It’s So Great To See Anothe Polymorph/shapeshifter Who Also Has MaDD (I Think The Term For Those Is
It’s so great to see anothe polymorph/shapeshifter who also has MaDD (I think the term for those is Xenreve if I’m not mistaken?)
May I ask about your kin experience while also having MaDD?
I don't know, maybe? To be fair I didn't know there was a term for that-
I'll look into it though, so if anyone has links-
It's a bit special, because I'm pretty sure I was a dog therian before anything else, but now it's shifted to being my main form as a shapeshifter.
I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember, and I don't mean the normal amount obviously: it's always been, and still is, a coping mechanism for me, dare I say the one I default too (art is a close second though, and I often mi the two).
As a note, my daydreaming hasn't been maladaptive for the last few years, but I still say I have madd. It's chronic the way I see it: if I'm not careful, it could become pathological again. Now i don't have to be careful all the time, but when I feel particularly bad I have to consciously use other ways to cope along with daydreaming, otherwise it still has a tendency to take over.
I like saying that until a few years back, I was fully living in my head. I had pretty much no life outside of my daydreams. And living fully in your daydreams for that long has had some interesting effects on my psyche and identity.
I've come to realise that I lived through my paraself because of multiple reasons, the main one being masking and being terrified to stop.
I mask way less now, and that's led to me feeling like my paraself, except reverse isekai'd: I barely have any memories outside of my daydreams until the years I "got out of my head", so it feels like being dropped from my world, the one I lived in 95% of the time, into this one.
Since my world is very much full of magic, there's a lot that didn't quite transfer to this body.
In source, I'm a shapeshifter. My constels and main forms are linked to this too: they're the forms I liked to take the most and the things I was and/or related to.
Now I also used to have magic. I could heal with it and create illusions. (I could also bend the elements a bit, but healing and illusions were my main ones).
I discovered earlier in childhood here witchcraft and forms of healing, and I've edged around it for a while (the healing methods, I've been practising witchcraft in this verse ever since I discovered it), but this year I've started learning to heal! It's not quite how it worked for me, but it's similar enough that it makes me really happy to be able to do so again.
For the illusion part, I've found performance arts the closest thing to it. I used to incorporate my magic into my art a lot, and I feel very connected to Everything when I'm performing, it's really euphoric.
That's all I can think about for now ahah, but I might reblog this with additions if I think of any ^^
In any case, thank you so much for the ask anon!! I love yapping and this was such an interesting and lovely question to answer <3
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⛧ SELFSHIPTOBER 2024 ⛧
HELLO ALL! welcome to another year of selfshiptober. i've noticed this is pretty much the 'official' selfship tober event now, which honestly warms my heart! i love seeing what this wonderful community does with my prompts :)
this year, i'm doing things a little differently. EACH DAY HAS TWO PROMPTS ASSIGNED TO IT. the first set is SHIPPY, while the second set is SPOOKY. you may either COMBINE THE TWO PROMPTS TOGETHER or CHOOSE ONE OF THE PROMPTS. the spooky prompts are a bit on the grittier side and probably won't appeal to most, so if you'd like to only use the first set of prompts and completely ignore the second, be my guest! on the other hand, if you prefer the gritter prompts, you can only use the second set of prompts, you can do that too! if you want an extra challenge, you can create a piece that incorporates both of the day's prompts. you can also change your approach depending on how you feel that day!
there are no hard rules for this. YOU CAN START WORKING ON THIS CHALLENGE EARLY, but i encourage you to wait until october to post anything. YOU CAN ALSO CONTINUING WORKING ON IT AFTER OCTOBER ENDS! you can drag this shit out into december for all i care. just DON'T OVERWORK YOURSELF PLEASE.
without further ado, LET US PROCEED TO THE PROMPTS!
#1. confession | night.
#2. blanket | flame.
#3. embrace | blood.
#4. apple picking | fog.
#5. all dressed up | blade.
#6. carnival | haunted.
#7. rain | infection.
#8. swim | terror.
#9. music | masquerade.
#10. warmth | claws.
#11. comfort | recovery.
#12. married | ritual.
#13. party | magic.
#14. date night | vampire.
#15. games | hunt.
#16. candy | illusion.
#17. heart | feast.
#18. pining | violent.
#19. shared hobby | potion.
#20. trust | experiment.
#21. snuggle | nightmare.
#22. kiss | scars.
#23. movie night | slasher.
#24. baking | empty.
#25. rest | bandages.
#26. beautiful | grotesque.
#27. decorations | cemetery.
#28. brush | forest.
#29. pumpkin | lantern.
#30. flowers | snow.
#31. halloween | death.
TAG YOUR CREATIONS AS #SELFSHIPTOBER 2024 AND TAG ME IF YOU'D LIKE ME TO SEE! i cannot guarantee interaction as i struggle socially, but i promise i'll look at everything! HAPPY CREATING ♡
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Favorite color: Green and purple
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Last Movie: Scream 4
Last TV Show: Agatha All Along
Sweet/spicy/savory: Savory/salty!
Relationship Status: Polyamorous, in a relationship
Last thing googled: Rimes-
Looking forward to: An open scene I'm going to this week
Current obsession: Work (drag and clowning)
Thanks for the tag!
@rainbow-starheart idk who else- So open tag!
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thank you for the tag @badplayerana @lavender-twilight23
Last Song: Happiness is a Butterfly by Lana Del Rey
Favorite Color: Light dusty pink
Last Book: Dune
Last Movie: Nosferatu (2024) and it was so good!
Last TV Show: ER
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet all the way
Relationship Status: Currently engaged to fellow fanfic writer @soholdmetightao3!
Last Thing Googled: No spoilers but it was medical case studies for the fic I am currently writing
Looking Forward To: Marrying @soholdmetightao3 this October!
Current Obsession: Cherik obviously and making my blorbos suffer
Tagging a few people but feel free to ignore @soholdmetightao3 @chris-in-the-headlights @havernel
Gosh this is long X)
Rn "Sleep Well" by CG5
Not sure who to tag for this, so feel free to jump in after me if you see this and wanna chime in! <3
ATTENTION
If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)
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