Reblogging Cause I’m At The Point In My Manic Episode Where I No Longer Feel Human, And Need To Do

Believing in yourself is so much harder when no one else does

Fuck last night me and her stupid STUPID ideas ugh

When you’re up at 2am knowing damn well that you have to be up at 7:30am for practice, but fuck that noise time to learn fake ID

Scrolling through social media I now realize she got that from tik tok

My sister told me that if normal people have a touch of the tism, then I must’ve been molested by it and I don’t know how to feel about that

Pausing extrahistory, oversimplified, etc. videos to explain and further elaborate on history that the videos don’t cover while watching them with your family as an adult fulfils a deep seated need to be listened to that you just didn’t get as a child

Can’t tell you how often my family calls me faggot, I’m completely desensitized to it

The thing about reclaiming slurs is that once you've been affectionally called 'faggot' by friends, loved ones, and amiable fellows on the internet for long enough, you almost forget that it means something else to people who hate you.

Honestly at this point if a stranger on the street yelled "hey faggot!" after me, I'd probably turn around like "what?" like they'd just casually called me by name, and they were only trying to get my attention because they wanted to tell me something, before processing that they're being hostile.

Reblogging cause now I need to make that cardigan

england in a long knit cardigan because reasons

I’m like 80% sure I broke my thumb

MY BOY

he looks so GOOODDDD

Best. Decision. Ever.

Matthew art commissions for @cinderyberet !!

commission carrd

This is my neighbourhood cat, she wanders around a lot and whenever I think of her and I’m outside I take like a second to look around and she just comes running. She’s sadly declawed so I keep an eye on her and make sure she’s not getting herself into trouble. She also loves to follow me home but never wants to stay so I don’t force her. She’s just a baby.

i want a cat so bad it physically hurts

please talk to me abt cats and send me pictures of your cats

Saving this for later

Btw do you want to help me fix my grammar here lmao I have no clue how off it is but it must be funny.

hopefully I get the basic crude message of what I mean through (that I don’t have any preference for gendered wording and to use what you want.) 😭

if it’s completely off please help me fix it lmao I don’t want to confuse the French.

ok here goes!! i will put the words i corrected in bold

>mon français est cassé... s'il vous plaît soyez patients

>j'ai pas de préférence pour les termes genrées. utilisez ce que vous voulez!

also idk if you are aware but there is an equivalent to they/them in french- iel! its a neopronoun which was created as a gender neutral alternative to the bianary she and he, and im pretty sure its in the dictionary now!

for french i heavily recommend this website: reverso.net its a total life saver since it has a really good translation function and also a french grammar spell checker! i use this very often bc french is a bitch, this website literally got me through french middle school lol