Growth

happy thoughts 2017

sometimes when i feel sad i always try to think of positive things, just something to distract me i guess. but this week wasn’t so bad, no crying which is a good thing because usually once a week all my bottled up emotions just burst and i need happy thoughts to take my mind off the crying and how sad i feel. this week has just been one of the best weeks this january, that’s an improvement i guess. it’s just i really hope 2017 will be a good or some what decent year.

list of things I want to be:

mysterious

angelic

enigmatic

ethereal

boisterous

list of things I am:

introverted

tired

sleepy

confused

unproductive

mel·an·chol·yˈ

melənˌkälē/

noun

1.a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause."an air of melancholy surrounded him"

holding hands · 手牵手

someone requested i post these without the lyrics so here u go

The special golden

M O O D +

warmth

it’s now 3:30 am and i cannot stop thinking. i’ve been thinking about you, me, and us. i’ve thought about the bad times. arguments, our break, and scaring moments where i felt like i was losing you for good. but i’ve also started to think about the good times that knock out the bad. like cuddling in your warmth as the sun goes down, feeling how soft your lips are as they touch mine, and simply hearing your sweet voice. here alone in my bed desperately craving all of it. all of you. wishing right now to have your arms and warmth surrounding me. all i want is you. nothing else but you.

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