The Problem Is I Can Follow Instructions On Recipes So I Create Delicious Deserts That Are Now In My

Ah isn't loss of appetite the biggest blessing?

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Perhaps I feel faint, perhaps I need the focus today.

Oh but I can't.

My head is spinning, reeling, and I can't stop thinking.

But at least it gives me a break from eating.

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18 hrs of work and nonstop thought.

Tonight I will stare in the mirror, as I always do.

Exhausted.

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But euphoric. I'll trace my bones, admire my stomach's concave. Know I'm in control.

At least of this.

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More work.

Then in 24 hrs the scale will show my progress.

Tell me in thin, worthy, beautiful... right.

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Oh to be perfect, see my flaws melt away.

To finally feel proud.

Petra Collins’ high school aesthetic photography changed my brain chemistry

neeeeeeeeeed

it must be so fun to not have an ed

my fav thinspo recently is just looking at belly button piercings bc hard work will pay off in cuter fits ♡

why do everytime I eat, even if it’s like 50 calories, feel like i’m not sick enough? or is it just me

I went grocery shopping with my dad and stepmom today and all I could think about was what I’m going to buy when I’m older

⭐️ving Affermations

I control food, it doesn't control me.

I can choose to e@t or restr1ct whenever I want.

Wanting food has little to no effect of me. I e@t what I plan.

I only ever regret e@ting, never ⭐️ving. Don't e@t, don't feel regret.

I am in charge. If I don't want to e@t for a day, I will not.

I have control over my body. It does nothing without me allowing it.

I am never missing out on food opportunities. It will ALWAYS come around again.

I will not e@t just because other people are.

I like feeling hungry. It makes me feel good. I prefer it over feeling full.

so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r

never forgiving human evolution for making it so that the less you weigh the less you burn