I miss you. You make me feel safe. More than you make me feel sick. Whenever I have moments of peace, I think of you. I wish you were there with me.
I hate how I want him to miss me.
I want to pULL all MY TEETH OUT
i think the solution to my problems is to just kms
All I want is you. Please don’t leave. Please don’t leave to be with her. I love you so much. Please leave her and be with me. Please please please please please I love you. You’re literally the male version of me we’d be so great together. Please I’d make you feel like a king every day. I love you please don’t leave. You’re so soft and warm and beautiful and you have the greatest smile and laugh and eyes and I love you so much. Please don’t leave.
What is the line between being delulu and being actually insane. I write you letters and poetry you’ll never see. I’d set myself on fire to keep you warm. I want you to dig your hands into my shoulder blades and grab my heart and pull me into your chest. Let me slowly bleed out over you.
next time you say something even slightly mean or offensive I’m going right for your throat
What can I do with this want.
Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath — 3rd January 1959
I don’t know how to explain it but just being alive causes me pain
The world is too loud, existing is overwhelming, people expect so much more than I can give
I fail at being alive every single day
I feel so ashamed to be so broken
But I don’t know how to be any other way
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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