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Trick or treat!! 🎃

Hi, happy Halloween bud!! 🎃

I've brainstormed all of my October prompts and will be writing & posting them all this week, so here's a few summaries (all for my ACCA paracosm)!

For daydreatober day 24, I'm planning on describing the courting rituals from the ACCA universe, so a bit of nonfiction there

For selfshiptober day 22, I planned to write the first time Kal takes off his mask around Kai 😳

For daydreamtober day 12, it'll be a blurb (or longer, depends on my energy levels), we'll be diving into Jamie's backtory!

And for daydreamtober day 19, pure sweet fluff of Kal coming home from a mission to find his two boys cuddled up in his bed.

Trick or treat!!!

Happy Halloween! Here's a simple treat: my playlist for tonight 🎃👻🧡💀🦇

Nothing scary, just pure vibes 🍂🕯️

It’s so great to see anothe polymorph/shapeshifter who also has MaDD (I think the term for those is Xenreve if I’m not mistaken?)

May I ask about your kin experience while also having MaDD?

I don't know, maybe? To be fair I didn't know there was a term for that-

I'll look into it though, so if anyone has links-

It's a bit special, because I'm pretty sure I was a dog therian before anything else, but now it's shifted to being my main form as a shapeshifter.

I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember, and I don't mean the normal amount obviously: it's always been, and still is, a coping mechanism for me, dare I say the one I default too (art is a close second though, and I often mi the two).

As a note, my daydreaming hasn't been maladaptive for the last few years, but I still say I have madd. It's chronic the way I see it: if I'm not careful, it could become pathological again. Now i don't have to be careful all the time, but when I feel particularly bad I have to consciously use other ways to cope along with daydreaming, otherwise it still has a tendency to take over.

I like saying that until a few years back, I was fully living in my head. I had pretty much no life outside of my daydreams. And living fully in your daydreams for that long has had some interesting effects on my psyche and identity.

I've come to realise that I lived through my paraself because of multiple reasons, the main one being masking and being terrified to stop.

I mask way less now, and that's led to me feeling like my paraself, except reverse isekai'd: I barely have any memories outside of my daydreams until the years I "got out of my head", so it feels like being dropped from my world, the one I lived in 95% of the time, into this one.

Since my world is very much full of magic, there's a lot that didn't quite transfer to this body.

In source, I'm a shapeshifter. My constels and main forms are linked to this too: they're the forms I liked to take the most and the things I was and/or related to.

Now I also used to have magic. I could heal with it and create illusions. (I could also bend the elements a bit, but healing and illusions were my main ones).

I discovered earlier in childhood here witchcraft and forms of healing, and I've edged around it for a while (the healing methods, I've been practising witchcraft in this verse ever since I discovered it), but this year I've started learning to heal! It's not quite how it worked for me, but it's similar enough that it makes me really happy to be able to do so again.

For the illusion part, I've found performance arts the closest thing to it. I used to incorporate my magic into my art a lot, and I feel very connected to Everything when I'm performing, it's really euphoric.

That's all I can think about for now ahah, but I might reblog this with additions if I think of any ^^

In any case, thank you so much for the ask anon!! I love yapping and this was such an interesting and lovely question to answer <3

To answer @thelost-experiment, yoga is probably there because according to some hardcore christians, anything that can be linked to any form of spirituality other than christianism is from the devil /info

Now for "Demons, gotta catch them all":

I partake in: yoga, astrology, tarot cards, palmistry, earth worship, divination, meditation, vegetarianism, astral projection, LOTR, marihuana, video games, HP (fuck JKR), D&D, Halloween, fornication, skull & bones, rock music, goth culture

I vibe with: eastern religions, cyberpunk culture, ouija boards (when used safely), wicca, voodoo, lycxanthropy (would alterhumanity be considered under this? cause if yes I'm also partaking actually-), necromancy, fire walking, levitation, vampirism, shrooms, heavy metal, Twilight, raves

But tbh if I'm to tag myself as one or two I'd be Earth Worship & Goth Culture

@trashy-kitty I have a feeling you've seen this image floating around as I have, but I also think you'll have a blast participating X)

tag urself I’m Halloween

hai! you seem sososo cool and thank you for the follow :3 I followed you back, I LOVE the aesthetics of your blog :D

Thank you!! <3

🦋 General Tags

#cep-posts : original posts

#cep-being : stuff about myself/my identity

#cep-thoughts : my thoughts on stuff (research, discourse, activism,…)

#cep-witches : my spirituality

#cep-journals : my journaling

#cep-art : my art

#cep-writes : my writing

#cep-fandoms : fandomy stuff

#cep-daydreams : my daydreams

#cep-loves : my selfshipping

#ceps-forever-world : my minecraft forever world

#cep-yaps : rambles and yapping

#cep-socialises : from answering asks to tag games

#cep-nsft : nsfw stuff; minors please block this tag, same for people that would prefer not to see this

Waaah I love this one so much!!!

Feels so me!!

@trashy-kitty There's moon options baby-

SUNNY MAN RAINBOW PAL MOON 🌝 who are you!?

Picrew

Weather-sona

Feeling sunny? Or is a dark cloud hanging over your head? @birdlizard on tumblr

@caffeinated-eccentric-polymorph @indigoisaspookyghost2 @hurtlingtowardsdeadlines @milanesa-con-matecocido

Not me not having the energy to write all day and only getting ideas and motivations now: as I'm preparing to go to my aromatherapy lesson. FFS-

It's not even as if I couldn't write during, i could, but I don't want to, i actually find it interesting!! (Unlike last time I had classes three years ago- I spent my entire school life writing during lessons-)

Might squeeze in some light writing in the break if I can, otherwise let's just pray that I'm not exhausted when i come home 💀🙏

Hi buddy! Happy Blorbo Blursday! Which of your ocs would not survive a horror setting/ which oc would have the mentality of survivors in a horror film and what would they do?

Hi! A bit late whoops- yesterday was busy for me eheh

Probably Jamison tbh- Look, the guy's intelligent af, but he's kind of naive and very curious, so he definitely would open the creaky door, follow the weird voice, investigate, all of that.

Though if cornered he might not give up quite yet and instead try flirting. I mean, it's sth that happens in the story -he gets cornered by a monster and he just figures out he might as well try.

To me, the boundless energy coupled with the beautiful philosophical ramblings! /vpos

New ask game:

Reblog if you want your followers to tell you what your trademark ™️ is. Like, what’s that thing that really identifies you.