"of all weapons in the world, i now know love to be the most dangerous. for i have suffered a mortal wound. when did i fall so deeply under your spell, ms. bennet? i cannot fix the hour or the spot or the look or the words which lay the foundation. i was in the middle before i knew i began. but a proud fool i was. i have faced the harsh truth." - mr. darcy
don’t blame me love made me crazy, if it doesn’t you ain’t doing it right.
You know what you deserve? You deserve so much better. So many things have happened to you whether its a bad break up, family issues, friends, whatever it is.. you pulled through. You have made it this far and I’m proud of you. You truly deserve the world and since no one can give you that now, find someone that will, apologize, forgive but don’t forget, find new friends. Ones that make plans with you and free their time to give you attention. You deserve all good things and don’t for a second think you’re not worth it because you remind me of the sun, you hide away but always come back even more beautiful than before.
(via lifewritten)
list of things I want to be:
mysterious
angelic
enigmatic
ethereal
boisterous
list of things I am:
introverted
tired
sleepy
confused
unproductive
in the beginning
you were a a puzzle.
unable to figure you out
like a mystery nobody has solved
you were quiet, but then
we’d talk at night until later we’d realized the sun has come up.
you’d made me think about
the charming efforts to get my attention & im here thinking why? why me?
i was surprised, the man who was a puzzle
was finally figured out, but by me.
as we were getting older, you made me think about the clear road ahead of us.
the future i was ready for because you were there with me
now here at the end
and im here by your bedside
reminiscing of our young & reckless selves, as you fall asleep for the last time saying
“you finished your puzzle.”
~c.e
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im tired of people assuming somethings about me, sure it may be a bit true but it isn’t the whole truth.
im tired of people telling me what to do or think, i dont need your opinion and please just let me do what i want to do and what i think is right. if you don’t agree that’s your own opinion and im not stopping you, i just don’t give a sht.
but what im most tired of is the people in i considered my ‘friends’, i ask for your help yet all that ends up happening is you judge the way i think or do things. so please if you can’t handle me then just please leave im totally okay with not having you as my ‘friend’