Send Me Whatever Cringe And Gross Stuff You Want And Ill Jerk To It, Preferrably Women, To Really Drive

I have hit 50 notes on my detrans motivation notes game! This means 2 things:

1) I have to start using a male voice. This is actually going to be kind of hard for me. I have a very cis girl passing voice that I always default to. Unlearning using that is going to be harder than it might seem, but I will start trying.

2) Every 50 notes I need to adopt a new masculine interest/hobby. Here’s the thing about this, I already have somewhat male coded interests. I like comic books, sports, and history, among several more feminine interests. That being said when I was a cis girl and I told people I like baseball or whatever, no one raised an eye. Lots of girls like baseball. I need to find some interests that are so AMAB coded that almost no cis girl would touch them. Like if I started playing CS:GO or following UFC or something. Not sure I’d be into either of those particular but I want to hear lots of suggestions from everyone reading this! You honestly could even say something like “hitting on girls” or something lol

As I mentioned this will happen per 50 notes so I will probably be picking up plenty of new male interests. Again this more than just a kink for me, I’m using this as a push to actually become a man.

Looking for a crazy yandere girlfriend that wants to obssess over me and invade my personal life and really just consume me whole who is also into/okay with mtftm detrans kink. Ideally she's obsessed with me but only wants me to be a masculine man so she makes me conform to male gender roles. Maybe kind of weird and specific but it's what I need in my life. dm me if you're a bpd girlie that needs a new favorite man.

estrogen is poisoning you

omg so true

Hello!

I like dms :) i'm a loser fake girl (a normal boy) potentially detransitioning

ANYONE WHO CALLS ME MALE TODAY, OR EVEN AMAB, I WILL REMOVE YOUR SKIN ONE SQUARE CENTIMETER AT A TIME.

I AM NOT LIKE YOU.

I AM BETTER.

I AM A REAL GIRL.

I AM A GOD.

Are you american?

yes I am!

I haven’t even *mentioned* that I’m schizoaffective on here have I? hehe, since I started posting on here I’ve mostly just been depressed and occasionally manic, but that’s not how it usually is is it??

nononono no it is nooooot!!! I am actually quite many dimensional beyond this ever so simple identity conundrum.

You come here to get off, I come here to live. I am undead, I rot within my ever still walking corpse. My productivity is limited by the demons that bonds me to my identity to my health to my world.

If I can’t kill them who can?

This is why everything needs to be reset, not in the traditional sense but the circles beyond circles :)

there’s a word for this i think, i am not speaking with clarity. Sometimes it happens. Sometimes you should be glad that I ever thought to imagine you here in the first time.

I DO NOT GET DEPRESSED.

I am BEYOND the comprehension of your feeble eye sockets and I will twist the bonds of the galaxy to fly through your being and soul.

Thank you for listening to me 😊

you just made it sound like that i guess 😭

Okay well I also said I’m intersex lol 😭

Even when I go off hrt for two months I don’t think there’s a remarkably high amount of t in my system.

All I’ve noticed from going off hrt for a long time is

1. Easier to get erections

2. I’ve noticed like two (2) new strands of facial hair on my cheek.

I do kinda look like a boy but that’s just because I’ve been wearing a lot of t-shirts and hoodies and that combined with the short hair comes across as boy coded.

Also I turn 25 soon and if I try to look like a guy I look maybe 20 at the absolute oldest. I actually put a picture of me right before starting hrt (when I was 19) and a picture of me a couple months ago (at 24) and I look younger in the picture from 2025, which just kind of demonstrates that at worst I look like a boy, not a man.

I was on hormones for 8 years before detransitioning. I passed pretty well and had an intimidating goth/punk look.

A year later, and I'm pretty much unrecognizable. All of the progress I made feminizing myself has been almost entirely reversed. I'm growing chest hair and a beard for the first time in my life, none of my old girly clothes quite fit anymore, and my voice is deepening. Anyone passing me in public at this point only sees an awkward, nerdy guy.

If a version of myself from 3 years ago saw what she's become now, she'd be mortified and ashamed. But you wanna know something pretty fuckin cool?

Shame is a useless albatross for pussies and puritans. I'm just fucking horny :)

anyone come in my dms and ask me anything

Need to be a good boy and tell my deadname real name to people in my messages