to fight through..

Great. I am now in tears.

I have 190 tabs opened on my phone, and 187 of them are AO3 Fanfictions.

Y'ALL CAN CALL ME NEWT FROM THE MAZE RUNNER 'CAUSE-

He was new to the glade (school/community idk what to call it in English)

We shared talks, sat next to eachother, I offered him a weird colourful drink

Man he asked SO MANY questions

I sat next to him near the fireplace (table) and looked at him as if he hung the moon, stars, and the entire solar system

HE WAS RECKLESS AS FUCK AND GOT HIMSELF IN TROUBLE

A strange person joined us (again, school/community, whatever)

Wait..it's a girl now?

"It's a girl.."

And..

Okay

Suddenly he TALKS TO HER A LOT FOR SOME REASON

AND HE SPENDS SO MUCH TIME WITH HER

AND SEEMINGLY CARES A LOT ABOUT STRANGERS

OH THEY WEREN'T STRANGERS AFTER ALL?

THEY WORKED IN THE SAME PLACE

Just no.

Uh oh.

Am I in love with him?

The boy I'm in love with is in love with another girl

I was just home from school after screaming "DON'T LIE TO ME!" at my guy bsf (The boy I'm in love with)

He claims to just "care" about her but WE ALL KNOW HE STILL LIKES HIM FOR EVERYTHING SHE DID TO HIM FOR SOME REASON

I had excema that made my skin MAD GOOEY and I looked like a walking zombie

I'm in love with someone so stupid and reckless for some reason

I do, also have a mental condition (but they told me I'm too young to be on meds so- 😁🙏)

I have no right to be mad that he cares about that girl because I'm not his partner

I HATE HIM I HATE THIS PLACE (I grew a twinge of hope when I realized I was in love with him)

I, too, was not immune and never made it out alive (academically), meanwhile HE was immune and EVEN THE CURE. EVERYONE NEEDS HIM EVERYONE WANTS HIM I HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH (Crank Newt, probably)

My guy would probably be the first person to murder me atp

I wrote him a letter (like, seriously) about how I'm happy that he was my friend and I genuinely wished him to be happier.

I'm in love with a boy that's in love with another girl.

OH Newt I love you so much 🫡 you deserve to live, even if you didn't make it to safe haven

Lol

Is it just me or Tumblr is now a somekind of a headcannon center when it's supposed to be for arts.