I Have A Few Questions

I really do want to post more stories from my drs but,, i’ll shift to a reality and a sequence of events happen but if i try to explain it here it literally does not make any sense because it only works with that realities logic

Your account is so aesthetic and pleasing to look at, it scratches a part of my brain that just ughhh yummy

Omg thank you so muchh im always thinking about changing my theme back to a more sci fi look though loll

I'd also add that I think shifting is more popular with younger people becuase a number of reasons:

Older people often have a strict outlook on the world, the idea of being aware of a different consciousness would not align with how they have been taught to live. Most young people have seen how poorly that outlook can have, then become more open minded. And because of what the world is turning into today a lot of young people would want an escape from that.. Hopefully this makes sense 

I know it's kinda stupid question, but does our age in this CR matter while shifting, I am above 30 years of age and only see shifters who are at most 22-23 years of age and it kinda makes me feel left and makes me think that shifting is not for me or lets say not as easy as for me as it is for them ☹️.

No question is a stupid one don’t worry.. Your age doesn’t matter at all!!! You can shift whenever wherever ! Mentally I would say I’m around 27 and I shift how I’ve always have. You can shift no matter what as long as you have an awareness. I promise it won’t change anything. :)

I mean think about there are infinite realities and in those there are people who are shifting when they are thousands of years old.. Nothing will stop you.

Your account is so beautiful and so poetic, the way you write when you respond to anons sound like handwritten letters for some reason 😭💕 maybe it's because I read them with a soft poetic voice in my head idk but I'm wondering.. When you shift to so many different realities for such long periods of time to escape this current reality, there have been many shifters that said that you could feel big detachment or even more misery when you come back here. I wonder though, when you come back from a shift, especially when you've been in your DR for years.. Does it affect how you experience relationships in the current reality? Have you ever felt detached, or distant from friends, family members, or probably just distant relatives, classmates / co-workers, and etc. ?

And could it be because you outgrown them, (because your soul must definitely feel aged when you have immortality living thousands of lives in the realities in your mind, right?) or could it be that some relationships become unfulfilling? Orr..?

Or have you ever experienced the opposite? And end up being happy seeing close people either because you've missed them or have scripted them into your realities? I'm really curious, as someone who tried to shift just last night as a fun act of self-love and fun place to spend a vacation on another planet 😭😭😭

You are the sweetest, I can't describe how happy your words make me. Thank you so much!!

Whenever I come back It's a feeling of relaxation, or the feeling of being awake in the middle of the night when no one else is. I feel alone but it doesn't bother me. Usually in the moment I’m recounting what happened in my head so I don’t forget about it. I definitely feel more mature, I try to help my mom out as much as I can, force her to do certain things that will help her mental health; I didn't used to do this but now I feel like I can teach her things I didn't know before. She’s a very pessimistic person, it seems like everything that she says is negative and I’ve found that it's hard to relate since I’ve come back. Sometimes I feel out of place but it’s never gotten to the point of misery. I’ve grown up with a lot of anxiety and now that I have experienced what I have I realized I should never feel shame about leaving here. 

I shift to experience a different life, I personally don’t script it to be perfect and happy all the time. I want to experience all of it. I‘ve suffered in every reality I’ve been in, including this one and I don’t see it as a bad or good thing. I just see it as something to learn from, so detachment from here is not a problem for me. I do get sad sometimes that I can’t relay what I’ve been through to my family. Sure, I can shift to a reality where they understand the concept and would console me, but a part of me doesn't want to.

I had a child in my Kirasia dr and that's the reason I ended up leaving there. Though I was happy, I didn’t think I was ready. I was sitting on my bed and kind of dissociating in that moment because the thought of raising a whole entire human being scared me. I will go back, maybe re-live my life there and continue on instead of leaving but I don’t know when that moment will come. A couple of months ago In this reality I was sitting on the couch with my mom and baby sister and was so overcome with emotions when I looked at her. I just started to cry, I said it was because she was being cute, a part of it was, but In that moment I was reminded of my own child. Here I’m a couple months from graduating, and there I am a mother.    

My relationship with my family has gotten better here though. My step dad apologized to me and I was finally mature enough to have an actual conversation with him. My mom wants me to live with her for a while and tells me I shouldn't have to work myself to death. And I finally cut someone off who I didn’t need anymore; so yes I have outgrown people. I don’t know if these things would have happened if I never shifted. I think after shifting my subconscious reworked itself and that's why those moments happened. 

The only detachment I really feel is noticing how immature people are. Before I shifted I tolerated it but now I don’t put any energy into it. I can’t believe I didn’t notice how many grown adults are fucking insane, sorry for the bluntness it’s just crazy seeing how stupid people are. I’m mostly talking about how weird relationships are here, and how some people will find any excuse to be abusive. Not even physically but just mentally. Some of these people aren't even aware of their own actions either - I’m ranting… but I think you get the idea.

When I come back here It's like I've learned a whole new outlook on life and I feel happy to view the world through that lens here. I’ve never felt regret about shifting, someday I’m going to choose not to come back here and I’m fine with that. 

These were such good questions and because of your ask you gave me a new idea on what to write about! I’ve been trying to think about what to write about that isn't a storytime so I’m happy I finally have a small Idea.

it's okay girlie, I'll eat devour your post up anyway >:) *cue evil laughter

blushing .. ehhehe

I just attempted to shift and wanted to get my thoughts out.

I've been trying to shift for 4 years now. I've recently been having some spiritual stuff going on, and it helped me realize how to better adapt shifting to myself.

I just attempted again after months of not trying. I got symptoms I've never gotten before, and they were stronger than I could have ever imagined. I could feel my heartbeat through my whole body and felt like I was flicking between two different positions.

It's hard to explain, but I realized that I had never really understood shifting until that moment. I knew you really were going to be somewhere else, but that was the first time I felt it. I had a second of being completely overwhelmed by realizing it's real.

I ended up freaking myself out, I think, because I opened my eyes here. Everything looked distant and moving felt weird.

I'm back to normal now, but I feel very emotional. I remember how I felt in that moment, but my brain isn't letting me feel that certainty that I had.

Your blog was the last thing I looked at before trying, so that's why I'm sending the ask to you. I've never actually interacted with shifting blogs before, but I feel very strange right now and wanted an outlet.

For 4 years, I was certain I understood that shifting was real, but now, I realized that I never felt it before. I just feel shaken up and very upset that I still didn't quite get there.

I just hope that this means I'm close. A part of me thinks maybe I'm just crazy, but it felt so real.

"and felt like I was flicking between two different positions." You did it. There is no question of "am I close" becuase you have already achevided it ! The mindset of knowing what shifting is, is such a real feeling, I promise you’ll be able to feel it again. Keep going!! Don’t feel upset, instead focus on the fact that you experienced it, you know what it feels like, and you know you can reach it! I’m so happy for you - Be proud of youself

hiii! :D

I was missing leydenkilgore's blog really badly and came across yours instead, and I'm super super grateful for it!! I instantly feel calm and at ease here. Thank you so much♡

Hii hii !! I too miss leyden's blog dearly. We used to be mutuals then one day she deactivated.. I read her post about how she wasn’t going to be active anymore but I didn’t think she would delete her account so that was a surprise. 

I’m so happy that my blog makes you feel at ease. I should be thanking youu ! I'll try and post more..

stay hydrated queen🩷🫶🏼

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I know it's kinda stupid question, but does our age in this CR matter while shifting, I am above 30 years of age and only see shifters who are at most 22-23 years of age and it kinda makes me feel left and makes me think that shifting is not for me or lets say not as easy as for me as it is for them ☹️.

No question is a stupid one don’t worry.. Your age doesn’t matter at all!!! You can shift whenever wherever ! Mentally I would say I’m around 27 and I shift how I’ve always have. You can shift no matter what as long as you have an awareness. I promise it won’t change anything. :)

I mean think about there are infinite realities and in those there are people who are shifting when they are thousands of years old.. Nothing will stop you.

Aphrodite, as well as deciding when and where

I just want to say, this is more for me than it is anyone - take what you want and leave what you don't want. I'm not here to narrate your life. I just like talking into the void of the internet.

There was a different form of consciousness I went to when I was a child. I was young when this happened, I barely remember what was going on. I was at this sand temple, there were others for brief moments. It was a beautiful and sentimental place. I really only remember the emotion tied to it. Confusion, despair, survival but not at the deepest level. Maybe it was a shift, maybe it wasn't. I was too young to figure it out. I still wonder what significance it has, why was I there, what part of my mind wanted me to go. Maybe it was a past life. I’ve lived a lot of lives and I think I’m ready to permashift. Of course in the future I will decide where - right now I still want a little more time. I already said I would permashift and I did leave for a while but eventually came back. I'm not very good at expressing what I have lived and when I do I end up hating the way I phrased it,, But now I have an idea on how I want to do it for the future.

It feels as if i'm at a crossroad, many paths and outcomes will always be there for me.

A couple years ago around Christmas I bought an alice and wonderland tarot deck. Even though this was a long time ago I’m still getting the hang of reading cards, but I have learned a lot since using them. I’ve always loved Alice, around that time I had set out to watch every variation of the story. I watched the Czech one; Alice 1988. I don’t think I finished it but I got a good way through and the film amazed me with how surreal it was. I’m pretty sure everyone can see that, that story and shifting are related in a way. This was also the time where I had really gotten into Greek mythology and Hellenic views. I’m not a master in it and prefer to follow the gods of my Lumari dr - but this was before I shifted there. Now, I work with Aphrodite as well as my own gods. One Friday I sat down and did a reading with her. I wanted to make a waiting room. I don’t remember exactly what I had asked her but her answer was clear. Shifting does not require a waiting period, it doesn't need a bridge or a state of if. Just do it as soon as you'd like, go where you want as soon as the thought pops into your head. There is no need to flesh the idea out completely. A few words and visual ideas is all I really need; If I find myself scripting too much it's like the reality becomes something entirely different from what I wanted. Even though I have found that this works for me I still fail to give into the urge to shift as soon as the motivation clings to me. I’m a major procrastinator, it’s a flaw I’m working on. I have success with shifting to random realities, ones that I think of in a quick moment, and then decide I want to be there. I hate being picky, I’m conflicted with uncertain people. Just go, your subconscious is not actively out to get you. It’s not something to be scared of. That’s how I came to the way I view shifting now, also I think tarot is a way to bring out your subconscious beliefs.